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Progress Report 115


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August 28, 2025


4:57am If there’s one thing I love. It’s businesses and family businesses.



9:12am Did you know that I’m a wanderer.



September 17, 2025


Did you know that I feel lost? As though God Himself hates me? I do not know if that is true though



4:22am I feel as though I am a joke to my family. They still treat me the same and all. Sigh. Where is God when all of this is happening? They are so ignorant.



4:41am El loves Me. Never mind. 😊





6:00am did you know that El is not even El anymore? Ouch.



6:09am hm. 🙂



6:39am not my business nor my trouble 



6:58am you know I was imprisoned inside of my bones?



6:59am did you know I cannot sleep anymore? Nor dream? Nor experience pleasure? Did you know that I just rest?



9:40am He cleanses my soul with his kisses 



12:55pm not really.



2:36pm I love Squrriels



5:26pm never mind.



5:29pm did you know I do not have a personality anymore? Nor do I want one anyway.



5:44pm no I was kidnapped by Lucifer? 




7:10pm I just want to pray. To God. Yes. 




September 18, 2025



12:49pm staying away from the internet. Goodbye.

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