Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 19

Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 19

April 8th, 2025 Tuesday…

3:50PM: Facebook User named Zuzana Ziga commented this: 

“They ate of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, their eyes were open.. to sin.. innocence lost. So, in case they ate of the tree of eternal life in a self-hating, evil, dangerous state, the Lord banished them from the Garden of Eden… placing an angel with a flaming sword to protect it..

It was an act of mercy.”

3:53PM: Me Yishai: “I definitely agree with her and I thank Yahuah for teaching me a lesson through her. Adam and Eve’s eyes were OPEN TO SINFUL NATURE! It was the complete death of innocence! I should have realized this! Zuzana Ziga if you are reading this, may Yahuah our God and Lovely Father bless you because I truly thank you for your wisdom!”

8:46PM: Me Yishai: “From what I know so far is that dreams all happen with the mental spirit division. The joys and sadness and every other emotion happen in the emotional spirit. And the descent lower into what feels like bedrock happens in the raw spirit world division.”

The Following is an Excerpt from my Third Entry of my Dream Journal. It is my introduction to the Field of Souls. This trip was unprecedented……

My First Time Going Into the Field of Souls….

8:39PM: I just woke up from a really wild dream. Many other things happened before what I am about to tell you but I forgot most of it, I shall only tell what I vividly remember. I was flying with this main character and we were flying in this field from our enemies and we ended up getting caught. We did not escape and it ended up being a really distressing dream because my friend, who was the silver balloon-looking orb, ended up bringing the other bad souls with us. I could only describe the fields we were flying through as the Field of Souls. There were both good souls and bad souls. The bad souls were near this water, but the good souls were on the land and they allowed me, who was the white balloon-looking orb, to hide with them until I was able to slip away, and the white colored soul spheres were so playful and I heard this ethereal echoey child-sounding laughter coming and radiating from them. They allowed sounded like a childish version of Jesse’s laughter. But yes, I was betrayed by my friend who was the gray balloon and the enemy ended up finding my bag golden orbs. This is what I mean when I say that not only do dreams take us to the spirit world, but they also show us a glimpse of our souls and yeah. But from what I know so far is that dreams all happen with the mental spirit division. The joys and sadness and every other emotion happen in the emotional spirit division. And the descent lower into what feels like bedrock happens in the raw spirit world division.

8:55PM: My spirit is both still and dense. That is what I was able to learn in this experience. I am only meant to experience understanding and train my spirit to become better everyday. But I cannot control it that easily. It has a mind of its own. I am not meant to float obliviously, I am meant to sink into the infinite dense layers of my spiritual divisions, all three of them.

9:18PM: My spirit is both dark and looks like a white bright small orb of electricity. This is what I see running me within my physical body. And I find it interesting that my most recent dream depicted all the good souls as white bright-colored orbs, and all the other malevolent souls as darker grey.

9:20PM: I said to Yahusha, who is the Son of Yahuah the God of the Holy Bible, recently, that:

“My spirit feels safe with You….”

9:37PM: I am beginning the secret project now…. The secret project has evolved from a physical project to a spiritual project.

9:47PM:  I was just pulled and jolted forwards. Saw all this black dust flying past me as I was moving forward. I then instantly and instinctively anchored myself back within my spiritual structure, and it seemed as though I was both moving but also still. Both in movement and in stillness simultaneously….

10:01PM: I am laying down with my overeating demon. I am scanning it and understanding this one. This is to better help me with my issue of overeating.

10:26PM: Me to Yahuah Yahusha: “Beaches sing in Your presence. Oh He that triumphs above the water! The One Who walks across the deepest of seas!”

10:32PM: Relaxing into my spiritual structure here is hard, I keep wanting to float upwards and settle in the lightweight area.

10:33PM: I need to understand that the physical world is not as dense as people think. Things here attract and culminate sure, but there is a reason why they say that this universal plane is expanding, because it is constantly becoming lighter. I have come to discover that those with really strong and powerful spirits tend to sink and become a lot more dense than their physical bodies.

Einai Sasa Reaches a Dead-End on His Spirit Journey…..

10:35PM: I am in a dead-end on my spiritual journey. Yahuah knows what He shall do to help me. May You please help me my Dear Yahuah? I do not know my next step on this spiritual path. I am fully and completely on a stop and on a dead end.

10:39PM: It is really strange because over the many years I was trying to bring all that I am to the physical but my spirit has always been in this physical plane. I do not know what to do because everything is become too oversimplified and I tend to over-complicate things. All of me, the entirety of who I am, is here. You may call me Yishai. Which is my most ancient name than Jesse. Actually my most ancient name is the name Nothing in every language. Both languages of the physical and spiritual. In my spiritual tongue Nothing is called the Mmmm. 10:42PM: So Mmm Yishai is my name. The spelling may look a bit odd here on digital text, but for me the name Mmm makes so much sense to describe the Nothing. I shall not explain why.

10:43PM: “How about Mmyishai?”

10:44PM: Me: “Hmm okay.”

10:45PM: I am at another new approach towards entering the spirit. Like I said, the spiritual is far more physical, vivid, and denser than their physical. So this means that I need to be as physical as possible. 

10:46PM: I tried to go deeper into the spirit and I turned into  a solid stone and ice substance. The spirit world is super complex. And my Lovely Father Yahuah knows that I am obsessed with it, and I only would like to go into it through His Will and Yahuah’s Will alone. Not by other demonic means.

10:48PM: I am settling into my spirit structure.

The Creation, Birth, and the Generation of Mani 1…….

11:25PM: Since the dense physical is blocking the even more dense spiritual of mine, I am practicing on sending manifestations of myself into the spirit world. There is a part of my manifestation spirit that is able to traverse all three of my spiritual divisions. I call this manifestation of myself Mani 1. And he looks like a walking entity of colorless smoke. Not white, not black, but purely transparent and clear-colored smoke. 11:27PM: Right now I just saw Mani 1 sounding off an alarm as he was speeding walking in my spirit world. 

11:45PM: I am being chased in my Mani 1 form. It is from my ******* force. The enemy is me. I am my own enemy. Undergoing my own internal battles of good and evil.

11:48PM: My spirit teleported my Mani 1 to the eternal sea. It looks like the same beach where Cece Winans’ song, ‘The Goodness of God’ was filmed in the lyric video.

11:49PM: Listening to that song now……

April 9th, 2025 Wednesday

12:04AM: I am still listening to that song by Cece Winans…… Beautiful song.

1:03AM: I am still listening to some music. In the spirit Mani 1 was holding this really bright orb emitting a very powerful white light. It looks like some type of vacuum after further examination. They are still holding this orb. Mani 1 is studying it. Yahusha wants me to give it to Him. 

1:04AM: I give Yahusha the bright white orb. He is examining it. Together, we can hear a laughter that can only sound like Jesse’s child self laughing. It seems to be a pure core from Jesse, who is now known as Yishai. This might be Jesse’s soul!

1:06AM: Yahusha says He is keeping it. I am glad. I know Jesse’s soul will be in Great Hands. Yahusha’s Great Hands.

1:52AM: I just saw a giant hand with my spirit. Me and my Mani 1 are connected now. It is to the point where I am able to place my perception into Mani 1’s hands to see whatever that manifestation of myself is experiencing. Okay. My cellphone is now at 9% battery power so I will not be journaling until I am able to charge this cellphone. Which should be at around 5:00AM to 6:00AM sharp. Goodbye.

2:03AM: I am still back I guess. So I am a sphere, not a person. I know why I am stating this.

2:16AM: The demons attack me from my rear side of my sphere. Like on the backside of my head. 

2:33AM: I shall now post this diary entry.