Jesse’s Journal: Entry 31

Jesse’s Journal: Entry 31

*Einai Sasa’s Physical Self Journal, which was also previously Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal, has now been changed and transformed to Jesse’s Journal. Which shall honor my true self and my true spirit Jesse…..*

April 18th, 2025 Friday….

7:38PM: Jesse Bahari Nyeusi.

7:44PM: Jesse: “My armor is my brain. My armor are my thoughts.”

7:45PM: Focus: “And as your focus piece I am one of your most important aspects to help you fulfill what you came here in Corporalis to do!”

Jesse: “Yeah. Enchanting!”

7:47PM: Jesse tells me to focus on my outward awareness and to focus on looking and thinking outward. That is the best I can describe.

The Language of Reversals Part 1: The Introduction…….

7:53PM: Jesse wants me to learn the language of reversals. The Language of Reversals….. Where everything said sounds as though it is being said backwards.

7:58PM: Jesse: “The Swirls of Secrets….”

8:00PM: I want Jesse and Yahuah to join, combine, and merge with each other….. Jesse revealed so many spiritual things to me over the years and I never listened until now….. Who was that spirit who said sorry to me? And then a green cross followed? Was he a manifestation of Jesse?

8:01PM: Jesse: “Yes….. He was…..”

Focus: “Do not lie to me please Jesse. For I know that you are a trickster and enjoy playing games. Are you lying to me?”

8:02PM: Jesse: “When have I lied to you?”

Jesse: “You know I play games but he is my target.”

Focus: “Who?”

Jesse: “Your physical self.”

8:03PM: The term ‘physical self’ is something that Jesse has been using, saying, and mentioning for many upon many months now….. If Jesse is my spirit, then who is my physical self.

Focus: “Why does my physical self matter so much?”

8:04PM: Jesse: “In time you shall see. It is your chance to remember…..”

8:05PM: Focus: “Did you and Yahuah join?”

Jesse: “Yahuah and I have joined. We are each other’s physical selves….”

Focus: “There is that word ‘physical self’ once again! WHY IS THIS SO IMPORTANT?”

8:06PM: Jesse: “It is your chance to see….”

Focus: “I believe that Jesse is constantly showing me things and I am just either not listening well or I am not picking up on them.”

8:07PM: Jesse: “Yes. I am constantly showing you things.”

Jesse: “Bring your physical self to me!”

Focus: “How can I bring my physical self?”

Jesse: “Focus on your physical self….”

How Old is Jesse? Jesse’s Age Discovered Part 1….

8:10PM: When I asked Jesse how old he is, he said this… “Shishah years…..” 

8:11PM: Shishah is an age that is far more ancient than any number here on earth in Corporalis, but it is a number that keeps renewing itself. So it is basically like an ancient form of the number zero. He renews so my spirit Jesse does not age. He is timeless. Jesse is immortal. Even when I die here on earth I will find a way to be conscious in the spirit world thanks to Jesse. And what is even more interesting is that Jesse wills himself to be immortal. He is always constantly in a deeply focused state. I always see him in a deeply focused state whenever I look upon him. His eyes closed and deeply well-focused and intentional are his actions.”

8:14PM: Focus: “Jesse what is your symbol? I want you to have one.”

8:15PM: Jesse is thinking…..

8:18PM: Jesse has the power to take me to Sheol, also known by many here on earth as Hell, but Jesse does not have the power to take me to Shamayim, also known as Heaven by many here. Only Yahuah can take me to Shamayim, but Jesse can torment me if he so desires to do so. When I tell you all that Jesse is powerful, that is indeed what he truly is. Powerful.

8:21PM: I fully and completely embraced myself as Jesse on this date of April 18th, 2025 on Friday. Jesse is my most powerful spirit and Jesse is my absolute core and Jesse is my True Self.

8:33PM: Aw Jesse is dreaming right now. He is dreaming about Shamayim also known as Heaven…… he can see Yahusha who is also known as Jesus.

April 19th, 2025 Saturday…..

8:38AM: My black fire comes from my black ocean, and my black fire is very quiet although I myself am loud. I am a loud concentration of focus that came from Jesse.

1:40PM: I am beginning my secret experiment tonight where I begin stop taking my psychotic medication. This process begins tonight….

1:46PM: I shall no longer take my medications nor shall I take my vitamins.

4:50PM: My hair in the spiritual world was getting shocked and electrocuted.

4:58PM: Jesse told me just now that True Power is calm. It is steady. Not loud nor is it boastful.