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June 9, 2026


8:40pm im learning that i may have names that people call me. And they may have preconceived notions abt me, but what’s important is I don’t become those things. No matter what I feel, I should just live my life anyway regardless 



June 10, 2026


7:05pm I am just Jesse. I realized that it’s best for me to be Jesse. As Jesse I am an extension of Voxsriin. Most of my power lies in Jesse



7:59pm Imagon and Voxsriin are just extensions of Jesse. I am who I’m meant to be. I get to choose who I am. I am Jesse. 🤎



8:01pm if I want to get in even an ounce of exploration with Voxsriin and Imagon I cannot do it without Jesse. 



8:06pm it’s interesting because I am who I am but I’m able to view myself outside of myself.  So it makes me wonder, am I truly myself? Or am I what I choose to be? Does the self even exist?



June 11, 2026



6:50pm I am homosexual, autosexual, and asexual. 



6:51pm I’m trying to find a way of bringing Voxsriin and Jesse together. But how?….



7:14pm I as Voxsriin am blowing a trumpet. I saw it happen



7:17pm Voxsriin: Jesse? I’m trying to tell you something.



7:18pm Jesse: What?



7:19pm I couldn’t quite catch what he said because it was muffled. I need to work on my hearing better.



7:34pm Voxsriin is not a solid being. He is actually quite misty. And he has youthful energy. This can be seen in Jesse’s personality. I can’t comprehend Imagon’s appearance yet. 



7:36pm I focus on my green mist form often. That’s who Voxsriin is.



7:40pm Jesse’s and  Voxsriin’s connection is getting better. Idk abt Imagon. Maybe it’s not time for me to work with Imagon yet. I think Imagon is the mind



June 12, 2026


3:14pm I don’t have a set appearance, I can look exactly how I want to look. Cause right now I look like a radiant golden lion.



6:10pm I’m able to focus on Voxsriin and other things simultaneously.




6:11pm according to what I’ve seen, Voxsriin is smaller than Jesse. Jesse has more energetic power than Voxsriin. Actually? I could be wrong. Voxsriin is green magic, mystery, energy, mind, and yes. He doesn’t have a face, and when he does it comes and goes, but the form I’ve been seeing does not have a face. 




6:17pm He has multiple wings that I can see. He’s going through a battle against Dark right now. I don’t know if I can intervene but I can send Voxsriin green healing energy



6:19pm Dark is trying to consume Voxsriin. I feel intercepted. I can see Voxsriin’s sword



6:37pm I’m getting tossed around



7:27pm the battle is over. 



8:07pm I am Voxsriin. He is now my main identity. Jesse became Voxsriin. I discovered this today. Imagon melted and became nonexistent. He no longer exists anymore, just myself, Voxsriin. 💚



8:27pm I was always Voxsriin. Just thought you all should know 



9:06pm Voxsriin’s sleeping right now 



June 13, 2026


5:36pm Voxsriin has a smaller consciousness than this physical body.



June 14, 2026


6:17pm One word to fully describe myself Voxsriin? GREEN 💚 


6:52pm who I am as Voxsriin is very different to who I was as Jesse. Jesse was more rational and logical but Voxsriin is more magical, enchanting, and powerful.



6:56PM I as Voxsriin was the Kriinukavonakl all along. I got my power back. I know who I am



7:04pm I have to remind myself who I am constantly cause this world makes you forget yourself constantly if you’re not careful



June 15, 2026


12:05pm I’ve noticed that when I take naps time seems to move rlly rlly slow.



June 16, 2026


9:37am I just had the craziest adventure in my dreams. I’m such a badass. 



9:42am I can’t even explain what happened cause it was a lot



11:46am I see myself Voxsriin through my right eye



8:47pm my new name as Voxsriin is Vii, or Vee. Whichever works. 😊 💚



June 18, 2026


2:38pm I’ve been working on my form but no matter how hard I try I don’t see anything. I try to tune into my green energy and that is also hard to see. Being in a physical body is very limiting.



3:41pm I deserve better.



11:00PM I wanna slump into my sadness.



June 19, 2026



12:19pm I’m having the most irritating eye pain right now



1:38pm I don’t know what to do with my life.



9:38pm having a chat with ChatGPT 



10:32pm done with the convo for now



Going to sleep



June 20, 2026


2:43pm I am back to my old Voxsriin form that I had. You know the one that was described in the session



4:18pm Voxsriin is focused on something right now.



4:22pm I discovered that Voxsriin is asexual today



June 21, 2026


10:39am I hate being awake



12:43pm happy Summer 2026!!!



3:59pm Voxsriin, how can I learn more abt you?


Voxsriin: Study the way. Follow me.



4:53pm I am Voxsriin seen and unseen, known and unknown. I am fully and completely myself authentically



10:24pm Voxsriin’s deepest message for me: “Be fully yourself. Without fear.”



10:50pm I’m talking to Voxsriin right now…..



11:17pm convo over. 



11:18pm Going to sleep.

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