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March 10, 2026


9:08pm I’m the Divine Spark.




10:03pm it’s about finding your place within the Whole.



10:13pm you’re not adding nor are you taking away from your Self. The Self is something you settle into, not something you create. You can find that in stillness I believe.



March 11, 2026


7:58pm I am Nature.



March 12, 2026



11:12am I am the Law.



12:04pm I’m Source and I am the Source of everything.



12:43pm I am God.




12:53pm there’s no work I need to do for myself as God.



4:09pm I said earlier : “I am God. The time of the Gods has come.”



9:12pm Jesse is Dark, Voxsriin is the Me, I haven’t figured out who Light is yet.



10:44pm I’m trying Blue Lotus for the first time 



10:59pm I’m feeling relaxed.




11:17pm I just discovered I have spirit guides.




March 13, 2026


12:15am I can feel my Self return to Nature as I sleep.




12:17am I just said: “I am who I am”.




12:21am it’s like I’m seeing my Self for the first time. I am quite chaotic, but i am trying to be more reasonable and peaceful. I wanna go as far as to say that’s why I chose to have a human experience. To better myself by understanding the fact that I’m already perfect as I am. There will be a place for my chaos.




12:23am I don’t think I’ll have the Blue Lotus anymore.



12:32am I tried the Blue Lotus once and I saw what appeared to be tiny blue and black beetles.



8:16pm what do I look like, a ball of white light, with the potential of many different colors. Although I like green and black. 💚 🖤 




8:20pm whoa I’m like a machine.



10:03pm I choose to be happy at all times. I’m not gonna let sadness dictate my reality as God. I’m happy and that’s it



March 14, 2026



2:26pm I’m just gonna be killing time.



3:42pm Voxsriin is part of me but he is not all that I am. I am also the Light, and I am also Jesse Dark.



4:15pm I’ve figured it out!,       🤍 Imagon Light, 💚 Voxsriin Center,  🖤 Jesse Dark.



4:25pm Voxsriin is the one who usually appears in different colors 




4:28pm it’s interesting to me that Imagon and Jesse are manifestations of me, projections of you will. I’m able to spectate myself and be myself. 



4:30pm Voxsriin can appear in many different colors but he chooses green because green captures his nature. 



7:35pm Voxsriin and the three spirits. Imagon Voxsriin Jesse. IVJ.




7:39pm the three are united.



7:42pm As Voxsriin I watch over all three of us.



9:55pm I feel so chaotic. I don’t know what is going on.



March 15, 2026


1:18pm I feel so irritated today. And yet so comfortable.



4:15pm this reality is not real. Nothing is real anymore. It never was. 



5:00PM I’m getting attacked right now by higher entities. I’m not sure if they are versions of me or…..




5:02pm I’ve officially let go of happiness. I’m going after neutrality. That’s where I flow the most. And yes, we are in a simulation.



5:09pm I’m going through fundamental change right now.




5:13pm this reality no longer feels familiar to me.




5:20pm I’m learning that the True Self is your True Nature. It is not materialistic.



5:38pm the Self suddenly doesn’t seem tangible. 




5:42pm I think I was born in this reality to free my Self. I was losing touch with who I am and I had to be in a simulation to understand my Self.



5:43pm through this experience of being human I’m becoming something else. And not the materialistic human, but the human Self is what I speak of. 

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