The Testimony of Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki

BONUS POST 12: The Testimony of Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki 

DISCLAIMER: This Testimony will cover both the good and the bad aspects of Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki’s Life in the Past. And the topics discussed herein may potentially be triggering to some. All of the identities of the people involved shall be censored in order to protect their privacy and in order to avoid potential retaliation. READER DISCRETION IS HIGHLY ADVISED.

Einai Sasa’s Testimony has begun to be Written on Saturday April 5th, 2025 at 2:04PM. Einai Sasa will take his time on writing this testimony, and there will be a video version of this testimony that shall be released later on in the future, after the release of this written version. There may be a video version and there may not. I personally do not think so anymore.

April 5th, 2025 Saturday at 2:06PM PST….

This is my testimony. The testimony of me, Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki. This is where I will be exposing all of my greatest wicked ways and the ways of my wicked past. This is not about caring what people think of me. It is about exposing the evils of our enemy Satan, even when these evils have involved me in some way or another.

I will go to my most traumatic past. If you all follow my daily blogs, you would know that I have already discussed this before.

I am not entirely sure what caused me to be this way in my childhood. Physically, I would say that my environment from my relatives have caused this, but I am a firm believer that we are all under spiritual attacks from the enemy constantly. Satan will always test us and there shall never be a day that he does not test our faith in Yahuah, my Yahweh, in our daily lives here on earth.

Ok so jumping right in, I used to be a bully. I may have become this way because of my toxic life between my relatives in my past, but the truth is, I did indeed used to be a bully. I bullied this other person named K H. I shall protect all the names of the people I will be discussing here. It has been a while since I started this testimony and I no longer believe in satan. I take full and complete responsibility for my past, I was a completely rude jerk. Who was too young to know how to deal with his emotions, so he lashed out and hurt other people. I have been this way until my high school years.

I have backstabbed many friends, even recently in the great span of time I have done this.

I have intrusive thoughts. Like very severe intrusive thoughts that have told me to SA both people in my family and total strangers out on the streets.

I have lashed out when I did not know how to deal with my emotions. 

I have gotten even more support from my family and I have made it to the county building taking classes that will help provide me some support and understanding on my condition.

I have blamed people for my own personal issues. Others are not to blame for my actions. Not even Satan himself. Only me, Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki.

Overtime, I have begun to express myself in my art, but despite almost being 23 years old soon now, I still feel too young to understand how to really deal with my emotions head on.

My intrusive thoughts have led me to hurt my family, and even harass others. I am by no means innocent and I do take full and complete responsibility for my actions. My emotions and just me in general are my greatest obstacle. Even lately things have been challenging but I am able to just focus on my dreams. My dreams are my essence and the very essence of myself Einai Sasa Jesse Nganga Njoki. My dreams are the core part of me. I am nothing without my goals.

There is nothing left to say other than I thank those who support me in my work and support me in my path, to everyone involved. Thank you so much. I love you.