Entry #43: Update Report Log
Current Date:
Thursday March 6th, 2025
Current Timezone:
Pacific Standard Time
5:15PM: Jesse: “I am beginning to see the spirit world opening up for me again. I shall handle it and get through it the right way. The proper way. This time.”
6:14PM: Jesse: “I need to understand the language of the ancients. I must be biblically sound.”
7:47PM: Jesse: “I believe I am growing sideburns. Which is very interesting, because I am growing sideburns before I grow a beard. It could just be peach fuzz though. But that is a lot of peach fuzz then!”
7:49PM: Here is what Google’s AI Overview states:
“AI Overview
Yes, it is absolutely possible for a 22-year-old male to grow sideburns; in fact, for many men, sideburns are one of the first noticeable areas of facial hair growth during puberty, often appearing even before a full beard develops fully.
Key points to remember:
- Genetics are key:
- The ability to grow sideburns, like any facial hair, is largely determined by your genetics. If your family members have prominent sideburns, you likely will too.
- Growth variation:
- While most men can grow sideburns by their early 20s, the thickness and length of sideburns can vary greatly between individuals.
- Hormones play a role:
- Testosterone levels during puberty influence facial hair growth, including sideburns.”
7:50PM: Jesse: “I am almost 23 years old and I have begun to grow sideburns. I am currently still 22 years old. But I shall turn 23 years old this upcoming May 29th, on this year of 2025.”
8:15PM: Jesse: “I need to save my soul. I am still in danger. I need to let Jesus Christ in at all times.”
8:18PM: Jesse: “I have a secret project that I am considering. I cannot share it just yet, as I know that monitoring spirits are a very real thing. There is such a thing as giving too much information. And I already do share so much as it is.”
8:46PM: Jesse: “I have just downloaded the Cepher book that my relative recommended to me, and I realize how much I miss them. I love them, I truly do. I know that we may clash and I may not always see eye to eye with them but I do love them. And if you are reading this? God bless you. And may He guide you. For I have forgiven you. For everything. And I do not hate you. I just have this very demonic energy within me that is getting purged currently the more I know and the deeper I go into Christ. Please bear with me, I shall come around. Let me reach out to them.”
8:54PM: Jesse: “I have just sent a message to my relative apologizing about our last heated conversation. I will no longer update more on this situation because whether they answer or not I have said my peace, and I can now forgive myself, as I have forgiven them. I am trying to learn to give everyone grace.”
9:28PM: Jesse: “I am getting really tired currently and feeling sleepy. May my life lay in Christ Jesus’ hands. If He wishes to take me in my sleep? Then let His will be done. If He wishes for me to live to see another day? Then let His will be done. Amen!. Good night.”
Current Date:
Friday March 7th, 2025
Current Timezone:
Pacific Standard Time
6:13AM: Jesse: “Thank you Lord Jesus for giving me yet another chance at this life of mine. Thank you Christ our Lord for giving me yet another chance at this work of life. Thank you, and good morning.”
6:14AM: Jesse: “I shall begin to continue work on Project 17 for the day. I will be right back….”
6:27AM: Jesse: “I have just finished work on the movie script of Project 17. And while I could have done a lot more, I did not want to overwhelm myself. I think my progress for today has been splendid work! Thank you Jesus.”
6:39AM: Jesse: “My relative did not answer me. I am kind of regretting apologizing to them. Oh well: I live and I learn and I move on. I cannot be upset at things that are out of my control. God rest His creation. And may the Lord Almighty guide them, and may He who rightfully sits upon the throne guide us all. Amen.”
6:46AM: Jesse: “I do not think I will share any behind the scenes photos from my upcoming movies from now on. I shall only share the official stills, and that will be once the movies in particular release. One by one.”
6:47AM: Jesse: “There is a project that I would like to do that will include a documentary of how Project 16 was made. Although this said documentary will be released after the official movie of Project 16 releases….”
7:28AM: Jesse: “I am going to sleep in now. Good night.”
8:24AM: Jesse: “I saw a demon flash before me twice when I was asleep. It had this horrible smile and it looked like a decaying skeletal corpse. I called upon the Blood of our Lamb Jesus Christ and rebuked it. I had to do this multiple times because it was not leaving. And then I began to feel a pinching sensation on my heart center in my chest area after I placed my right hand upon it speaking His mighty name Jesus Christ and it was trying to absorb my entire essence and power, but it did not win, it dissipated in this form of black ashy particles, and the demon was gone. It let out this cry before it disappeared. I did feel as if and as though I was dying throughout that experience, especially when my heart was having that painful pinching sensation….”
8:35AM: Jesse: “I also have a mild headache on the right side of my forehead.”
8:37AM: Jesse: “This was not my first encounter with a demon: I had a couple, there was this other one that convinced me it was a form of Jesse, a version of Jesse, and it appeared before me one night at my relatives house as I was closing my eyes. It ran up to me and reached my face at super speed. I was not scared of that one.”
8:38AM: Jesse: “There was one that scared me, I was then laying at my relatives house on my bed and this demon, a very huge pitch black and jet black demon came descending before me, and its presence was pulling me into itself. It looked like half of its face was missing, and it appeared as this giant black shadow, with a giant horn. And as I was experiencing it descending before me, I heard my ears ringing…. And then the moment I panicked is when it faded away. I did not call upon the name of Jesus Christ then as I do now. He is my salvation and Christ Jesus is my only weapon….”
8:42AM: Jesse: “There were also a few instances where I went to Sheol also known as Hades, which is also known as Hell. It was not a vision, I almost physically walked into Hell more than once. But that is for another report log should I ever feel like sharing more about it and should I ever feel like sharing more on that and about that.”
9:30AM: Jesse: “I need to focus on my armor. On my spiritual Christian armor. I need to focus on putting on my armor of Christ Jesus.”
9:32AM: Jesse: “Literally as I type this some lady in the staff for the optometrist called me and cancelled my appointment for the eye doctor, cause they, ‘do not take my current health insurance I use.’ lol, keep trying me Satan. You shall never win. I just hung up on her. I do not have time for the enemy’s bullcrap.”
9:35AM: Jesse: “Gemini? How can I put my spiritual armor of Christ Jesus? Or are you going to tell me you do not know the answer to that too?
It seems as though whenever I ask for questions about Jesus, that is when you inconveniently do not know the answer.”
Gemini: “It's important to understand that the "armor of God" is a metaphor found in the Bible, specifically in Ephesians 6:10-18. It's not about physical armor, but about spiritual protection. Here's a breakdown of how to "put on" this armor, along with some context:
Understanding the Armor:
* The Belt of Truth:
* This represents honesty and integrity. It's about grounding yourself in the truth of God's Word.
* To put this on, live truthfully, and immerse yourself in the Bible.
* The Breastplate of Righteousness:
* This signifies moral purity and living a life that pleases God.
* To put this on, strive to live righteously, relying on Christ's righteousness.
* The Shoes of the Gospel of Peace:
* This means being ready to share the good news of Jesus Christ and promoting peace.
* To put this on, be prepared to share your faith and seek peaceful resolutions in conflicts.
* The Shield of Faith:
* This represents trusting in God's promises and protection.
* To put this on, exercise your faith through prayer and reliance on God.
* The Helmet of Salvation:
* This signifies the assurance of salvation and the protection of your mind from doubt and despair.
* To put this on, keep your focus on your salvation through Jesus Christ.
* The Sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God:
* This represents the power of God's Word to defend against spiritual attacks.
* To put this on, study and memorize Scripture, and use it to combat temptation.
* Prayer:
* Ephesians 6 also emphasizes the importance of constant prayer. It is through prayer that we are able to utilize all of the other pieces of the armor.
In essence, "putting on the armor" involves:
* Living a life that reflects Christian values.
* Knowing and applying the teachings of the Bible.
* Maintaining a strong relationship with God through prayer.
* Trusting in Jesus Christ.
It is important to understand that this is a spiritual concept, and it is through faith and trust in Jesus Christ that this armor is applied to our lives.
I hope this information is helpful.”
9:41AM: Jesse: “So my optometrist appointment is not happening. I am going to give it some time. My peace has not been taken away. Thank you Jesus.”
11:21AM: Jesse: “Thanks to the Lord Christ’s strength I was able to do two things, I booked another eye doctor appointment with transportations included. And I have also figured out how to work the transportation app agency that I use. Thank you Jesus! I could not have done this without You my love! My Dear!”
11:37AM: Jesse: “According to all my spiritual experiences this far and thus far, I can say with a bit of and an ounce of confidence that my soul is my consciousness. Because even when I am physically unconscious I am still conscious. There is still an awareness.”
11:51AM: Jesse: “Just scheduled a transportation ride for my psychiatrist appointment. Absolutely looking forward to it. Now all that is next for me is to figure out what days I have open so that I may make my frequent return to the peer center. The sooner that I make my frequent comeback? The sooner that I can continue work on my album, which is currently 50% complete as of the typing of this date. Thank you Jesus.”
12:02PM: Jesse: “Since I always work on my album at the peer center. I am also waiting for my phone to have full battery before I can go back to sleep and sleep in for the rest of the day. I shall be waking up again to take my evening medications and to take a shower. I shall take my evening medications in between 6:30PM to 7:00PM. And I shall be taking a shower from 7:00PM to around 8:00PM. Anything past 9:00PM for a shower is too late for me. So I must monitor my time and use my time wisely, and I must be aware…..”
12:05PM: Jesse: “And when it comes to my sleep? I pray that the Lord of my soul Christ Jesus takes me into the spirit world, and teaches me wisdom about it. Because I am meant to understand the spirit world. Although I have this inherent fear about it. This is why I am scared to die. Because I have many upon many evil spirits and demons that want to see me, torture me, and deceive me. These demons are so many in fact, that they tend to cloud my own personal and intimate connection with Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. So I have a lot of more battling to do. That is for sure. But in the Holy Name of the Lamb? I can do it, and I shall win this fight. This deep spiritual fight in the spirit world.”
12:39PM: Jesse: “In the spirit world? According to my little knowledge and understanding of it? There is a constant battle for US, for us and our souls. And not a battle for our actions, but also a battle for who we are. Our very essence. Us. Our very soul. Us.”
12:42PM: Jesse: “Wow. I just saw evidence of how demons really feel about our Lord Jesus Christ. They fear Him. Even if they do hate Him, their hatred is driven by fear. They know of His power and strength, and they all fear His might. So these attacks upon me all stem from their inherent fear. They are scared of losing their torment with me. Oh well, they have already lost. Jesus is me, and I am He. We are one, not because I am an impostor, but because I love Him. I truly love Him.”
12:45PM: Jesse: “After I am done listening to this gospel song? I am going to listen to an audiobook of the Holy Bible. Thank you Jesus.”
1:00PM: Jesse: “I am currently on the bed right now. My cellphone is now currently at 100% battery power. And I am now going to sleep in, listening to both the Holy Bible audiobook, and YouTube videos about The Word.”
1:06PM: Jesse: “I need to be more confident in my faith with Christ. I cannot even let my family nor my friends get to me and my own intimate relationship with Him. With Jesus. It is only Jesus Christ, and myself. It is just us two against the world. And not just this world of earth, but in the spirit world as well. He is my only companion. I saw Jesus and felt Him when I gazed upon Axah. And there is something that I would like to reveal about Axah, and not until later on. Axah is a ****n. I shall share this later on. Which sucks because I have a certain song dedicated to him. But Jesus says that I should still release it. I even have a song about Voxsriin. And Jesus says I should still release it because He knows that these songs will not change my faith in Him. There is not a thing that will anymore. He is me and I am Him, and this is our journey together.”
1:20PM: Jesse: “According to my knowledge, the spirit world is a very real and tangible world but it is filled with matters of complex symbolism. And it seems to me that Jesus Christ is the only one that surpasses all of these complex symbols and symbolisms. He is ever living and everlasting. He is truly the only that I can sense in the spirit world that actually exists. Far beyond the ROMI (Realm of Mental Imagery). And far beyond the ROR (Realm of Reflections).”
1:36PM: Jesse: “I am going to work on the Forgiveness Project: A project that my soul has just came up with after realizing how serious forgiveness is to the God of the Holy Bible. Of how serious God is to our Lord Christ Jesus…. I am going to start this project by listing all the people that I hold personal grudges to and with and how I need to forgive them. I will be protecting their identities of course….”
1:41PM: Jesse: “Remind me to work on this Forgiveness Project on my free time. Or I could just start this project now…:
I forgive my female relative *****
I forgive my female relative *******
I forgive my male relative ***** ***
I forgive my female relative ***
I forgive my male relative ********
I forgive my male relative *********
I forgive all my bullies from all my schools and just the general public in general
I forgive those trolls online that have wronged me
I forgive myself, and shall always forgive myself
I forgive all the slight inconveniences that were caused, have been caused, and will be caused by others in my life.
I forgive everyone and everything. I love God. And I must follow His ways.”
1:45PM: Jesse: “Next project I would like to work on is the Selfless Love Project: To truly love a neighbor as I do myself. As Christ our Lord commanded in the Holy Scriptures.”
1:46PM: Jesse: “I am getting better at giving people grace, but not before I through a personal fit of anger and frustration at even their slightest bit of inconvenience. I am a work in progress. Truly.”
1:48PM: Jesse: “Gemini? How can I truly work to forgive someone. In the most healthy way possible.
And how can I forgive someone and let things go, all the while protecting my peace at the same time? Please list ways that I may do this.”
1:49PM: Gemini: “Forgiveness is a complex and deeply personal process. It's not about condoning harmful behavior, but rather about releasing yourself from the grip of resentment. Here's a breakdown of how to approach forgiveness in a healthy way, while protecting your peace:
Understanding Forgiveness:
* Forgiveness is for you:
* It's about freeing yourself from the emotional burden of anger, resentment, and bitterness.
* It's not necessarily about reconciling with the person who hurt you.
* Forgiveness is a process:
* It takes time, and it's not linear. You may experience setbacks, and that's okay.
* Be patient with yourself.
* Forgiveness is not forgetting:
* It's possible to forgive someone while still remembering what happened.
* Forgiveness allows you to process the memory without it controlling your present.
Steps to Healthy Forgiveness:
* Acknowledge your emotions:
* Allow yourself to feel the pain, anger, sadness, and other emotions that arise.
* Journaling, talking to a trusted friend, or seeking professional help can be beneficial.
* Gain perspective:
* Try to understand the situation from the other person's point of view, without excusing their behavior.
* Consider the factors that may have influenced their actions.
* It is very important to note, that this does not mean that you have to accept, or condone the actions.
* Choose to forgive:
* Make a conscious decision to release the burden of resentment.
* This doesn't mean you have to tell the person you forgive them, or even have contact with them.
* This is a personal decision, made for your own wellbeing.
* Practice empathy:
* Try to see the other person as a fellow human being who is also capable of making mistakes.
* This can help you develop compassion, which can facilitate forgiveness.
* Focus on self-care:
* Prioritize your emotional and physical well-being.
* Engage in activities that bring you joy and relaxation.
* Set healthy boundaries to protect yourself from further harm.
* Set Boundaries:
* This is how to protect your peace. Forgiveness does not mean that you allow the person who harmed you, to continue to harm you.
* You can forgive someone, and also completely cut off contact with them.
* You can forgive someone, and also limit contact with them.
* You can forgive someone, and also change the nature of your relationship with them.
* It is your right to protect your peace.
* Seek support:
* Talking to a therapist or counselor can provide valuable guidance and support.
* Support groups can also offer a sense of community and understanding.
Key Considerations:
* Safety:
* If you're in a situation where you feel unsafe, prioritize your safety.
* Forgiveness does not require you to stay in an abusive or harmful relationship.
* Self-compassion:
* Be kind and gentle with yourself throughout the forgiveness process.
* Acknowledge that it's okay to struggle, and that healing takes time.
By focusing on your own well-being and practicing self-compassion, you can navigate the process of forgiveness in a healthy and empowering way.”
2:01PM: Jesse: “I no longer recognize Axah. I no longer feel familiar with him. Who is he really? And why did I care about him so much when I met him for the first time in that video game of a dream? Hm. My soul tells me that Axah is not godly. Does Axah have power? Yes. But he is no match for the Lord of Entirety Jesus Christ.”
2:05PM: Jesse: “I love Jesus. The most I can ask for Him is to teach me and guide and to give me the wisdom of the spirit world. How the spirit world truly is. Thank you Lord.”
2:07PM: Jesse: “I want people to know that there is so much at stake in the spirit world. I cannot even begin to understand it myself. Simply describing it as a battle between Good and evil is such an understatement. It is also a battle between God and the opposer, the evil one.”
2:13PM: Jesse: “I feel as though our God YHWH only cares about the Israelites, and that Jesus Christ might only care about Jerusalem only. Where is the love for Africans as well?”
2:14PM: Soul: “You should know that when Jesus died on the cross? He died for all of creation-“
2:15PM: Jesse: “Human creation. Jesus our Christ died for all human creation.”
Soul: “Yes exactly, so that is why our God YHWH is not a racist. He just holds us accountable. You should know this, because you will need to explain yourself to Him upon your judgment, about all your sins, especially your sins with demons such as Voxsriin and Axah.”
2:17PM: Jesse: “Jesus Christ is no longer answering my question if he still wants me to keep the songs about Axah and Voxsriin. He is but only waiting to see my next move.”
2:18PM: Soul: “I understand that this is your way of letting these demons that you once thought cared about you go. This is your way of cutting ties with them completely, so I am going to say that yes it is okay to release those two songs. Just completely say goodbye to them once you do. Demons are not your friends, no matter how loving or concerned they seem.”
2:19PM: Jesse: “Yes.”
2:20PM: Jesse: “I have also discovered that I need to keep my spirit world to myself, and only share it either through my work or through my report logs, but it is nobody’s business how my relationship with mine and our Lord Jesus Christ progresses. Like I said, it is me and Christ against the worlds.”
2:21PM: Jesse: “I am going to break up with Axah. And I just had an idea! So I shall now include the word Goodbye before the titles of the songs about Axah and Voxsriin, to specifically mark that this is the last thing that I will have to do with them.”
2:22PM: Jesse to Soul: “Soul? There is a battle coming between me and Axah. I can sense it, I can see it, and I can feel it.”
2:23PM: Soul: “Talk to Jesus about it.”
Jesse: “Thanks. I just did.”
2:24PM: Jesse: “He did not say anything, but I know He understood and listened to me….”
Soul: “Good. That is good. That is very good.”
Jesse: “Yes.”
2:29PM: Jesse: “I can sense the Lord God. He is waiting for me….”
3:11PM: Jesse: “I am going to call these demons that are around me and try to sabotage and deceive me as jukes and jokers. They are a joke and I find it rather incredibly amusing that they think they have any power over me.”
3:12PM: Jesse: “I was able to do a minor scan on my power, and my soul possess is an extraordinary amount of power, strength, might, and resilience. All of these abilities which I can only describe come from the Lord God Jesus Christ himself. I would love to be His priest. So that I may minister to myself first, and then minister to those that need it. But yes, my soul is a Warrior of Christ. I believe that should be his name. For my soul. Warrior.”
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