Shelter Journal 3 LAST POST

Shelter Journal 3 LAST POST




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April 16th, 2025 Wednesday…..



5:07PM: I am super thankful for this Emergency Housing that I live in. I am not only thankful for this. But for all that I have. I lack nothing that I truly need and I thank Tov my Yahuah.  As well as those responsible. Thanks.





April 23rd, 2025 Wednesday 


7:47PM: They are cleaning up the place finally. All our rooms at this transitional housing.



And the managers are so professional. I want to be that professional. They know how to separate their emotion from their job. If I am going to be successful on my work, then I have to do the same. I learned something today.





April 24th, 2025


1:46AM: Someone wants me to conspire against someone else to get them kicked out of the transitional housing. I do not take sides in drama. It was one of the clients. I shall not take his side. Do not take my support and generosity for blindness and weakness.





April 25th, 2025 


4:43PM: Just got done packing. My 90 days at this shelter have been reached and I am getting kicked out now. So many big changes in my life happening. But yeah. I am ready to leave as soon as possible. My siblings are coming to pick me up.






5:53PM: I will no longer try to move out of my family’s house until I receive confirmation that I am fully ready to do it. The only time I would leave before my full readiness and time is when I am kicked out by my relatives.





6:04PM: Maybe I am going back to my family’s house because it is almost time for me to work on my movie? Hm. You never know. I sense good things will come of this. But I’m not excited. I hope that makes sense. I’m excited to leave this shelter though.




7:34PM: I made it to my family’s house. My spirit is telling me to be prepared for one of either two things, that I should leave when I am ready, or that I will leave when I am kicked out. My spirit tells me to not get too comfortable. As safe as this place feels. Do not get too comfortable. Even when I get my own place I shall not get too comfortable.




May 4, 2025


11:16am: When I get my own place, I shall keep a spider-ending raid in every room in my place. Literally everywhere.  My arachnophobia is very serious.




May 6, 2025


1:00PM: When I get my own place,  I am going to have my own vault. That is easily lockable. Where I store all of my memories and as much of my work as I can….. 




May 8, 2025


9:21am: For my own place I want to have an omnibreeze house fan…

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