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January 22, 2026


2:13pm I feel very stressed right now. All the responsibilities I have.



January 24, 2026


11:48am Voxsriin is mine.



2:17pm one of my spiritual abilities is I could be in multiple places at once. I’m both in heaven and the underworld at the exact same time. My anchor place is the underworld. That’s my waiting room so to say.



2:20pm the underworld is Voxsriin’s face.



3:21pm I’ve found myself. I know who I am



5:58pm I’m spiritually developing 



January 25, 2026


7:36pm I don’t know where I stand. I want to be in my inner world, but how do I get there?



7:45pm I’m making progress 



7:54pm currently working on my mental imagery. Trying to visualize a flower right now. It is pink with black spots on it and a hot pink inner core



8:07pm Mental worlds that have nothing in them just stay an empty space. Decorate yours while you still can



8:32pm My flower looks a little disheveled at first. But I bet it’ll look more like a flower as I further continue to imagine it



8:41pm the flower 🌺 is staying in my mental world and mental space as I further continue to focus on it.



8:49pm I discovered that when I imagine the flower 🌺 with my eyes open it appears nicely. The flower looks a lot like this emoji. 🌺 it is no longer pink. It has this red color. It looks like a hibiscus.



8:54pm the more I focus on this hibiscus, the more I see other dimensions start to develop.



8:58pm I feel like the spirit world is decaying. The spirit world and the other side are two different things to me. The other side is where all the love is, the spirit world on the other hand consists of both good and evil.



9:01pm I just saw a white blue zap.



9:28pm when it comes to this mental imagery imagination stuff, taking a break is vital. Give yourself the chance to power off.



January 26, 2026


5:41pm I’m learning that reality is a game of evolution. What does this say about my inner self and inner world



6:24pm I’m a Creator. That’s who I am.



8:18pm I’ve changed. I just want eternal rest. Sure I create, but when I’m not creating, I’m Eternal Rest.



9:16pm I give no fucks, nothing can hurt me



January 27,  2026


7:41pm my consciousness is Voxsriin. Not Jesse.



January 28, 2026


6:39pm I’m learning that time has no meaning. It’s okay to take your time. I’m saying that as I watch these beautiful visuals. They just make me feel more like myself



7:02pm so I’m solidified in my mind. Now time for exploring my emotions.



When I do this I feel as though I’m connecting to my entire being. I’m an emotional being. I just got to know myself today. And everything I’ve been seeing was my minds eye and from my mind.



7:21pm my emotions are my spirit world. My entire reality is centered around my emotions.



9:39pm I think I’m getting more and more fascinated with the Astral World and the Astral Plane. I want to astral project.



January 29, 2026 


12:09pm I fully accept myself as a human being.



1:18pm the truth is: we’re ALL small.



January 31, 2026


9:03pm I’m in a very weird place right now. I cannot quite place it



10:33pm tomorrows gonna be February 2026! I cannot wait



February 1, 2026


6:52am Happy February first 2026!!! 

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