Progress Report 109

Progress Report 109


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June 21, 2025


7:53pm: just found out that I need to be working towards my fullness. Not my “true self”



8:27pm: I’ve got one foot in reality, and one foot in the impossible




June 22, 2025


7:17pm: my relationship with Dark is getting better. And my relationship with Empty is getting more and more deep. Empty is part of who I am. In order to be myself for now I need to interact more with Empty for the time being



7:28pm: the spiritual is who you are when your eyes are closed. When you open your eyes, then you are usually the legal human name you were born with on this level




7:28pm: my physical body has been protected by Dark all these years. It was planned to be protected by him even far before I was conceived  here on earth’s universe



7:51pm: I have worms of light in my throat



7:58pm: so right now it’s me Emptiness, Vox Dark, and Jesse Light. Those are my three selves. My Me Myself, and I.



8:02pm: empty is the part of myself that I feel who has the most of my fullness. Empty is infinite. So infinite that Empty might get tiring at times




8:27pm: Dark is Love. Love in what he is



8:32pm: I was born here on earth to bring peace between good people and bad people. To bring unification and healing. I’ll work all that. In Bible terms I’m bringing the angels and demons together after a very long years of fighting



June 23, 2025


7:42pm: fame does not last. At least fame from external people. Also I’m learning to be content with my deep slumber. After all, that is in my future after I’ve accomplished what I came here to do even further



7:43pm: someone from beyond this physical told me: “you’re advancing too much…” hm. You can too though?



7:50pm: getting closer to Jesse. Yes the one you all know and love to hate lol.



8:33pm: just met God. He’s really nice. Satan doesn’t exist. Though negativity does




8:46pm: I believe I shifted time today….




June 24, 2025


7:01pm: Voxsriin is the green demon. Also known as the green one. We are no longer connected. I hate him with a passion



8:07pm: it seems my fame is coming to an end. Well not an end per se. But I had my best few days of the limelight. Now the visibility is settling. But I’m still going to keep pursuing my dreams. I do not really need to look as deep into myself anymore because this has already been completed. Now I just live my experience and let my experience do its thing without me having to compromise my morals. (Ahem green one)



8:11pm: working on my magic right now



June 25, 2025


8:06pm: began production on my movie Winged 2. Super excited for this part of my journey



8:39pm: I’m trying to be my inner self now. I’ve done everything I needed to do to get myself started. I’m now focusing on all the inner stuff and all the inner things about me



8:44pm: I think being neutral is so much better. I’m doing that now. My emotions tire me if I give into them too much. I need to treat my emotions as I treat my thoughts, just things that flow and pass me by. Another thing I am is flow. Natural beneficial flow that does not hurt others nor myself




June 26, 2025


8:04pm: jesse Nganga Munka is bisexual. Even though I am not myself. For me? I am autosexual, homosexual, autoromantic, and asexual. As an Omni Being I chose to love males and I chose to ignore my autosexuality



8:16pm: from now on, I’m gonna ignore any cellphone calls when I don’t feel like talking. To toxic people. I’ll no longer give you any more access to me. I am Exclusive. And I don’t want to be around you ignoramus’ 




8:40pm: talking to one of my relatives is sooo annoying! What a CHORE! UH! Yuck



8:57pm: spying on Jesse Nganga Munka right now. Currently. 



8:58pm: I’m the happiest I’ve ever been




June 27, 2025


7:21pm: Movies coming in great. Also got a concern of mine fixed. 



7:32pm Feeling happy 



8:48pm: my work for the day is done. Everything is progressing wonderfully. Although I have a bloody left nostril from picking my boogers for too long while I’m in bed at nighttime. I’ll go easy on it



June 28, 2025


7:29pm it is getting harder to be motivated. But I love working. I love my job. I love everything about it. Probably because I place too much pressure on myself. I need to be real about myself and realities 



8:08pm I’m feeling so heartbroken. As if no one wants me here. I see how they treat me. Since life is so short, just put up with me a little while longer until I have accomplished my purpose. Cause we both know I’m not going to give up

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