Program Log: 100

Program Log: 100



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May 3, 2025



10:38pm: This is it. My 100th program log entry. Oh yeah I will also be documenting on my dream journal during the weekends as well, along with the art journal for my movie script, and documenting whenever I read a chapter of the Bible as well. So those three I will be doing in the weekends and then posting my cellphone off.




May 4, 2025



12:36am: I need to keep my phone on Sunday nights. So it will just be Saturdays when I can power them off.




6:41am: I just realized something. If you are feeling a lack of motivation, work on just doing the action you need to do without even giving it much thought.



11:40am: I just refilled my medication box.




4:42pm: I am taking notes on psychology. This shall help me learn the college courses a lot easier. I am listening to crash course on YouTube. Taking notes now…. Beginning from chapter one.




5:21pm: I am going to implement Josef Breuer’s strategy of talking. The Talking Strategy. I shall just talk to myself and do this. I shall implement this strategy. Even now I can feel it. My future is so bright. There is so much potential. And it is up to me to nurture it. I shall tune out all the noise, and focus on psychology. The study of the mental processes is what I have been searching for, for such a long time. I believe psychology to be my key. A vital part and piece to my puzzle of solving the mysteries about myself. I am using psychology to learn more about myself. And boy, am I truly learning a lot. 5:24pm: This process is called to Free Associate. I shall look it up more later. 




5:58pm: I have just finished taking my notes on chapter one. I shall complete chapter two another day when I have the time. Psychology is a growing passion of mine. 





5:59pm: I am now going to count all my pages and create page numbers in my physical journal.





6:09pm: I am beginning to Free Associate…





7:58pm: Working on deleting all my emails. And the journey of my digital detox continues. It is great to be organized.




8:03pm: I think on my free time I will be deleting all my emails. I shall commit to having a clean email account.




8:14pm: Contrary to popular opinion, I have a mental, physical, and digital self. I shall commit more in taking care of my digital self, like I do with all the other aspects of me.




8:46pm: I just finished cleaning out all of my emails. And I will work on maintaining this from now on. For my digital self.





8:52pm: My digital self shall last a lot longer than my mental and physical selves.




9:16pm: I just killed a spider. I had no time to be scared, I had to act fast and I killed it. How did it even get inside? I have all the doors and windows closed. Are there cracks in this house that they seep into?






9:55pm: Okay I am going to post this program log now. Wow. The hundredth one. After this I shall no longer be posting them daily. It has been a good run. Good night.

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