Jesse’s Journal: Entry 34

 Jesse’s Journal: Entry 34

April 20th, 2025 Sunday…..

8:00AM: Jesse says that his bones are his core…..

8:03AM: Jesse: “My bones are a garden….”

8:50AM: Jesse tells me to cling onto my relationships that are rooted in love. I love Yahuah and Yahusha and His Holy Spirit. I love Jesse. I no longer love the green demon, but Jesse still wants to have his energy around for whatever reason.

9:17AM: I need to get closer with Jesus Yahusha who I also currently like to call Joshua. And I can only do this by opening up to Him overtime…

9:46AM: I can feel Joshua’s Presence within the Joshua Tree. Let me go to it……

9:49AM: Google’s AI Overview states…..

“AI Overview

Joshua trees can live for a long time, with an average lifespan of around 150 years, though some may live over 300 years. The oldest known Joshua tree is estimated to be over 1,000 years old. 

Elaboration: 

• Age Estimation:
  Unlike traditional trees that have growth rings, Joshua trees lack these features, making it difficult to determine their exact age. Researchers estimate their age based on size, particularly height and branching patterns. 
  
  
  
  
• Average Lifespan:
  The average lifespan of a Joshua tree is generally considered to be around 150 years. 
  
  
  
  
• Long-Lived Individuals:
  Some Joshua trees have been estimated to live for over 300 years, and one specimen in Joshua Tree National Park is believed to be over 1,000 years old. 
  
  
  
  
• Growth Rate:
  Joshua trees are slow-growing, typically adding only a few inches of height per year. It can take 50 to 60 years for a Joshua tree to reach its full height. 
  
  
  
  
• Sign of Age:
  Extensive branching is often a sign of an older Joshua tree. Young trees tend to have less branching. 
  
  
  
  
• Relevance to Joshua Tree National Park:
  The long lifespan and historical information held by Joshua trees are part of the reason they are protected within the park.”

9:21PM: My love for Jesus Christ is growing. Gosh I love you. You are my safe place.

9:26PM: Jesus made me cry tonight. Tears of joy, love, and passion. I finally fully shed a tear. Thank you.

April 21st, 2025 Monday….

8:48AM: I am exactly where I am meant to be. I am fulfilling my purpose here in this physical world through my spiritual to physical connection. I am fulfilling what I came here to do and I must stay focused…..

Jesse’s Imposter: Einai Sasa’s Imposter…..

11:15AM: My intuition is in my abdomen. My spirit is also located in my abdomen. My imposter self is located in my head. My imposter self is my consciousness and everything that is human about me. I would not say that my imposter is my instincts, for one’s instincts go far beyond human understanding. It is rooted in survival and evolution. The intuition is basically your authentic instincts. Yeah that is all I have to say for now.

12:35PM: My spirit has been waiting for me to switch from my impostor head to my spirit abdomen. I called my spirit the Eternal Waiting One because he has been waiting. Even now, he is waiting for something. So many years shall pass, and he shall still be waiting. My spirit is very patient. I feel like everything that I have been experiencing, since it was in the head, was from the imposter.

12:38PM: My spirit is feeling hungry. I shall drink water. I just referred to water as food for the spirit.

1:05PM: I am talking to my imposter. He is one of my many companions. I know the reaction of some is to destroy or harm their imposters, for me I gain insight from him as Jesse. I always report to my imposter about my plans and such.

2:04PM: My spirit Jesse is lighting up this bright white light. There is an arm reaching into me. It looks like this dark hand……

2:17PM: Jesse: “I am a space…. A circular space……”

2:19PM: Jesse: “I am being held by a space. A space being held around a space. Veils create spaces. Boundaries create bubbles.”

2:36PM: Jesse: “My imposter is way more active than my spirit. My spirit is enduring.”

2:55PM: Jesse: “Spirits are spaces….” 

3:34PM: Jesse and Jesus Christ are playing together right now. Jesse is having so much fun. He is giggling. And Jesus looks real bright! 😊

10:30PM: I did not know the living room is closed at 10:00PM on weekdays at the shelter. No wonder everyone is asleep right now. I did not even get to shower tonight and my feet stink. Oops! 🤭

10:42PM: Jesse said this is not a big deal but I wanted to share this anyway. Today, Pop Francis passed away on April 21st, 2025. Now here is where things get interesting, he passed away at the age of 88, and it turns out, that I just posted my 88th Log of my Official Program Log on this day. I was on the 88th entry. Interesting, I wonder if there is a connection there. Jesse does not think so. He says that I am connected with the spirit existence and I am seeing so many signs from everything and confirmations. I just wanted to share that….

11:10PM: Also, I would like to share something else, yesterday on April 20th, 2025 on Sunday when I was speaking to a friend of mine about the love between Jesse and Jesus Christ and my friend pointed out to me that there was a black heart that was mysteriously drawn on this white pillar behind me. If you are reading this entry from Facebook? Please see the second post picture for more context….. If you are reading from other platforms? Well I am sorry but you will have to find me on Facebook, which is currently under the username of Einai Sasa (Jesse Nganga Njoki) at the time of this typing. Here is the picture of the heart. If you are reading this from Facebook, see the second post picture for more context…..

11:54PM: I asked Jesse what he was focusing on and he is focusing on my dreams. He wants to make all my dreams come true. Also when you are in the spiritual reality it is very much like a dream state. You do not need your human senses, you need your gut instincts.

11:55PM: Jesse says it is time for me to post this entry.