Entry #61: Update Report Log: The Final Part

Current Date:

Tuesday March 25th, 2025



Current Timezone: 

Pacific Standard Time




11:27AM: I have some downtime in between groups. Currently at the peer center. I do not even feel pressured to recording another song. I feel as though I have achieved a lot today. I am super happy. Thank You Elohiym.



12:25PM: My goal is to record one song per day from now on. If I record more? Then great! But if I do not? Then just one song shall suffice. 



12:35PM: So many things are going our way! Thank You Elohiym! Wow!




1:07PM: The transportation app that I used has had a wonderful update, I am now able to see a record of all my past rides and all of my future rides. Whereas before it would not show me anything.




1:36PM: Regardless of what anyone says about it, a healthy weight does exist. I need to be at a weight that is healthy for me. I am speaking for myself. Because I am indeed overweight, but I am working on it.




1:45PM: God bless my Best Friend. I love you T! If you are reading this I am calling you T to protect your privacy! Thank you for calling me just now to check on me. I love you so much. You are literally the bestest friend that I have ever had. I love you so much! 




1:59PM: Aha! I got it! The spiritual world is located where time stops, at least its gateway.




2:02PM: This message is for me: “The zippers are on the side of the cup holder.”




2:12PM: I am having a panic attack right now. My relative tried to contact me. I do not want their contact. Leave me alone.




2:18PM: I feel like I am going to pass out. From all this anxiety and my panic attack.




2:21PM: Deja Vu.




2:34PM: I visit Elohiym, with sadness, I say: “Please just give me wisdom, if you wish, not love. I do not want love anymore.”




2:36PM: Thinking about food…. 😊 Getting hungry.




3:07PM: Currently in my car to get back to my shelter. I am super hungry. This hunger is translating as acid reflux, which is activating my stomach. Soon my child. Soon you shall eat!




3:15PM: Jesse is still having a panic attack.




3:18PM: Just got back to the shelter. Thank You Elohiym for getting us there safely.




4:40PM: Back on my bed. I have had a challenging yet productive day. The green demon is back. And so are his….. minions?…..




5:00PM: It is time for me to post this next and final part of the sixty-first report log.

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