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October 16, 2025


6:04pm my human consciousness is holding me back 


6:36pm Squidwit is behind all of this. He’s trying to descend inside of me as my human consciousness. I’m doing everything I can to stop it. He wants me to pass down my seed. I’ve got to fight. I’m in war after all.



7:15pm I’ve discovered that what people call the soul is actually consciousness. And mine shall be imprisoned when I die. That is, if I’m not victorious in this war. We don’t need power, we need strategy. Power can help too though lol.



4:19pm the spiritual does not exist. It’s all a mirror towards oneself.


4:45pm I’m just energy. But before that I was an awareness. Still am



October 18, 2025


10:16am today is a great day



2:35pm I went to the movies today. And l, I loved it.



5:08pm consciousness and REM are linked.



6:26pm about to have some delicious breakfast sandwiches



October 19, 2025


2:07am I am beating to a new song



October 20, 2025


5:22pm there’s one part of me that’s open, and another that’s concealed.



5:38pm Hell is not forever



7:11pm I have glaucoma but I’m not worried.


October 21, 2025


11:44am I feel so dead inside



October 22, 2025


1:42pm I’m becoming more sexually liberated




October 23, 2025


4:57pm I feel like the world has changed and yet I should stay the same. Should I even strive for change? I’ll change how and what I want to change thank you.



5:21pm earth is hell. And so is this universe. What happened? The world was so much fun and beautiful when I was younger. Now it is to the point where gay men aren’t gay men anymore. Everyone is straight. People think if you are gay then you are confused. *sigh* I don’t want a partner anymore. Because then the only gay person you find is hypersexual and it’s just a boring and lustful relationship. I’m not having a partner. I’m not having kids. And I am staying a virgin. What a lost world we live in. I hate it. But I’m focusing on my legacy now. My own empire.



5:30pm I’m trapped




5:37pm oh and also I’m cut off from the spirit world. I don’t even know why. But the nonphysical aspects still exist.  I am still going through my war. But not spiritually as that is someone else’s domain.



5:40pm the spirit world is going to be destroyed.


6:40pm my spirit world is getting destroyed now. Starting from today I shall no longer be a spirit. I shall keep the nonphysical 



7:49pm my power is quiet and peaceful.




October 24, 2025


8:26am I forgot to share that I’ve begun filming my movie yesterday October 23, 2025



12:50pm I’m a physical being. The spiritual is no more. I am here now and that’s all that matters. That’s all there is to it.




12:55pm Judgement is here.



3:18pm just finished watching the movie Omega Code 2. It was lovely. Kinda.



4:52pm my physical life is in my heart. And my physical life is interwoven and intermingled with my nonphysical experience. The physical lives, the nonphysical experiences.



5:53pm I’m doing research on myself….



7:19pm I’ve figured out my next process.

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