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June 1, 2026


10:40am going to sleep now



11:43am I’m awake now. Gonna shower soon



3:26pm just got back home from therapy and I just want to ask why people expect me to respect their boundaries but they cannot respect mine? I do not want any friends anymore. They’re all fickle and they waste your time. I know I deserve better because I run my reality and I know who I am. 



4:46pm I feel sad but I’m starting to feel better. I’m Voxsriin with and without friends. I do not need anyone



4:48pm I’m the most advanced version of Voxsriin. Yall can’t take me down



4:51pm I’m done being the bigger person. Yall want me dark so bad? I’ve changed. I’m spiraling within 



4:57pm As Voxsriin I have no gender. And I have no true form. The forms you’ve seen were from my intuitive guidance session years ago. Back in 2018. But I am just a clear light consciousness. 



5:01pm Dark has my green colored power. 



Without my name Voxsriin I would just be a nameless consciousness. The name Voxsriin resonates with me right now.



5:07am despite my genderless nature I am choosing to go by he/him pronouns cause it’s just simpler that way



5:13pm I identify with my consciousness. Voxsriin is transforming. His consciousness is magic 🪄 



5:23pm I needa explore how my consciousness behaves. I’m going to need tips



5:49pm it has been time to ditch the Voxsriin name attached to me. In this season of my life I think it’s rather needed. My new name is Nymor. Pronounced NYE-more. I’m gonna work on letting Voxsriin go for good. He was never me. Such a big shift huh?



5:53pm Nymor is the new name for who I am. 



5:56PM I think I like the name Naymor better. I shall stick with that. But in reality my consciousness has no name. This is just what I choose to call it.



6:39pm Yes. It’s okay to tune down your connection with yourself in a way that’s has you not directly focusing on them. Feeling stressed, watch some tv. You have the right to enjoy this life. It is your right as an individual. Don’t ever let anyone take that away



6:45pm I am NOT Voxsriin. He is not true to me nor is he my truth. I am just consciousness. That is it



7:29pm I’m done talking about that Voxsriin. He is irrelevant to me. Him and the one who sent him. 



7:30pm I just don’t know why we’re all so mean to each other. This world is so ugly. I truly count my days.



7:51pm I don’t want to be called anything anymore. I am just a conscious process. That’s all I am. I release the chains society has put on me



June 2, 2026



12:11pm I’m so tired of it all. I can’t even be happy anymore? Like what’s wrong with all of you.



12:14pm like everyone acts like they deserve respect but then they are not willing to reciprocate it. Why? I feel like the human race are just idiots 



12:43pm I’m just gonna stay away from everyone 



1:57pm I deserve happiness. I’m not gonna let anyone take that away



2:54pm I’m so tired of being disrespected 



2:58pm the mind is clearly like the body, not me. I’m not my own mind anymore. 



3:01pm I feel like I’m literally abt to explode. I need to release all of this




5:37pm sometimes I wanna quit my journey. Like today I was so close to quitting. Self help feels tiring. I feel like it belittles a person and gives them a burden that they otherwise wouldn’t have

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