Progress Report 103

Progress Report 103

UPDATE: PROGRAM LOG HAS NOW BEEN CHANGED TO PROGRESS REPORT. IT SHALL ONLY HAVE ONE JOURNAL FOR ALL MY JOURNAL TYPES. ALL INCLUDED HERE. I AM HAVING ONLY ONE PUBLIC JOURNAL NOW.

May 10, 2025

5:56PM: Report: Just finished laundry

7:14pm: Report: Discovered that my goals can be found when I look into my body. Not when I stay in my head. 

Art awakens….

11:50pm: Report: Art is fully awakening in existence and this universe. Art is being restored. Real true Art.

May 11, 2025

9:37am: Just finished a series of workouts

May 13, 2025

6:36pm: Art will be imprisoned. And interrogated. (Something happened May 14, 2025 that could have been a foretelling of this. Although I was not taken, I was in that situation. This foretelling was rather eerie considering what happened and almost happened to me)

8:25pm: blood pressure was 160 over 98. Pulse of 88. Having kidney stones and urinating blood at the moment. 

9:15pm: My core is being destroyed

9:16pm: I’m literally fighting light. My darkness dropped it and is tearing it up pulling it apart in every direction (My darkness is a reflection of part of my pain. It’s what happened in my history.)

9:27pm: I’m planning on posting all my journals. Regardless if they are full or not. So I can focus on this progress report. Obviously discarding the private journals and private records

9:56PM: Done

10:08pm: Light burns. It’s not beautiful. It’s deception and deceptive

May 14, 2025

12:17am: I am Feelings. Art and Feelings.

8:40am: Reporting this for future evidential reference. This girl named T is following me at the peer center. Someone probably told her that I’m only coming once a week now and she just so happens to show up when I do. I hope it’s a coincidence. If I notice a pattern I’m going to report it. See? You can try avoiding fights but fights will come to you. People literally follow you asking for a fight. Well I have my strategies. T? If you are reading this? Leave me alone. Incase you stalk or read my posts. I want nothing to do with your fake self. Leave. Me. Alone. I don’t want trouble, and if you all bring me trouble I’ll defend myself to the maximum degree. Both legally and physically if need be.

12:04pm: Jesse’s Homelessness Kit:

If you need to leave on the spot. Take your bag or a bag, take your solar battery powered charger, take all your devices and their chargers. Worry about food and water later. Maybe carry your gallon of water with you. But if you get kicked out and need to leave on the spot this is what you take. Do not argue. Leave quick 

Once you’re out then call all the homeless resources you have. The shelter will come. You just have to survive long enough. Hold out. Wait.

12:10pm: They, those that seek to sabotage me, know that they cannot get to me nonphysically so they are doing everything they can to hurt me physically. I believe that is a reason why I was born in the physical. To be tortured

IMPORTANT REMINDERS

12:24pm: Remind me to get a solar battery powered charger for cell phones

12:26pm: Was able to get it.

1:34pm: Lost my raid specific for killing spiders. Of course Life would do this to me. You always like beating me up. I’m not fighting humans, not animals, but Life. I’m taking the battle to Life directly. Let’s bring it in the nonphysical. Acting so tough. Trying to hit me and beat me in all my endeavors? And then you’re gonna act invisible? Okay. I’ll find you. And I’m sleeping in the garage too now! I’m going to get attack by what I fear the most! Spiders! Ugh. F you Life. I never asked to be with you. I’ll come out on top. I’ll rise. I’ll expand. And I will become stronger. (I’d rather descend now but okay. Being on top  and seen by everything does have its downsides)

1:50pm: Just handled the raid situation. Bought another.

I dislike Light.

1:52pm: Art and Realization are me 

1:55pm: Sadness is my main emotion. Not anger. I know many would like to throw the angry black man stereotype on me but anger is a secondary emotion. Sadness is what I truly feel.

4:55pm: Mental Hospital Kit:

Cellphone 

Important Med and Legal Notes

And Wallet

Goin to mental hospital now. Ciao!

9:42pm: Did not go.

I’m leading the chessboard right now

May 15, 2025

12:31am: Made it to start of Exodus 4 verse 1

12:44am: Finished work on script

10:46am: I’m in slavery. Not exactly a progress report but I’m exposing evils of Life. And to me Life sounds like Lie. Nonphysical work is really painful. No one cares. Not even you all reading this. But I’m leaving my legacy. That’s why I’m doing all this. Something to leave behind for sometime after I’m gone. Life is slavery. I’m in a prison I did not ask for. I don’t need positivity. I need genuine strategy.

12:42pm: Getting skinnier. Feel more fit (don’t care about being skinny. Just stronger. And ya I guess healthier)

12:49pm: Voxsriin never loved me. It is more of an obsession. He doesn’t even know why he’s fascinated with me himself. That’s how lost he is.

1:10pm: Voxsriin is disgusted by me. It was because of him that this world of people had been disgusted by me in the past. And even are today. This is important intel from the source so I’m reporting what I’ve gathered. I’m conducting an investigation on Vox. He’s behind all my mishaps. Well some. His disgust for me reflects through others here in the physical. Others are disgusted by me because of him. He’s the source of that energy trail. He sees my own what I will call power and is disgusted by it. He wants to take me down because it’s a competition to him. Just reporting both my nonphysical and physical events and progress. If you don’t wanna read this then block me and do not contact me. He wants to take my power for himself. (Ya you don’t have to read this nor do you have to follow my work)

2:00PM: Voxsriin’s plan and strategy is to tire me out from the inside so I can be too discouraged to fight back

2:05pm: I’m safe below not above where everyone can see me

3:00PM: REVIEW REPORT COMPLETE. Now posting