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November 19, 2025


8:57am: So glad that homosexuality is not a sin (or is it?)




10:27am I’m living more peaceful




6:41pm I’m working on settling into who I already am. I don’t need to be someone different. Only myself




November 20, 2025


4:43pm im experiencing tremors



November 21, 2025


4:42pm I got a meningitis vaccine today and my arm feels like it’s paralyzed 



November 23, 2025


12:26pm you’re not meant to transcend life. You’re meant to live it




November 24, 2025


8:54pm I don’t know who I am anymore. All I know is I am a creative.



9:02pm I feel like I’m going through my own generational curse. But I don’t know how to fight it




November 25, 2025


11:58am I’m about to crash out




November 26, 2025


9:15am I’m in my villain era.



5:04pm today was such a peaceful day



November 27, 2025


4:42pm I’m a Creator, and I’m Happiness.



November 28, 2025


1:57pm just let the good moments come, and let the bad moments fade



November 29, 2025


2:25pm I have lots to learn, but there’s no pressure



5:07pm I’m in a relationship with myself. And it’s not easy. But sometimes it is 🙂‍↕️



10:02pm Im trying to have a simple life.



November 30, 2025


12:33pm Ahhh…. The last day of the month. A new month equals a new me…



7:17pm I’m currently getting hit with many emotions…. I feel as though I made so much progress and yet there is still much more to do and many places to go. I feel lost. I don’t have to have everything all together. But I do want to get my life together.  It’s a scary feeling I’m feeling.



7:21pm I believe identity is something you create not something that finds you. You’re not being gravitated towards anything, you are aligning.




December 1, 2025



9:48am happy new month



December 2, 2025


7:55pm I’m able to see and experience Voxriin from an external point of view.



8:15pm I’m coming to terms with life being painful and how there is no life without pain.



December 3, 2025


10:25am love is not important to me anymore.



Also me



11:26am I love and enjoy the internet




3:17pm I am low on funds so that means I can’t go see Zootopia 2 in theaters and that bothers me 

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