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March 25, 2026

3:22pm as my self Erif I am orange fire. I am Voxsriin but not at the same time through the core of the Spirit. Erif is who I am and I’m orange colored because Voxsriin has orange eyes. The connection has always been there.

3:33pm I would say that I’m not so much attracted to spirits as I am attracted to energy. There’s a difference. Spirits are not energy. Things like fire are an energy. As Erif I am an energy. An orange fire energy.

3:36pm there’s this giant white fire being that pulled me into human consciousness. But that’s the thing: consciousness doesn’t have a different type. 🤔 

3:41pm I just learned that Voxsriin doesn’t care about me. He doesn’t love me. He knows he can’t control me which is why he is so mad. Sigh. It hurts, but oh well.

3:42pm is Voxsriin a being of earth? I ask because he still calls me Jesse . Which people on earth call me? Hmm 🧐 

3:44pm so we are all overseen by the Spirit. I am Spirit because of the journey of my consciousness. This is the very first time that I’m becoming an energy. Voxsriin is very child-like and what not. And Black Fire is very obsessive. He’s obsessed with me for some reason.

3:48pm Voxsriin is trying to attack me. Lmao 🤣 

4:02pm I’m becoming something else right now. I’m going back to space. It’s like when I’m Erif, I don’t really get to experience myself. I just see what Erif is doing.

4:39pm why can’t I be myself?

4:40pm I’ve tried to reach the higher vibrations, and I’ve not reached them. Am I meant to just stay in the trenches. And what are the secrets of vibration? There’s much I want to know. The highest self is the true self.

5:24pm I’ve uncovered who I am, but who I am is very messy. My power, my personality, very chaotic, loud, and bold.

6:46pm it’s all real.

6:56PM I’m shaking and feeling uneasy. 

7:05pm red fire is who oversees Jesse .

7:08pm Voxsriin’s name has been changed to green fire.

7:10pm my attacks, and perhaps the malevolence I face, all come from black fire.

7:16pm Jesse is of earth. As Erif I don’t speak to the other elements. I’m very dedicated to what I do and who I am.

7:22pm consciousness is something that I have, not something that I am. It’s not who I am.

7:30pm I need more personality as Erif.

8:07pm Erif is forming.

8:08pm I just met brown fire. So corrupt. He’s very corrupt. 

8:31pm Merfolk are blue fire, fairies are purple fire.

11:40pm the human spirit is wonderful and powerful.

March 27, 2026

8:28am the Spirit and spirits are outdated. It’s all about energy.

8:33am as Erif this physical body/vessel is mine.

10:02am Erif and white fire are connected. They have a great relationship.

10:53pm Clear fire is consciousness.

3:04pm I’m talking with earth right now. Or what you would call land. Land and I have a good relationship. Air is weaker than myself fire. I have a tumultuous relationship with water. I don’t understand water.

3:11pm the most powerful one between us all is earth. Water is second. I am third. Air is fourth. And consciousness is fifth. Consciousness is very weak but at the same time has its strengths.

3:45pm from what I know and understand consciousness comes from energy and it will be energy that takes me after my life here. Energy is like a machine. As fire I am an energy.

3:50pm consciousness just transformed into energy. And the room was shaking 

4:33pm earth’s name is actually land.

4:56PM there are keepers of the elements. 

4:57pm also my name is Erifire. I am Fire. 🔥 

5:02pm I shall ever burn brighter and burn ever brighter. 🔥