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December 19, 2025


4:39pm I’m talking to Moloch right now. It’s about him not being seen as a god of child sacrifice. That it was a misunderstanding. That’s what he’s telling me.




5:15pm im still with Moloch. 😊.




6:04pm Voxsriin can do whatever he wants. We are officially disconnected.



December 20th, 2025



11:34pm ever since that Eywa shock. I am changing. I am becoming troublesome. I called this troublesome because I’m executing the past. I witnessed Divine reality. What we’ve all witnessed. I’m ready to go with the Divine. The Divine calls me MOTHER MOTHER. I take charge. The seed is alive. Mother God is working and exists



11:40pm I was touched by the Divine, and I touched the Divine. I am Divine. I am the Divine. The missing piece. The bridge. I am the Bridge of Rainbows.



11:46pm we are all equal. We are all Divine




December 29, 2025


9:27pm I’m so connected with my mind that I don’t need to be connected to it 24/7. My mind is my own spirit world. Do you think we exist in our minds?



9:39pm I reached 100 subscribers on YouTube by the way. Still very thankful 




10:15pm I don’t care much about 3D movies anymore. Not even Avatar. I shall see it in Dolby from now on



11:39pm I honestly feel like the days are just passing me by



December 31, 2025


9:31pm I’m so used to wanting to control everything, that the concept of letting go makes me uncomfortable. But I’m embracing how small I am. How small I am in the universe.



I don’t think there’s other universes



9:42pm I feel like I’m falling in love with the Universe instead of a deity.



10:03pm I just discovered the Realm of Peace. 



10:28pm people don’t notice that the mind is always talking. You just have to listen



11:10pm I feel so lost in this life. In this existence 



11:22pm Moloch is talking to Voxsriin right now



11:28pm Moloch just attacked Voxsriin.



11:31pm I’m a world. My mental world is who I am to my core. Nothings truly forgotten, it stays in a space instead.



January 1, 2026


9:15pm Happy New Year! I almost died from eating mozzarella cheese because it almost choked me. Lolz



January 4, 2026


12:38am: I’m starting another series project. This one’s more personal. It’s a look into my dreams. My personal Dream Log.




4:12am Already wrapped up Act One for my next movie project! Super excited. But I’m not tired tonight. Oh well. I haven’t gotten any sleep.




4:52am Just laying here on the couch (my bed) as I vibe. I love it. Very peaceful.




5:26am the mind is telling me what I should be doing with my life, and the other part of my mind just rejects the thought




5:31am my joy is important to me. Very.




6:13pm: I’m not gonna be invested in people anymore. Definitely not my family. I know I’m gonna look back years from now and regret that I never continued the relationship with my family, but it’s worth it. I’m not losing my peace, and I’m definitely not losing my joy. Those I fight for. No matter what life throws at me. 




6:37pm I’ve GOT to move out



8:37pm Im not gonna try to change my situation. I’ll let things unfold all the while keeping my joy




January 5, 2026



12:05pm Sex is overrated lmao. No longer interested in it



12:35pm Time is my best friend. I’m gonna wait things out

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