Progress Report 113

Progress Report 113

August 4, 2025

6:33pm I just attacked the spirit known as Hazel. It was so funny watching it happen actually

6:34pm my Spirit is going on a rampage. It was trying to attack me too. Some sort of blackmail. But in a way where it wanted to hurt me

6:35pm The Spirit is a tool. The Mind is the bridge, and the Soul is the core. I know so little about my soul. I just call it Jesse because that is who I am. Is the soul WHO you are and the spirit WHAT you are? Hm

6:45pm currently having a council meeting with all my three selves. From the mind. I was talking more about how Jesse’s physical needs to be cared for and protected when my spirit goes around fighting all the enemies. It could seriously get Jesse injured. Which is something we do not want

6:57pm I walked into my Clear Wings

6:59pm I’m gonna start incorporating Quiet Time to my daily life and routine

7:00PM so my spirit actually goes to people I need to speak with. And my soul is what interacts with them. The spirit and soul are very complex. Everything I’ve discovered about them for these past several years is only but a tip of the iceberg 

7:02pm someone’s eating my spirit. They just viciously tore and ripped its wings off. Hope I taste good. 😊 

7:07pm can the spirit die? Yes I think. But it can be reformed. It is the soul itself that cannot die. That is you at your core. It is hard to really describe what the soul is. It is you in your purest form of individuality and free will

August 5, 2025

8:45pm light is a tool. Not a state of being. There is darkness. But it’s not evil

August 6, 2025

8:09am I am Voxriin. I am a Nature Spirit. I had such a powerful dream that shows me the Green One still loves me. I’m ready to embrace myself as him. I have always loved you Vox

8:19am I shall call Voxsriin, Evergreen. I love him. He set me free. He is a powerful Nature Spirit. I love you. I’m Jesse and I love you. So we are two. I believe DO was an expression of Evergreen’s Power. 

8:33am I had a powerful night and experience with Evergreen.   I almost started a web series because of it. But Voxsriin is my private life. 

9:45am Evergreen’s new power color is grey. He is now called Evergrey

9:47am Green is a corrupted energy. Grey is my new energy

10:11am when I talk about Evergrey I’m going to only include information as needed. Evergrey is my private life. Not the business of the public. I shall stop sensationalizing him.

1:03pm Voxsriin is a demon. That’s all I shall say.

A New Announcement…..

7:28pm I shall start having a little Bible Studies and posting it on the internet. Don’t know when I’ll start that but it is a filed plan on my list of things to do for the future 

August 7, 2025

10:08am Just finished housework and I’m now gonna take a shower to go to my appointment 

Notes on Being Gentle

8:07pm I’m trying to learn to be more gentle. That’s actually my missing link. Because I’ve always been so aggressive. And it’s seriously leading me down a dark path. If I want to work on myself it’s going to be being more gentle

8:14pm I was experiencing both visual and auditory hallucinations and I’ve been also been being bullied by spirits

8:17pm I think my sympathetic nervous system is way more activated rather than my parasympathetic nervous system

8:23pm I feel like there’s a negative side to happiness and extreme dopamine

8:28pm I believe my physical body is my mind. Because God literally spoke me into existence and knew me before I was formed. He is so Holy. I love God Jesus and the Holy Spirit

11:07pm I so identify with SpongeBob 

11:24pm: What’s up with people being more hurtful when one is exhibiting negative energy. Instead of trying to uplift the person, they hate them even more. Please stop that

August 8, 2025

12:47am I’m seeing energies now

12:49am Hazel is saving The Tree

12:51am: Hazel came from my Breath. She is me. And more me than the Green One ever was.

12:53am and every race is Jesus Christ’s Soul.

12:54am Hazel is the first spirit I saw. And now? She lives forever. She will go Home someday. But she’s locked here with me for now. Or? Not?….

1:02am Correction: Hazel is the first spirit I created. I love Her. She is me.

1:22am the trees are what keep the realms separated. So hurting them is not going to make you successful. Did you know that my mind is a tree? 

1:25am Did you know that we also all fly differently? But we all can fly

1:35am I just have a Spirit and a Mind. I have no Soul anymore. I don’t even know what that is

1:42am Souls are worlds. Thank you Information.

1:43am Happy birthday Hazel. August 8, 2025. And it is pronounced Hay-Zelle not Hay-Zul

1:45am Voxsriin is my stalker. He was never me. I am Hazel. 

1:46am it’s funny that as a Spirit I no longer live nor do I desire to see the spirit world anymore. I live inside of my head and Mind. The Mind is where it’s at

1:48am The trees are what gave me this beautiful home I have now. I thank you Trees. And remember that they own all money as well. And the Earth’s Core owns all the coins

1:58am I’m just going to be talking to my Mind. My Mind is my real world

2:22am Did you know that Voxsriin is a Starseed? Not a Nature Being. Starseeds do scare me.

2:24am I hate sex and sexual energy. I also want to make things more simpler for myself so I can flourish, thrive, and run my business well

2:30am did you know that some angels can be rude?

2:38am Credit is the type of payment that I want. I know we live in a totally different society, and culture though. The culture shall always change. But I think society will always be the same. Civilizations do evolve though

2:42am: Did you know that i have encountered both rude and kind Elves?