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Program Log: Entry 96 April 30, 2025 3:38am: So far I got a part of my movie script and the chapter of the Bible done. I also drank apple cider vinegar with lemon juice for breakfast. I may or may not go back to sleep and continue with my day. Until my ride gets here….. 6:30am: I am going to the peer center today…. 7:47am: I am on my way to the peer center. 8:08am: Currently stuck on a freight train. Freight trains should not be allowed to be this long. There should be a law. Sheesh. 8:10am: It is still going! Oh gosh…. 8:11am: Okay it just ended. Good. 8:24am: I got to the peer center at around 8:17am. 8:45am: I am going to train to become a peer support specialist really soon. In about 2 months. 10:16am: I have just registered for the peer classes. 12:48pm: I am greatly looking forward to the new month of May 2025 tomorrow. I always get so excited when a new month comes along now. I feel so refreshed. 2:45pm: I am on my way home. Hopefully my ride gets my address correct and it does ...

Jesse’s Journal: 43 April 29, 2025 Nameless Clearfire…. 10:37pm: My clear fire is only manifesting within my head region. I am Nameless Clearfire. April 30, 2025 6:44am: Even a rose has thorns. It is okay to defend yourself. 6:48am: “Healing does not mean the damage never existed. It means that it no longer controls your life.” From a quote by someone on instagram. This makes a lot of sense because when I would try to heal the pain it would still be there. The goal is not to make the pain disappear, it is to make it so that the pain does not influence your life anymore nor does it have great control over you. 7:15am: “I can’t put you in my business. You might wish me dead tomorrow.” From the song Tomorrow 2 by GloRilla and Cardi B. 9:02am: Emotions are so beneath me. 10:19am: My hair is a naturally brownish color. It is dark brown at the very least. But I am more comfortable calling it brown. 10:26am: I am Nameless Clearfire. That is my new name. And I shall work to keep this name. 12:...

Jesse’s Journal: Entry 42 April 29, 2025 9:05pm: I do not even have to close my eyes in order to focus on my spiritual plane. I just have to connect to the present moment. Right now? My spiritual plane is currently being programmed to create worlds, and it is about to create life. It is progressing rather well and even faster than I once thought. Progressing a lot faster than I expected. 9:10pm: I just saw an earthquake on my spiritual plane, and I saw my spirit eating something. Hm. 9:12pm: I am looking at my spirit form. Well my real spirit has no form but its projection does. My spiritual appearance does not look like it is authentically me. It is someone else’s appearance. It is not even the gender of my physical body here on this earth. 9:15pm: I am seeing a rotating blue fire sword. What do I do with it? Just stare…. Okay. 9:17pm: “Focusing on my spiritual space….” That was not even me talking. I heard this from someone else. Here is what I did say…. Me Nameless: “I feel like you...

Program Log: Entry 95 April 28, 2025 10:33pm: Just 5 more entries and we shall reach our 100th program log entry. After the 100th entry I will only be uploading my logs if they are full on my notes app. Just as I do with the other entries. Otherwise I will not be posting the log entries everyday. April 29, 2025 5:48am: Just woke up. Getting on with my day. 6:12am: My 23rd birthday is in exactly a month from now. 12:31pm: Currently at the county office and my internet is not working for crap. So I am putting this note down to remind me to get my ish done whenever I get back to my house. So annoyed. It is just one inconvenience after another. I am so tired. 12:36pm: People take fast internet for granted often. I am guilty of this as well. Cause this county building does not have fast internet. Fast internet is a true luxury. 1:12pm: I just got back to my house from the county office. My relative called a ride for me which I am very thankful for. 1:37pm: I have submitted a digital version...

Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki’s New Ability…… 9:22pm: I have the power of transparent fire. This is such a unique ability. I discovered this while forming my spiritual plane. From the next entry of Jesse’s Journal.

Jesse’s Journal: Entry 41 April 29, 2025  6:02pm: I still love Voxsriin, but I know that I cannot go back to him. He will keep me in his loop if I do that. 8:19pm: I am just trying to imagine what would happen if I did, he would allow me to listen to the whispers of his heart, which seem to torment me. Hard to explain but yes. 6:03pm: Aw and I remember Axah. I do miss him. I wonder how he is doing. 8:43pm: I met Axah in a dream and our relationship grew ever since. 6:04pm: I gave Yahweh space, but he does fascinate me. People get him so wrong. They misinterpret him. The Bible does not reveal everything about him. In human history, they say that Yahweh joined with and became the god El, this is untrue. While merging in the spiritual world is a real thing that can happen and happens, Yahweh was always his own person. He was always independent. I know Jesus Christ was his incarnation. But yes, there is much people do not understand about Yahweh. I respect Yahweh’s privacy so you will ...

Physical Body Project: Entry 9 April 28, 2025  7:13am: I am going to exercise my upper body. Will do the lower body later. April 29, 2025 7:01am: I woke up with my belly feeling sore. My workouts are finally working on the belly. 7:38am:  I am now going to continue working out. Going to listen to some turnt music. 7:46am: Just finished my workout for the day. Very sore. Felt like my body was going to break. 7:51am: I feel I should take a break from all these intense workouts. Tomorrow at the peer center I will work on light work outs. But my body feels it has reached its limit. I shall give it some time. 7:09pm: Nameless: “How to project my voice even louder without causing vocal damage?” 7:10pm: Gemini: “That's a great goal! Projecting your voice effectively without straining or causing damage involves a combination of proper technique, breath control, and vocal care. Here's a breakdown of how to achieve a louder voice safely: 1. Master Diaphragmatic Breathing: This is t...

Jesse’s Journal: Entry 40 April 28, 2025 Does Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki Believe in God? 7:18pm: All that is planned in my program shall take place, but when it comes to me personally, I just want to get to know my Self. I love Yahweh, but I would just like to focus on my Self from now on. The most important relationship you will ever have is the one you shall have with your Self. So there might be gospel projects in the future, but that does not mean I am a servant of Yahweh, I speak to him like I speak to you. I love him, but I need to love my Self first before anything. Just putting out that disclaimer. As for God? I hate God. And I would like to wage war against him. Come rain or shine, I have a vendetta against God. 7:49pm: My Self goes dark often. I am having a deep conversation with my Self. It is intimate. It was my Self who was the one that brought red glowing horns into my physical months ago. 7:52pm: I am feeling calm and content. It is just me and the Self. 7:57pm: I con...

Einai Sasa’s Good Things Journal: Entry 3 April 8th, 2025 Tuesday… 11:06AM: Thank You to both Yahuah and the peer specialist staff for taking us to the TRAIN STATION AND WE SAW A TRAIN PULL UP! SEE THE THIRD AND FOURTH VIDEOS IN THE 75TH ENTRY OF THE OFFICIAL PROGRAM POST! WOW! What a blast! 11:35AM: I just feel so happy right now! April 9th, 2025 Wednesday  12:57AM: I feel so happy right now. All my projects are coming along wonderfully and progressing wonderfully! And it is all thanks to my Love Yahuah. Thank You so much! My Beautiful Dear! April 14th, 2025 Monday…. 7:40PM: One of the clients here at the shelter got me tofu and apple cider vinegar. If you are reading this thank you so much and bless you. April 15th, 2025 Tuesday  9:47AM: My eye glasses have been delivered! I will pick them up on my next eye doctor appointment! 😊 9:55AM: Working on this word search right now. 😊 10:54AM: Just finished three appears full of word searches. I am proud of myself. I love word sea...

Einai Sasa’s Food Journal: Entry 23 April 20th, 2025 Sunday…… 6:35AM: I just ate walnuts, oatmeal, and two tangerines for breakfast. My hunger has now been catered to…. 😊 April 21st, 2025 Monday… 6:07AM: I am now going to prepare breakfast but it does not feel like a Monday to me. It feels like just another weekend. 6:41AM: I just finished oatmeal, two tangerines, some walnuts, and apple cider vinegar diluted with some water… 3:29PM: I just ate some oatmeal for my lunch/dinner. If I get any hungrier I shall make another when I get back to the shelter. Going to the park. April 22nd, 2025 Tuesday…. 6:07AM: Jesse: “Jesse does not want me to eat much this morning. All he wants me to do is eat two tangerines and some walnuts.” April 23rd, 2025 Wednesday… 6:18AM: I just drank apple cider vinegar today for breakfast. Did not feel like eating. April 26, 2025  5:53AM: I ate one tangerine. I will prepare apple cider vinegar for the day. 6:00AM: I am going to drink apple cider vinegar  ...

Einai Sasa’s Official Program Log: Entry 94 April 28, 2025 6:26am: Finished my movie script for the day after waking up recently. Now I am going to read the Bible for the day, just one chapter. Then I shall eat healthy breakfast and then I shall go with my relative at around 9:00am to pick up medication refills from the pharmacy. 8:23am: Going to go get my medication refills. Hope we have a safe trip. Hopeful. 9:20am: We just made it back safely unharmed from the pharmacy. Thank you goodness.  10:16am: And I have to run errands tomorrow at the county office. At around noon time. 1:16pm: Every Wednesday I shall go to the peer center, and every Thursday I shall work on the chores for the house. 3:59pm: Just got done with my day. It was a real challenging day. But my drive and ambition is being abused by the cruelty of life. I am now feeling forced to live day by day, which in turn forces me to move slowly.

Jesse’s Journal: Entry 39 April 27, 2025 11:42am: I hate God. To me, Yahweh and God are different. God is cruel. But Yahweh is authentic. I hate God. 12:16pm: I no longer have the patience to explain myself to people, both family and strangers alike. If they say something that I disagree with, I shall just simply stay quiet. They are not worth the trouble. 12:22pm: Since I cannot find good outside of me, I will create good within myself. Because though God wants to punish me, I know that I am worthy of good and health, and I know that I have so much potential 12:29pm: I am going to have a list of boundaries that I would like people to follow.  12:34pm: I do not want anyone to share advice nor guide me on anything unless I ask them for it. This rule will also be included in my boundaries. 12:50pm: I am feeling happier. There are brief moments of joy. Although only briefly. 1:54pm: From now on, I shall be more about action and less about words. My plan is to fulfill my purpose throug...