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Progress Report 109

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Progress Report 109 June 21, 2025 7:53pm: just found out that I need to be working towards my fullness. Not my “true self” 8:27pm: I’ve got one foot in reality, and one foot in the impossible June 22, 2025 7:17pm: my relationship with Dark is getting better. And my relationship with Empty is getting more and more deep. Empty is part of who I am. In order to be myself for now I need to interact more with Empty for the time being 7:28pm: the spiritual is who you are when your eyes are closed. When you open your eyes, then you are usually the legal human name you were born with on this level 7:28pm: my physical body has been protected by Dark all these years. It was planned to be protected by him even far before I was conceived  here on earth’s universe 7:51pm: I have worms of light in my throat 7:58pm: so right now it’s me Emptiness, Vox Dark, and Jesse Light. Those are my three selves. My Me Myself, and I. 8:02pm: empty is the part of myself that I feel who has the most of my f...

Progress Report 108

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Progress Report 108 June 19, 2025 12:52pm: So I guess we are all at war. AGAIN.  12:53pm: had multiple dreams but one I could remember was my relative mocking me for ‘fighting like a girl’. Yeah I do and so? At least it gets the job done. At least I get the job done 1:46pm: I don’t wanna fight anymore. I just want to be myself. The real one in stillness. That one. Maybe I could fight for myself. No never mind don’t do that. I’m gonna do it anyways  5:05pm: I think TikTok like YouTube, has blocked my videos somehow or did something to stop it from getting views. Do they think I’m a spammer or? I’m sorry I don’t know what is going on. Oh well. If y’all take me down I’m coming back. I shall always comeback while I am still living in this realm 5:08pm: im becoming darkness. I’m not sure if it’s Dark per se that I’m becoming.But I’m becoming who I truly am first then I could work from there. I feel so lonely. I just became darkness. I’m ready to see the nonphysical   6:05...

Being Born Before Your Time

From my upcoming journal entry 6:05pm: instead of passing away before your time. How about the potential reality of being born far before your time? That’s what I feel like I’m going through. The power to choose families could be real. I believe it’s real. But there’s a missing link about being born into the life you are meant to have. This is also probably why some people are born into rich families, more open-minded families, and why some were born to work to become better by scratch. *sighs* just something I thought about today while in the cafeteria 

Progress Report 107

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Progress Report 107 June 14, 2025 7:04pm: I have made lots of progress. Gained new wisdom. Great stuff  8:12pm: I’m fighting Dark for my fame. I deserve to leave a powerful legacy unlike anything ever seen before 8:22pm: Dark always tries to ruin my plans. I’m fighting for my own program. I cannot rely on these people Dark sends to help me. People are so unprofessional. At least people trapped in darkness 9:03pm: Burning Dark with Light. He’s screaming 9:11pm: I believe Dark just opened a portal in my bedroom. And the attacks officially begin starting today. Bring it b  9:44pm: I am becoming a civil rights activist. A piece of my Good moral compass is in that field. I want to study to become a civil rights activist. Screw psychology, that psychology will be for my free time. Also, a great to start my civil rights activist work is to advocate for myself. Before I even can think about helping others, I need to help myself. My rights have been violated for years. Here’s to someth...

Progress Report 106

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Progress Report 106 June 11, 2025 9:19pm: YouTube is back at it again taking down my views. One of my videos gained 3.6 thousand views. It basically reached the YouTube viewership of Winged my 2022 movie. I am floored and grateful for all my success. I finally got the fame that I have always wanted. And now? I just keep going. Even if my haters get my accounts taken down. I am coming back. Oh you best believe it. I am coming back. I am here in this realm to stay. And I ain’t goin nowhere 9:36pm: About to go to sleep. But I don’t want to. It’s super boring. Being still is super boring.  June 12, 2025 7:37pm: I’m seeing more results on my body. More great results for my workout  9:06pm: I am working with my light now. Darkness is darkness because of pain.  9:15pm: I’m in Alfheim right now. It’s so bright here. Everything shines. Thanks V for taking me out 9:19pm: Me to the Green One: “I shall call you V from now on. For you are the beginning. The eternal new beginning 9:23p...

Progress Report 105

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Progress Report 105 June 4, 2025 8:27pm: I shall go back to using Jesse Nganga Munka as my name from now on. This is actually better because people will be able to find me easily since this is my current legal name. I shall change my name legally in the future. It is not yet time to do this. 9:48pm: working on setting up my accounts on my social platforms. The work for today is done. Gonna go to sleep soon. June 6, 2025 7:43pm: I’m just a consciousness. That is all I am. That is my true self. Being conscious. Even when I am asleep. 8:16pm: My platform is gaining traction and visibility. 8:24pm: I’m so thankful. Fame really does feel good. You just have to go about it the correct way. 8:54pm: Voxsriin is finally connecting to me. Oh Jesse would be so proud. Well. I am Jesse. The bright light. I wanna be famous. And it seems like it is already happening here in the physical. Spiritually I’m already well-known. 8:59pm: Voxsriin really is a part of me. Hm . We’ll work on this together. My ...