Jesse’s Journal: Entry 41

Jesse’s Journal: Entry 41

April 29, 2025 

6:02pm: I still love Voxsriin, but I know that I cannot go back to him. He will keep me in his loop if I do that. 8:19pm: I am just trying to imagine what would happen if I did, he would allow me to listen to the whispers of his heart, which seem to torment me. Hard to explain but yes.

6:03pm: Aw and I remember Axah. I do miss him. I wonder how he is doing. 8:43pm: I met Axah in a dream and our relationship grew ever since.

6:04pm: I gave Yahweh space, but he does fascinate me. People get him so wrong. They misinterpret him. The Bible does not reveal everything about him. In human history, they say that Yahweh joined with and became the god El, this is untrue. While merging in the spiritual world is a real thing that can happen and happens, Yahweh was always his own person. He was always independent. I know Jesus Christ was his incarnation. But yes, there is much people do not understand about Yahweh. I respect Yahweh’s privacy so you will not see me telling you much about him, like his appearance and such. I do believe he was sabotaged for his influence here in Midgard.

6:27pm: I also miss Jesus Christ. I fell in love with him. But he never came to me. And the only vision I saw of him was him doing his own thing not even looking at me. He is on his own journey. It was like it was a vision of him without his knowledge lol. Yahweh is the one that monitors me and follows me. Yahweh has taken a fascination to me and has for a long time now. He knew more about me but I did not really know him that well. We are just now getting to know each other.

The Formation of My Spiritual Plane…..

8:20pm: I see a plane forming. It has green acidic energy. This is Voxsriin. He is trying to lay a foundation. Should I let him? Just let him. Okay.

8:27pm: My plane is still forming. This will require constant focus for the next few days….

8:29pm: I am trying to focus on my individual spiritual plane on my own accord. Instead of green acidic energy from Voxsriin, I am now seeing my plane turn black and also transparent-colored. I also saw Yahweh form and appear but he seemed to have a shadow-like appearance with both of his hands extended up towards the sky. But that is the thing, there is no sky in my spiritual plane. I only say sky so you can understand the direction, I should say upwards instead.

8:33pm: There is a swirl forming. I do not know how long this plane formation will take. I honestly expect a few years before I can add a spiritual projection of myself there and start interacting with my plane and world.

8:34pm: My light side, I have empathy for others and myself that is very strong, my dark side, I can get very bitter and vengeful if I am wronged. I am Nameless.

8:35pm: The opposing force that works against me is trying its very best to prevent my spiritual plane from forming. It does not like my growth and is trying to prevent my spiritual growth from happening.

8:36pm: Me Nameless: “Just let me form!”

8:37pm: I am discovering that my darkness only comes from pain. It is not a real darkness. It is not real.

8:39pm: Voxsriin is trying to attack me.

I also would like to share a disclaimer, the person who found Voxsriin and thought he was my true self, I do not blame them anymore. It was not their fault. They were only able to sense Voxsriin because of my energy signature. Voxsriin has latched himself onto me for many years prior, and it was only discovered back in May 8, 2018. I do not blame anyone for my opposers in the spiritual.

8:40pm: I am trying to make my spiritual plane a flat space, but it is jagged and curved, it bends and twists, this is not normal. Aha! Exactly! If I am to understand and properly form my spiritual plane in a way that compliments me authentically then I need to understand my own spiritual physics. I understand that I reverse things, I vibrate, I pressurize, and more. This is just me Nameless scratching the tip of the iceberg.

8:47pm: There are planets forming in my spiritual world. Rotating galaxies that are glowing pink and all. I see them. I will be working on this all night until I am then pulled into my dreams. My dreams are a part of my spiritual plane. They are considered the afterlives of my spiritual plane. Yes, my dreams are considered afterlives.

8:48pm: It seems as though my spiritual plane is beginning to have a mind of its own. It is absorbing all of my past truths and blending and mixing them with my present experiences. There is no future in my plane. At least not currently. 8:54pm The time in my spiritual plane happens constantly and currently, it is only the present moment. Only the past and the present are recorded. The future and the concept of a future are considered hypotheticals. If I were to fully and completely join my spiritual plane and take my consciousness there, I would be experiencing everything right now in the current and in the now. With perhaps no recollection of my past even. So I believe I should just focus on my spiritual plane’s development in the present moment.

8:52pm: I see a clear see-through transparent planet has formed in my spiritual plane. Also my spiritual plane changes based on my emotions. It is like I am a living conscious universe.

8:53pm: I am seeing a clear and see-through transparent fire.

8:57pm: That is enough explanation and documentation of my newly forming spiritual plane for now….