Program Log: 99

Program Log: 99




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May 3, 2025 



1:17am: And here it goes: The last entry before we reach 100 report log entries. And after that, I will no longer be posting everyday… I want to fully be present in my experience and just experience myself more. And I would like to understand my mind. I cannot do that if I am constantly uploading logs and entries. Sometimes even the very act of documenting something can take you out of the experience you know. I shall always keep documenting as I deserve and have the right to my voice and free speech, but I will do it rather more gradually and not rush rush rush. Life is a walk, not a sprint. Although in our society today, we are made to believe that we need to sprint in order to be successful. I want to slow down, and do things more incrementally. I shall always keep going with myself, as there is no turning back, and there is no end to the greatness that I shall achieve, but yes, incrementally and gradually is a lot better and longer lasting than immediately and instantly.





5:15pm: I am taking the necessary notes on my eyes now….





5:50pm: I have just finished my notes. All done for now.




9:37pm: Today is the end of the week. The week shall begin tomorrow Sunday on May 4, 2025. That is when I shall post my 100th report log. After that I shall be doing things more incrementally. My life is shifting. So I therefore must change through the shifts. I want to experience my physical life here more and be more focused on that. That is what I am here for after all. And to accomplish my dreams and purposes.




9:39pm: The teaser trailer for Avatar: Fire and Ash may come next week. Probably by the end of next week, or near the end of the week.




10:33pm: Perhaps I should be powering off my phone every weekend, starting next weekend. And I shall document things in my journal with the topic of the journal that I will be discussing. And I may add them later on into my digital journals. Or not. I will power my phone on in the weekdays anyways. So I may just document my journals then. I will be powering off my phone every weekend after I document that I have worked on my movie script and have read a chapter of the Bible.

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