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November 2, 2025



12:42am: I have sleeping powers.



12:57am I’m in the Lands of Forgotten. The LOF. It’s higher than the zero dimension 



12:05pm my combative abilities are my orange fire. my healing abilities is my bright gentle white light. 



12:06pm Venetus is behind everything. How is he doing this? He’s a distraction toward something greater. I shall burn him.



I’m connecting with the GO (Green One)



7:07pm The people in my past are just memories now….. 



7:08pm I am so lost….


Nothing matters. I must get into this mindset. My goals matter.



7:11pm everything I create gets destroyed. Why do you think that is? Venetus was involved. But there’s a force itself that is against me. Should I even take the time to wonder what that is?



7:31pm to all the forces that hate me? Bring. It. On. 



7:35pm I’m slowly evolving past the Spectrum of Imagon. I never knew my reality would be so sad. In a world that laughs at the people who suffer. Shame on all of you.



7:42pm A new Spectrum is unfolding. It shall not have a name. Other than Spectrum. I am a wave. A wave of Life and Death.



November 3, 2025


4:59pm I officially have my own bills to pay.



6:41pm I learned something tonight: Imagination is the Nonphysical.




November 4, 2025


6:01am I didn’t get to do my filming today. Bummer. But I have tomorrow 



7:58am I was able to film today. Thank God.



7:59am You make a movie three times:


The first time is writing the script.



The second time is filming also known as principle photography.



The third time is when you make final edits for the movie.



1:32pm I’m going to sleep



4:27pm life is boring. Take it for what it is. Life doesn’t have to be big and eventful for you to enjoy it



4:54pm I’m having an existential crisis.



4:58pm I’ve found my balancing point



7:49pm I am learning to be more private. The public version of me, and the private version of me. Things are going to change. I’m done exposing myself. I’m ready to be professional.



November 5, 2025


5:29pm Just did two movie film shots today. I got a busy day tomorrow so it had to be done at this hour.




6:47pm I don’t have an ego. Nor do I want one.



6:51pm someone wise said to me to let all the answers to my questions come to me naturally. Time will heal. And it’s about adding on to yourself, not taking away unless it’s surefire detrimental.



6:54pm I’m going to make it



November 6, 2025


5:22pm I’m done being nice



November 9, 2025


2:14pm I’ve noticed that my posture is practically fixed and it’s getting better. I’ve got posture awareness 




November 10, 2025


9:31am I’m no longer separated. I’m with the One. This is a very difficult journey




9:33am so it’s not about taking away it’s about adding onto your evolution. I’m evolving



9:43am the internet is such a different world. A world I’m not partaking in.




5:01pm there’s a great merging that’s going on. Very close and intimate




5:25pm the green one is my power.



6:12pm The power of the Evening Star. 




6:15pm the green one is a power, not a person. The GO.

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