Entry #45: Update Report Log

Current Date:

Saturday March 8th, 2025

Current Timezone:

Pacific Standard Time

7:01PM: Soul: “I am crying right now. May Yah my Lord and my God save me.”

7:03PM: Soul: “It has been clear to me that Jesse is my enemy. I shall no longer want his desires. Everything that I do from here on out needs to glorify Yah my God. My only One.”

8:05PM: Soul: “Yah my God and the God of the Holy Bible is an ever consuming flame. I love Him. I need Him. I need Him to teach me everything. And I have to relearn everything from Him. Once again.”

8:11PM: Soul: “I am so nervous. I am feeling so nervous to revealing my creative project this March 2025. I am so nervous at the reaction the public will have. I shall release it anyways. Growth is painful, and not comfortable at all. This is just the way things are. And I have to function under the direction of Yah our Lord. In Yahusha’s Mighty Name, AMEN!”

8:15PM: Soul: “Nobody talks about how painful and lonely the path toward Yah our Lord is. At least for myself personally. Since Jesse loved this world so much, me taking him away from that is causing a ripple effect of pain and loneliness. Oh! May Yahusha my Messiah help me!”

8:20PM: Soul: “Aw my relative gave me $50.00 tonight for groceries since my EBT cannot work online. Thank you dear! If you are reading this? I love you, and may the Lord our God Yah bless you! Amen!”

8:36PM: Soul: “Good night. The day is over.”

Current Date:

Sunday March 9th, 2025

Current Timezone:

Pacific Standard Time

3:57AM: Soul: “Thank you Yahusha my Lord and God for waking me up and helping me survive the night. I shall take advantage of this moment and use this moment to work on Project 17 for the day.”

4:09AM: Soul: “Thank you Yahusha for giving me the strength to work on my most current movie script and screenplay, which is Project 17.”

4:10AM: Soul: “Now all there is left to do is to work on my important documents and update them. Thank you. I am so tired right now.”

4:41AM: Soul: “I forgot to add that I finished my necessary documents. I am now going to rest and sleep. And I shall now take my second round of sleep.”

4:43AM: Soul: “Gemini? What do AM, PM, BC, and AD all stand for? Thank you.”

Gemini: “It's helpful to understand the meanings of these time designations. Here's a breakdown:

 * AM:

   * Stands for "ante meridiem," which is Latin for "before midday." It refers to the time period from midnight to noon.

 * PM:

   * Stands for "post meridiem," which is Latin for "after midday." It refers to the time period from noon to midnight.

 * BC:

   * Stands for "Before Christ." It designates years before the traditionally recognized birth of Jesus Christ.

 * AD:

   * Stands for "Anno Domini," which is Latin for "in the year of the Lord." It designates years after the traditionally recognized birth of Jesus Christ.

It's also worth noting that:

 * You may also encounter BCE (Before Common Era) and CE (Common Era). These are secular alternatives to BC and AD, respectively. They refer to the same time periods.”

4:45AM: Soul: “I no longer care for nor about BCE nor CE. Please do not use these terms with me anymore. Thank you.”

4:48AM: Soul: “I am now going to take another round of sleep. I am still on my second round. Good night.”

6:58AM: Soul: “I woke up from another round of sleep very recently, but not just now. I am going to sleep in for the day. Today is my last free day until next weekend. I have a very busy week ahead of me.”

7:14AM: Soul: “I was working on movement within my Grand Clock and I was able to feel electricity on my hair right above my forehead. And my soul tells me that it was YHWH, the Lord my God, and the God of the Bible…. Thank you Yahusha. Amen! I glorify You and Your name. Amen.”

10:35AM: Soul: “I felt as though I was being led by Yahusha in this really bright realm. I saw this demon before that while I was in darkness. This demon had orange big eyes and I stayed focused on my Lord Yahusha. And I could actually feel Him guiding me towards Heaven, I was about to leave my body when He said and told me, something along the lines of how it is not my time yet. And I could also feel a lot of dead people, well-known dead people, buried. I felt the stiffness of their corpses and everything. The Lord definitely wants me with Him, and I almost saw Yahusha’s face, I believe I was standing right in front of Him when He told me that it was not my time yet. So I was very close to seeing Him but He was the one who told me not yet. And He communicated with my soul. I was able to hear Him deep within every fiber of my being. They were not just words. Blessed be the Lord God almighty Yahusha. AMEN!”

10:44AM: Soul: “I had a beautiful experience with our Lord.

And I believe Holy Bible states that He said that we will know His voice. I knew it was Him. The demon appeared before me first to try to deter me but I kept it pushing.”

10:48AM: Soul: “I am going to go downstairs now and order my groceries. Thank you to my relative for paying me that $50.00! May our Lord and Savior Yahusha bless you forever and ever. In Yahusha’s name, the name of our Messiah, amen amen.!”

11:06AM: Soul: “I was able to make a purchase on my groceries. Thank you Yah my Lord. I love thee, and thank you to my relative for paying me that grocery money of 50.00$. Thank you! Amen!”

11:08AM: Soul: “I have $11.68 in the bank currently right now. Just for recording purposes.”

11:11AM: Soul: “I am also to return to the peer center on the 10th, 12th, and 14th. 

I am to go pickup my medication refills on the 11th, and I am to go complete this orientation at this new clinic on the 13th. 

And then on the 15th of March 2025, I shall release my creative project that I have had planned. It shall be its 8-year anniversary. Thank you my Lord Yah for all of these endless opportunities. I bless you Holy Name. In Yahusha’s Name, Amen!.”

11:12AM: Soul: “My soul is in your hands Yahusha. My Messiah. My one true God. AMEN!”

11:53AM: Soul: “I have 867.98$ on my EBT card and account. Just for reporting and record-keeping purposes. Thank you Jesus. Thank you Lord. Yahusha.”

12:14PM: Soul: “Thank you Lord Yahusha for these groceries. Bless this food in your Holy Name. In Jesus Name. In the name of Yahusha. Amen.”

12:24PM: Soul: “I am feeling a sensation on my left hand. It is a pulling sensation.”

12:49PM: Soul: “Thank you Lord Yahusha for feeding me today and giving me more than enough food. Teach me to eat my food wisely and to not overeat. Food is not my God, you Yahusha are my God. In Jesus Name. Amen.”

1:38PM: Soul: “I am a soldier. I am a Soldier of Christ Yahusha our Messiah. I shall act more and become more like the soldier that Yahusha desires for me to be. I love Him. Amen.”

1:47PM: Soul: “Be in it for the long run. For something everlasting, and not in it for a quick fix.”

3:00PM: Soul: “We are already at 3:00PM?! That means I post this report log in just two hours. Wow.”

3:38PM: Soul: “I have just changed all the titles to my upcoming movies in a way and manner that will glorify Yahusha and Yahuah. I am working on my songs next and will get those done.”

3:46PM: Soul: “As you love Yahusha through His love, you have to love Him through His wrath. You need to fear Him and allow that to drive your love for Him.”