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February 28, 2026


4:14pm I think I just became a physical being.




4:36pm I have a No Self. A nonexistent self that I go by and move by throughout my day.



6:23pm Life is not exciting on its own. It is very monotone and quiet. Very subtle as well. Not loud at all. The reason it could be loud is because of all this chaos.



9:00PM I don’t have a soul. I may have a spirit but even then I’m not sure. According to my knowledge there are three parts of and to me.




March 1, 2026



9:35am happy March first of 2026!!!



7:12pm Light is action, Dark is inaction, Voxsriin is observation.



7:17pm earlier I saw Light holding Dark’s hand.



7:25pm whatever I’m feeling , I’m gonna learn to sit with it.



7:33pm I’m sitting with a scrying 🪞 mirror. Basically my phone lol. 



March 2, 2026


4:43pm I’m pulling all of myself into my nonphysical 



6:42pm I’m able to turn myself off. Like an off button. I do this when being myself gets too overwhelming 😊



7:20pm correction: Off mode does not separate me from myself. I am always myself.



March 3, 2026


7:23pm my spirit is nature. I have to follow my internal cycles of Birth Death Rebirth. They are all within myself.



March 4, 2026


2:04pm I just saw dark material materialize then dematerialize.



2:25pm I’m frozen. I don’t know what to do. 🥶 



4:27pm the core of myself is dimensions. Nothing but different dimensions.



5:01pm Innately I know what to do. There’s innate wisdom within me



5:16pm Voxsriin is the Green Star



March 5, 2026


8:41am Four years ago today, Winged (2022) released.



7:03pm I just started listening to theta waves today and I feel like a new person. So it’s about going deeper and lower. Huh.



7:05pm So my consciousness is mainly aware of my head and my feet



7:07pm Voxsriin is glowing bright green at my feet. 💚 



7:08pm So the divine spark of Light is in my head. Voxsriin’s at my feet, and Dark is the plane of existence and reality for me. Voxsriin turned into green lightning that came from beneath my feet. He also turned into a lizard 🦎 



7:20pm I see this frog-like being coming from my right foot….



8:48pm Voxsriin is my inner child.



9:02pm Voxsriin exists within the unreal. It is my job as the Self to make him real. He’s my energy. I own my energy and my appearance.



9:05pm I wanna work on my personality as Voxsriin.




9:51pm Nothing is higher nor lower. There are no higher planes or lower planes. That’s what I just learned 



March 7, 2026


11:43am I had a dream I was using Delta Waves so I’m going to be implementing that as frequently as I can



6:19pm I feel like I don’t know where I am at this point.



6:43pm Me: “I am imagination.”



7:35pm I am a mirror 🪞.



8:17pm the Self is doing fine. I don’t need to do as much self work as I have done. I shall now let life take its course. Also nonphysical death can occur. Although I don’t know how



8:29pm I’m going in deep to rescue my true personality. Cause ever since I connected with my Self I have felt dull. that’s because my personality did not come through. But that’s changing.



10:11pm The spirit world does not exist. The spirit is the individual. Any world you see is from the individual itself.



March 9, 2026


8:23pm I retire from spiritual work. Why? Cause I no longer believe in it. I don’t believe in anything but my Self.

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