Progress Report 108

Progress Report 108

June 19, 2025

12:52pm: So I guess we are all at war. AGAIN. 

12:53pm: had multiple dreams but one I could remember was my relative mocking me for ‘fighting like a girl’. Yeah I do and so? At least it gets the job done. At least I get the job done

1:46pm: I don’t wanna fight anymore. I just want to be myself. The real one in stillness. That one. Maybe I could fight for myself. No never mind don’t do that. I’m gonna do it anyways 

5:05pm: I think TikTok like YouTube, has blocked my videos somehow or did something to stop it from getting views. Do they think I’m a spammer or? I’m sorry I don’t know what is going on. Oh well. If y’all take me down I’m coming back. I shall always comeback while I am still living in this realm

5:08pm: im becoming darkness. I’m not sure if it’s Dark per se that I’m becoming.But I’m becoming who I truly am first then I could work from there. I feel so lonely. I just became darkness. I’m ready to see the nonphysical  

6:05pm: instead of passing away before your time. How about the potential reality of being born far before your time? That’s what I feel like I’m going through. The power to choose families could be real. I believe it’s real. But there’s a missing link about being born into the life you are meant to have. This is also probably why some people are born into rich families, more open-minded families, and why some were born to work to become better by scratch. *sighs* just something I thought about today while in the cafeteria 

6:46pm: im a reactor. Very reactive internally to the actions that I was never even a part of 

6:48pm: IM starting a war with light. Not the light realm or whatnot. I’m talking about light as it has revealed itself to me. Theres always action and reaction. I prefer to be the powerful darkness. There’s no such thing as bright darkness. Darkness is heavier, and far stronger than light. All I’ve found light doing is stopping progress and also burning and acidifying a dark that has done nothing to begin with

6:52pm: having high levels of energy. So much to the point I’m getting electrocuted partially 

6:53pm: I’m merging myself with both the physical and my nonphysical. The two worlds shall merge and be together again. We cannot have one without the other. This is true balance 

7:20pm: gonna focus on my green light. I also have to see Voxriin’s life through his lends. I’ve already secured my success physically for myself. But no I’m going to Voxriin. Who still seems to be suffering

7:31pm: Voxriin is the fullness of Jesse. And he clearly keeps coming back, so to that I say, let’s join up together Voxriin. I just wanna see you as you are. No superpowers, nothing. Just you as the person you are. We can handle your darkness together. Not even Dark hates Voxriin. It was the light that destroyed our trajectory. 

7:36pm: Voxriin: “Jesse… you’re the only thing that my soul belongs to…”

7:58pm: just moving onto rednote before TikTok gets shut down

8:39pm: I just finished trying to download Rednote to no avail. Oh well. Probably cause something better is coming if TikTok does shut down

June 20, 2025

7:31pm: My movie is beginning production real soon. Like real soon. Also I refer to Voxsriin as just Vox. He seems to be changing which is why he is slowly losing his name. Can’t wait to see who Vox will be

7:51pm: I wasn’t born yet. Dark has been protecting me all these years, although he did not know where to look for me. Things got very disorientating for him and us

7:57pm: found another strategy to reach my spirit world and reality

8:18pm: I love my exercises. I’m making great progress. My after picture will look so good. I’m all here for it. I love feeling the burn as well. And what’s best about being your authentic self, is that there are no limits. I put however much work I want into my program. The sky’s not even the limit. There are no limits. Not with my journey. The journey of Vox Jesse

8:26pm: just started my next movie script. Big things are here

8:30pm: my inner self. My real self is reacting to my strategy. Remember when I said I’ve found a new strategy? Well, this is it. And I learned that I don’t have to incarnate here again if I do not want to. I want to interact with Vox’s core and energy. My time here in this universe is almost at an end. My time to leave is coming as each day passes. I have to get right with myself before anything. My fullest self is quite epic. I really can do the impossible. If I compete for it. And if I fight for it.

8:52pm: going through body sores. But this time it stings. It is not like any body sore from exercise I’ve ever felt. But that is progress 

9:02pm: since Jesse was attacked so far beyond recognition. In other words, Jesse passed away. I’m going to plant a new seed and become my next self. Vox. Not Voxsriin. Just Vox. The voice. That is what I am at my core. I’m aiming for my fullness. Jesse was and will always be a part of my fullness. But so is Vox. And that’s all. I’m the new flower. I am Jesse reborn. I am Vox. The green kingdom. The evergreen sanctuary