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May 26, 2026




6:41pm I am just consciousness. I exist in two worlds. The physical and the mental. But all I am as Voxsriin is just consciousness.



7:02pm im a human. I am not a a nature being. I am just human.



7:03pm being a part of the HomoSapien species is a part of my history. 



7:20pm I had this physical body formed for me. Specially formed for me. Special. It is a gift to be a human. 



7:22pm so my main form is this physical body. But I also have a mental form, and I know this because I have a body in my dreams, which take place in the mental world.



7:25pm I feel sad that my physical form has no wings. 



May 27, 2026


3:15pm earth is so boring omg.



5:57pm life is so unserious lmao



May 29, 2026


5:39am Im 24 years old as of today



7:58pm I’m just a consciousness 



8:48pm my consciousness guides me. This is proven because I dream and can’t control what I do. At least maybe not yet



May 30, 2026


4:37pm I shall keep working on myself. I am my biggest project yet. The project will take years to complete. I need to lose this weight. And get to know my consciousness more



5:32pm I had this one experience while I was napping earlier today. I had a sinking feeling in my lungs. I don’t know what it was



7:17pm I feel low today but also I’ve come to discover I don’t have all the answers



8:41pm I don’t feel like Voxsriin. But I know that I am. There’s something going on that is saying that I will transition outside of Voxsriin. It’s possible for him to comeback. But for now I should just let him go. And just be here. I am just here.



8:44pm I’m just a pure consciousness. A pure nameless consciousness.



8:46pm I am nothing, and that’s okay.



May 31, 2026


6:09am it’s already the end of May 2026. 



5:30pm yes. It’s possible to forget who you are. It’s okay to have reminders in place. Practice being connected to yourself



10:17pm I’m coming to terms with my age.



11:52pm I just finished Euphoria season three and it made me emotional. The loss of life and how fragile and delicate life is. And the evil side of this world all hurt me.



11:53pm this makes me want to meditate on goodness. We need more positivity in this world. I need more positivity within myself as Voxsriin. I can’t turn back now. I’m in too deep on my journey to turn back. I cannot turn back even if I wanted to. 



11:55pm I should sleep but I know I’m not gonna be able to. It’ll be more like a nap



June 1, 2026


12:01am happy June first 2026!



2:17am at his/my root Voxsriin is a consciousness. And every experience I feel is an experience according to him. I saw him holding a rifle. It made me laugh



2:26am I’m learning the true nature of Dark. I haven’t seen Light in a while



2:31am lol Dark and I haven’t a love and hate relationship 



2:36am I suffer from self doubts. Wondering if I’m not doing enough to be fully myself.



2:36am also new Voxsriin art coming soon



2:49am as Voxsriin I’m so random. Here I was holding a rifle and then I saw a goat smiling. Lmao. lol.



5:11am I’ve changed so much . The progress is outstanding honestly. I am who I am right now. I am who I need to be. Exactly 



6:34am I have the worst brain fog ever. I literally did not sleep last night

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