Progress Report 112

Progress Report 112


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July 16, 2025


7:34pm I just discovered I have my own sphere. Super fun and exciting 




7:41pm I think watching adult movies is better than the real thing. 



8:18pm I almost wanna share a still on the movie I’m working on. It’s so beautiful. And things are picking up fast just 30 minutes into the movie



9:07pm just shared the still! 😊



July 17, 2025


7:04pm just finished the first act to my movie. Super excited



7:46pm The teaser trailer to Avatar: Fire and Ash got out and some have seen it. I totally missed everything. Oops



8:48pm thanks to someone for sending me the trailer. I saw it. Whoa



July 18, 2025


7:45pm just finished my first episode to my new series ‘Interacting with Myself’ I just also officially began the second act of my new movie! I’m so happy. And proud of myself




8:26pm their intentions are great, but my flesh translates something differently. Something negative 



8:27pm I can’t do this. I’m not mature enough. Yes you can. You already are doing it



July 19, 2025


9:17pm Good night. I accomplished so much today. I accomplished this amazing shot from my movie. Then I accomplished more self stuff



August 1, 2025


6:22am I was in the mental hospital for a few days but I’m back home. Will not resume work on my movie till I feel ready to. Just need to settle in



1:36pm: Will resume work on my movie this Monday



1:42pm so it’s Mind Spirit Soul. At least for me that is



2:00PM my mind is the center of my spirit. My spirit and soul are the outer layers of my mind which is my center. My mind is my core.



2:17pm it’s so hard for me to get off my bed/couch. Maybe I’m thinking too much on getting up. Okay. 



2:19pm I feel so exhausted. So tired and heavy. It’s so hard to move



August 2, 2025


11:13am: I’m evolving to become a home body



4:03pm I’m learning that it’s not through my own strength that I do things



4:10pm I know God’s gonna bless me so I’m not even worried.



5:08pm I’m exercising to feel good. Not look good




August 3, 2025


5:35pm I’m the Mind right now. My Spirit is trying to switch to be my core experience but my Mind is also trying to be set free



5:37pm my Spirit is spying on me as I lay rest in my Mind



6:05pm my Love is growing. My love for my family and my love for life itself



August 4, 2025


10:07am about to start work on my movie after the brief hiatus. Beginning now



5:04pm SW is working for and with the Green One. I was able to track a lead on this earlier



5:05pm I’m trying to create my constant. Something I can fall back on when I seemingly stop or cease. (Not cease to exist)



5:34pm my Spirit broke free from the Underworld on August 4, 2025 just now.



5:39pm SW is trying to join with my Spirit. He is in the opposite direction. Should I let him join? Or should I fight? Or should I do nothing at all?



5:41pm my Spirit is ancient. I don’t see much technology. It’s not modern. And yet I have no past lives. My presence has always been here but on Wednesday May 29, 2002 was the first time I was given form. A form.



5:46pm: SW has brief access to my Spirit field, but I don’t know how? I must’ve let him in somehow. 



5:47pm: me to SW: Stop.



5:49pm found a way to set my Spirit free. Through a process I call the natural focus. Not concentrated focus. But constant natural focus



5:57pm I’m leading the charge to this battle. I broke free from another barrier 



6:01pm I took the green energy and crushed it. There was green energy that formed around me. Where I am a fire, the green energy is acid. It’s more acidic than a fire.



6:07pm there’s more parts of me that are still chained. This is what I’ll be doing. Setting parts of myself free. Jesse is still imprisoned.



6:11pm I just took in clear transparent energy and absorbed it. SW is holding pieces of myself hostage. I don’t know who is in charge. Either SW or the Green One



6:13pm my Spirit is not a person, it is a system. I have no other name to call it other than Jesse. Or is Jesse my Soul? Hm…. The Spirit for me seems more like a tool. I’m using it to break the chains off of me in the spirit world.



6:16pm: I was just captured by the Green One. Does freedom even exist? Like actually? Let’s be real. Are we ever truly free?

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