Progress Report 110

Progress Report 110

June 29, 2025

7:21pm one of my shots for my movie was not great. And that is okay. It’s fine. Highs and lows are a part of the journey

8:50pm: I see God. My One. The only one I feel comfortable being above me. Jesus Christ and Jesse Nganga Munka are connected

June 30,  2025

7:28pm: wow last day of June 2025 aye? Is it? Progressed so much well and I’m following my own higher power. And I was able to resolve a conflict within myself today. I’m super proud of myself

7:48pm Vox took Jesse away. Jesse’s soul is with him. What’s funny is he keeps coming back to this physical body which is ran by my Self and he is getting angry. I sense that he will cause a disruption on my projects. You know, my Self, my Art, and my Life? But I’ll try not to worry so much about him. He’s so twisted. Some nature people need to get off their high horse. We cannot cheat anything in life. We cannot cheat the end of life, the love, nor can we cheat ourselves. That’s something that Sriin will learn. Sriin is Vox’s past self. I love Vox. Vox is directly from me. I remember building him. I’ll look forward to all the experiences we shall share. Such fun. Such awesome fun

7:52pm I am my own Higher Power

8:17pm Jesse is my enemy. But I also feel compassion for him. Very difficult to explain in English words

My movie is five minutes in. Five minutes done! Already. Just so surreal for me

July 1, 2025

7:20pm I’m so nervous about my movie. I have stage fright and I’m also worried I’ll have to restart over. You know the surprise of negative energy. But I know I’ll complete this film franchise. I love them

July 2, 2025

7:08pm I’m learning to let go of my expectations and to just do the work required for me to reach my goals. To finally having a much smoother journey. There are even scenes in my current movie project that are skipped. I had to skip certain things because I need to adapt to the filming method I am using. Change may feel like it sucks, but it prepares us for something more

7:18pm also I’m working on making my movies more raw. With all my stutters and everything included. Real Rawness is a big part of Art

7:19pm learning to let go of being a perfectionist. Perfection does not exist. If you want to be more real, you need to learn to be real through the messiness and how to be able to handle it as best as you can. I’m not giving up, even though it seems like I’m making a thousand different detours

8:06pm I am a bright white light. I used to be a being of darkness. Now I am one of light. The light brings more of my real self here. The light purifies darkness. That’s why you need to walk through the fire. I’m learning to let go of things I cannot control, but when it comes to Art? I’m fighting for Art. I am Art after all

8:28pm I’m crying right now. Listening to fitting music

8:39pm I don’t know what to say honestly. No words can really describe the pain I feel. The green one never loved me. I was used for my power all these years. Also the higher vibrations lead to hire realities. Also also I’m neutral. I’m neither good nor am I bad. Simply neutral. Seemingly caught in the middle of everything

July 3, 2025

8:40pm just made tremendous progress with my movie. We are in the double digits of minutes now. The scene today was kinda hard. But I nailed it. I am so proud of myself. And since tomorrow is July 4, 2025 holiday I will be able to progress so much better. Also it’s not about just following your program. It’s following your program and allowing it to be fine-tinkered to suit your ever growing needs. That’s what I’m learning

8:14pm my real self. Is my positive self. My true spirit is my kindest self. The journey to your true self is one of coming out of the darkness and choosing better for yourself. Sometimes we can be our enemies which is why this journey is tough. When you want better you will be purging all your darkness. But the goal should be to embrace your inner light, joy, fun, compassion, love, hope. All of it

9:12pm  it’s about seeing how well you can evolve your program. In the most efficient way ever

4:12pm tomorrow is when my movie starts to get real. It’s getting scary

July 4, 2025

5:48pm I’m focused on my Imagon layer. I am Omni Imagon.  From now on imagination mixed and blended with reality is my main focus

5:52pm consciousness is my next enemy.

6:28pm instead of seeing a fiery light in the end of my tunnel? It is now water. This explains why my light was always destroyed internally 

7:48pm my future is so bright. My journey is so bright and it shines