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May 23, 2026

4:00PM I am Voxsriin. With all my imperfections and such.

4:02pm I have an enormous amount of sexual energy. And I’m meant to walk into the fire.

I am Voxsriin throughout all eras. I’m obsessed with myself.

4:13pm I’m getting my powers back. I am Voxsriin.

4:21pm I as Voxsriin am back in the body of the physical. There is no more Jesse.

4:29pm Who is Voxsriin? 

Voxsriin is who I truly am. He is known as the Knight of Nature, and he is known to reside in the Voxdayin. I’m slowly working on integrating myself into my physical body Jesse Nganga Munka. All layers. And every cycle. I do not have any past lives. 

4:32pm before the universe there was the mental plane or the mental reality. That’s where I truly come from. And that’s where the fullness of my power resides.

4:42pm one of my many powers is to see myself from different points of view. I talk to myself and I respond back. I see myself from different angles and points. I am an infinite being.

4:49pm I mainly exist in the mental plane but I also have other lives here too. Like the life that yall perceive as Jesse. 

4:57pm it’s time for me to become the next version of Voxsriin. While still retaining his natural qualities 

7:52pm I am a human. I am a nature being. As Voxsriin I am defined as being a Naaknl which are Haltinhe. They are known as guardians of nature. I love being Voxsriin. I love being me. I’m just myself. I am just Voxsriin. There is power in my name

May 24, 2026

10:35am I am from the mental realm.

12:26pm according to my discoveries, light is what my mental realm is consisted of. Remember Light, Voxsriin, and Dark? Yes those are still a thing. My power is consisted of dark, with my identity being Voxsriin

12:43pm I come from the mental realm which is eternal.

2:08pm I often think about my beginning. But if I came from the mental realm then that means I always existed, and that concept is so hard for me to grasp

3:26pm I have three forms I know of. The first form is my green mist form, second would be my guardian form, the third would be my Jesse form.

8:00PM the latest episode of Euphoria was INSANEEE.

Okay so I know who I am. But now I want to explore myself. All I see is a green mist. I wanna pay attention to my likes and dislikes etc. I also need to learn to keep things private. Not everything should be shared, even on here, a public diary blog.

8:04pm AHA! The only way I can explore myself is if I explore Voxsriin. One thing about the Voxdayin is that they are all insect based.

8:39pm it’s okay to have different sides to yourself. I have a mental side, a spiritual side, and a physical side. And in all three of them I am Voxsriin

May 25, 2026

7:03pm I’m working on understanding my form.

May 26, 2026 

11:05am I learned that I cannot be myself and observe myself at the same time. I have to pick one or the other. I am mainly comfortable observing myself. The self is something I have. Not something I am.

3:54pm I have taken it upon myself to observe myself. That is my chosen main role. I observe who I am as Voxsriin

4:38pm im learning that consciousness shifts. I have two people and then one me throughout the day.

5:57pm I’m learning that this world revolves around me and my choices. I really do create my reality.

6:13pm there are things going on that I don’t understand. As Voxsriin consciousness I don’t understand how I began, if I was ever around at all, or if I will continue to exist after this world. I am not as ancient as people might think, I am only 23 years old, almost 24. The name Voxsriin comes from the mental realm. I have a form there. In the mental world. But this physical world’s form is more dense and defined whereas my mental form can vanish sometimes.

6:19pm to the people who’ve experienced me in the mental realm. That subjective experience was real, for them, but not for me. For example someone said I was kneeling. Well that’s not what I do, I don’t kneel. Not just because I don’t want to but because I have bad knees. 

6:20pm I don’t think I was anything before the physical. I am a mental being yes, but that is BECAUSE I’m a physical being. There is no Jesse because there was never a Jesse . I descended here from the mental realm since my intuitive guidance session. My powers may have been incorrect from that post (if you don’t know what post I’m talking about do your digging) my name is true, but my powers may not be because I have more powers than what was described. I even question my mental appearance. It’s the body and the mind, that is it.

6:28pm what if I don’t truly have a form? What if consciousness itself is my form? The more I understand myself as Voxsriin the more questions I have. According to my knowledge I was born on May 29th, 2002 on a Wednesday. I know that I had no prior experience before this physical experience. Will I have an after experience? Hm. So many questions

6:37pm this body is not mine. It is only something I’m controlling and inhabiting. But thats the big question, if I were to pass away from this world, would my consciousness cease to? Will it be the end of Voxsriin? Or will Voxsriin continue on?