Program Log 102

Program Log 102

May 7, 2025

6:09am: I’ll try to remember taking out the trash, my goal is to leave this house by around 7:35am to 7:37am. 

7:46am: Was able to take the trash out. On my way to the peer center now.

1:19pm: I wanna go boxing and I wanna start boxing. I like watching fight videos in my free time after all.

2:47pm: Going home now. Will get my meds tomorrow most likely in the morning and then I’ve got an important phone call to do.

3:34pm: Got home.

3:54pm: Smile at the face of Death. It is okay. Although it’s normal, Death should not be feared.

5:38pm: Unscripted inaction.

6:19pm: I’m a businessman. 

7:56pm: I’m going on a journey currently where I experience life through other entities’ eyes. Nonphysical. I’m talking about what people believe to be spirits and such. But they are all a part of my mental realm. The first on the list, I shall say. But he’s the Green One. He’s also referred to as a Knight by some. It’s time for me to do this. Until he can fully be free. And then I move onto the next. Freeing them will free me. They are reflections of me that were trapped. It’s too much to explain why right now. But this is part of my business. Only it’s nonphysical business. I’m a busy man.

8:29pm: This just got a whole lot harder. My nonphysical work? I have to fall into the darkness of my reflections in order to set them free. They can only be set free through me. I have the power. They’re not external. They’re all my sides. As sad and twisted as they are. 

9:54pm: Just finished the gameplay of Life is Strange True Colors. And I’m a lover of the entire Life is Strange series. I officially got caught up on it now. I’ve learned so much. My nonphysical work is only for me to explore. Not try to change anything. Exploring is all I can do. I cannot save anyone. But time has a fine way of saving things. I trust that time will answer all my deepest questions.

10:39pm: Time to shatter my reflections…. All of those parts of me that are external from me. I’m at war.

May 8, 2025

12:01am: I’m gonna call it a night now. The sun rises in a few hours. And I’ve got a busy day when it does. Night.

9:04am: I consider my own personal new years to be on my birthday, which is May 29. That is my own personal New Year’s Day. And after my second musical album releases in January 1, 2026, I shall now be releasing all my projects on my birthday May 29.

3:27pm: Just finished my chores for the day. Doing yard work and also handling my new refills of medication. I’m going to drink lots of water throughout the day.

3:35pm: My dreams and goals are the only love of my life now. Not a person, not an animal, not even this world. Just my dreams and goals. This I know will teach me in ways stupid humanoids not animals, nor even this planet can. My goals are me in my purest form.

5:00PM: I hate spiders. I hate them so much.

11:42pm: To me days are just numbers. It’s like my program operates by a code in a way. The code of numbers that switches back and forth between the business of rest and the business of work as the number of the dates change. Getting me through the year.

11:48pm: So I suppose I go through two years simultaneously. The first being May 29. The second being January 1.

May 9, 2025

Introduction of the Year A and Year B concept…..

5:30am: My first new years, Year A, is in twenty days from now. My second new years, Year B, begins on January 1…. Im currently in Year 23. Technically in both Year A and Year B

12:25pm: My physical body is currently weak. That’s why I’m conditioning it. Huh. It’ll take such a long time for me to condition it properly. But it’s definitely not fighting ready yet. Work in progress

3:42pm: Yeah I won’t be wearing long sleeves nor pants anymore. Just short sleeves and shirts. It’s too hot for this

3:53pm: Done exercising for the day

6:42pm: I am going to give myself two years of strength training before I can officially practice boxing. Starting today.