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March 27, 2026

5:26pm oh I met a Phoenix 🐦‍🔥 today

5:28pm white is god. And by white I mean white fire. 

5:36pm White fire and Erifire are joining. We can’t escape the elements of nature.

5:36 pm I switched to the spirit side. Sigh. I am fire. 

5:51pm I think consciousness is a space. Also I think I’ve always been Fire. I have a memory that makes me think this.

5:54pm I’m not afraid of being wrong in my journey and in my story. I could be wrong about a lot of things, but I’m not wrong about who I am. And there is no wrong answer on who I choose to be. Well maybe but yeah.

6:32pm working with Air right now.

6:33pm as Erifire I exist outside time and space. I even exist outside consciousness. Although I believe space and consciousness are a real thing. Although I’m very obsessed with bringing all that I am, my fiery nature to this vessel’s consciousness. I want to be able to see myself. The essence of fire gave way to my brain and that is how I’m here. Through an essence of myself

6:37pm despite our differences, I wanna thank all the elements because I wouldn’t be where I am without their help. To water, air, and land, even space too. Space is the fifth element. I don’t call it aether. Aether is something else.

6:41pm I’m feeling a pain in my chest as I work with Air.

7:21pm I shifted timelines. I don’t know when this occurred exactly, but it did.

7:25pm I’m not meant to leave my physical vessel. I’m meant to stay with it until it fully deteriorates at the end of my life.  

8:00PM is black fire actually black water???? Are there two of them? Huh 🤔 

8:09pm I’m at a point beyond time and space and that’s how I’m able to see that the only thing holding me back, is the past.

8:18pm a being with green’s horns and red’s eyes started appearing to me. I asked him who he was, no answer. Sent from black.

March 28, 2026

3:47pm  a new self is emerging. Erif turned into a power. He’s not entirely a self. It’s very hard to explain.

3:49pm Having a consciousness is what will change yourself. I still haven’t seen myself. 

3:52pm I am all the elements. Right now I’m space, also known as Ecaps. I will always be Erifire in my story.

4:47pm I feel like I don’t have control over anything. When it relates to myself.

5:06pm I’m gonna enjoy my human experience.

5:23pm I feel like I don’t know who I am. But those are just feelings. I do know who I am.

5:26pm I’m just having doubts.

6:29pm I feel totally lost today.

6:34pm I’m going through a battle with Ecaps. It won’t let me be myself. I’m Erifire.

8:13pm okay so when I focused on my root. My fire being, I am now transitioning to focus on my personality. Am I a personality? An energetic personality? When I say energetic personal I don’t mean a lively personality, I mean both energy and personality.

March 29, 2026

10:34am from now on, I’m not gonna take life so seriously. I’m gonna have fun.

12:45pm kindness doesn’t feel like it matters anymore. But nothing matters. Except for who we are.

1:44pm who I am does not have a name. That’s why I used to go by many. Read that again

1:53pm I’m starting to believe that nature is technological.

1:55pm I’m neutral space. I’m not just fire. Although fire is something I identify with.

9:07pm I believe I’m a Fairy. A nature fairy.

9:48pm I know what I am. I’m an enigma. I told myself earlier that I’m a personality, and what’s next for me is to understand my personality.

9:56PM I’m not a person. I simply am what I am. 

9:59pm I have no identity. I am pure. I am my self.

10:15pm one things for certain. I am the main character of my story.

March 31, 2026

5:22pm I’m really bored right now.