Entry #42: Update Report Log

Current date:

Wednesday March 5th, 2025

Current Timezone: 

Pacific Standard Time

5:09PM: Jesse: “Ok. I have just posted my latest public report log and also a small Bible study that I was conducting on my own. I will also stop putting  hashtag in explore and hashtag explore page on my posts now because I do not want people trolling and spam reporting me, to basically try to get my account and platforms taken down. Unless I am promoting my movies and songs? I shall not use that hashtag anymore. My legacy will be a slow burner. A small candle surrounded by vast darkness! I will not go out with a bang, but as a silent everlasting song…”

5:12PM: Jesse: “Happy three-year anniversary again Winged (2022)! I love you and I would like to thank Jesus Christ for giving me the strength and perseverance needed to complete these projects! Thank you Lord.”

7:24PM: Jesse: “And yes. And yet another successful day is over. Thank you Jesus. Let tomorrow shine with your glory, if you do not take me by then. Thank you my Lord.”

7:25PM: Jesse: “I killed what appeared to me to be a bedbug. I just let the house manager know and he will call an exterminator soon. Thank you Jesus for protecting me.”

8:20PM: Jesse: “Ok. I am going to go to sleep now. Thank you Lord, and good night Christ. If I die in my sleep, let your will be done. Amen. Thank you.”

Current Date:

Thursday March 6th, 2025

Current Timezone:

Pacific Standard Time 

6:35AM: Jesse: “Thank you Jesus for giving me another chance at life today. I love you. Amen. May today help show your glory. Amen indeed.”

6:52AM: Jesse: “I am now done with work on Project 17 for the day. Thank you Lord and thank you Jesus.”

6:55AM: Jesse: “I am now on page 191 for Project 17 so far…. Instead of a six-page deduction, there is now a seven-page deduction. On record, it says that I have completed 198 pages, but there are a total of seven pages that and which are blank. So in reality and in technicality, I have completed 191 pages for Project 17. I am on a role today! And I am doing so well. I feel so negative mentally and internally, but I am progressing well regardless and still fighting the good fight. I love you Jesus, and thank you for your blessings.”

7:03AM: Jesse: “Wow 191 pages done and we are not even halfway through this movie. Wow . Thank you Jesus. You are always good.”

7:06AM: Jesse: “Oh ya and it is raining outside. It sounds hefty.”

7:23AM: Jesse: “The software converter that I will use for my album is now working and was successful! Thank you Jesus!.”

7:59AM: Jesse: “I just heard the word ‘spider’. Pardon? I’m sorry? Pardon me?”

8:08AM: Jesse: “I just saw a bright sparkle with my right eye that appeared in between 1 to 2 o’clock. It was bright and white. It looked acidic.”

9:25AM: Jesse: “Hey Gemini? How can I belt while I sing in a scientifically proven method that is the most optimal for my vocal health?

I would like to sing with as much power as possible as I am a gospel singer. Thanks.”

Gemini: “It's excellent that you're prioritizing vocal health while aiming for powerful belting! Belting, especially in a genre like gospel, requires a blend of technique and care. Here's a breakdown of scientifically informed approaches:

Key Principles for Healthy Belting:

 * Breath Support (Appoggio):

   * This is the foundation. It's about controlled exhalation, not pushing air.

   * Engage your diaphragm and lower abdominal muscles to regulate airflow. This provides a stable base for your sound.

   * Think of it as supporting the sound from below, rather than forcing it from your throat.

 * Vocal Fold Coordination:

   * Belting involves a specific coordination of the vocal folds, often described as a "mix" of chest and head voice.

   * It's crucial to avoid excessive tension in the vocal folds. This is where proper technique and training are vital.

   * The goal is to allow the vocal folds to vibrate efficiently, producing a powerful sound without strain.

 * Resonance and Placement:

   * Resonance refers to how sound vibrates in your vocal tract.

   * Proper placement involves directing the sound forward, into the "mask" of your face (the area around your nose and cheekbones).

   * This maximizes the efficiency of your sound, allowing you to project with less effort.

 * Posture and Relaxation:

   * Good posture is essential for optimal breathing and vocal fold function.

   * Stand tall, with your shoulders relaxed and your chest open.

   * Avoid unnecessary tension in your neck, jaw, and throat.

   * Relaxation is key, tension is the enemy of good singing.

 * Progressive Training:

   * Belting should be developed gradually.

   * Start with exercises that focus on breath support and vocal fold coordination.

   * Increase the intensity and range of your belting gradually, always listening to your body and avoiding strain.

Practical Tips:

 * Warm-up: Always warm up your voice before belting. This prepares your vocal folds for the demands of powerful singing.

 * Hydration: Drink plenty of water to keep your vocal folds lubricated.

 * Professional Guidance: Working with a qualified vocal coach is highly recommended. A coach can provide personalized feedback and guidance, helping you develop a healthy belting technique.

 * Listen to your body: If you feel any pain or discomfort, stop singing and rest your voice.

 * Consistant practice: Like any muscle, your vocal muscles need to be trained. So consistant practice is very important.

Important Considerations for Gospel Singing:

 * Gospel often involves sustained high notes and powerful vocal delivery.

 * This makes it even more crucial to prioritize vocal health.

 * Focus on developing a strong foundation in breath support and vocal fold coordination.

 * Learn to use dynamic variation, allowing for moments of softer singing to give your voice a break.

By following these principles and seeking professional guidance, you can develop a powerful and healthy belting technique that will serve you well in your gospel singing.”

9:34AM: Jesse: “I am currently listening to Mahalia Jackson, who is considered to be the ‘Queen of Gospel Music’. I just discovered her last night I believe. She passed away in the year of 1972 if I recall reading that correctly. I am transitioning from pop music to gospel music. This is the genre that I now choose to listen to. Thank you Jesus.”

9:42AM: Jesse: “I believe I am now interested in using the terms B.C. and A.D. now. I used to want to use B.C.E. and C.E. But now I want to use and understand time in the records of our Lord Jesus.”

11:28AM: Jesse: “I realize that in life, when it comes to life’s work, we are meant to glorify the Lord, especially the Gateway to God Himself, this being Jesus Christ. So life’s work does not mean careers necessarily, but it means the work you do for our Lord Jesus. This is what I am learning.”

11:32AM: Jesse: “I am going to work on loving Jesus Christ our Lord more and more slowly. Because if I am loving Him fast I am very impulsive and easily deceived by the enemy. So I am going to take my time and get to know Him more.”

11:35AM: Jesse: “I am also going to work on singing my songs more and much more slowly, taking my time on them. Because as gospel musician, I tend to have a fast rhythm. A fast rhythm that I cannot control. But I would like a much more slower and a much more controllable rhythm.”

11:37AM: Jesse: “And I will let my songs, and only my songs, be as naturally short as possible, but I am going to allow my movies to be as long as possible. But my songs will be a lot slower and more controlled from here on out. Thank you Lord.”

12:06PM: Jesse: “There will be a ceremony later on. An honorary ceremony to honor Yodh Heh Waw Heh Yahweh YHWH to evolve into His rightful higher rank as not just the KOTAH, but also as the Keeper of Entirety. Also known as the KOE.” 

12:07PM: Jesse: “I know what you might be thinking, is the Kotah a real person? No. He is not a real being. He is invisible and unreachable, but YHWH has been demoted in the past from His higher rank within my ROR (Realm of Reflections). And it is only up to me to set things right. To give Yahweh back His rightful rank. I am back, and He is back baby.”

1:08PM: Jesse: “I am currently in the wrong clinic location. LOL! And my spirit was telling me something was up as we were going in the wrong route. I did not recognize my surroundings. I need to listen to my spirit more. But thank you Jesus my peer specialist is coming to pick me up and take me back to the Emergency Housing shelter. I shall have to reschedule my appointment, set for next Thursday.”

1:18PM: Jesse: “My peer specialist is on their way, and I am thankful. But yes, I got the wrong address and the whole thing was my fault. It was an honest mistake. But I am going to rest after I get to the shelter. And then I am going to schedule for next Thursday officially on my way to the shelter shortly. Thank you Lord.”

1:28PM: Jesse: “The staff here at my wrong location gave me snacks! How kind of them. May God bless you.”

1:40PM: Jesse: “Thank you Jesus. For everything. For the money, for my peer support coming to pick me up, for showing yourself to me. For everything.”

1:43PM: Jesse: “The more and more that I read, the more that I tend to discover that Taco Bell is no longer worth the trouble, I shall only shop from grocery stores if the Lord so much allows it.”

1:49PM: Jesse: “Ugh I feel so powerless. The enemy is causing memory issues. And no matter how hard I try, I cannot get those memories back. This is so unproductive. Satan is messing with my entire flow.”

1:50PM: Jesse: “The Force of Jesus our God brought the memory back to me just now. I am to arrange the transportation for my clinic at the RIGHT location. Thank you Lord!”

2:25PM: Jesse: “It is currently hailing right now.”

2:27PM: Jesse: “I need to say something and I need to mention something: I now and am now beginning to see Jesus Christ as my future. There is no other destination for me. No other destination for me other than Christ. Jesus Christ is my destination.”

2:37PM: Jesse: “I am typing this down for note-keeping purposes: I need to learn to give people grace, and to give everything in life grace, I MUST remember this.”

3:06PM: Jesse: “I was able to get a large surplus of Taco Bell today. My first EBT Card purchase. Thank you Jesus.”

3:36PM: Jesse: “I just saw something from the corner of my right eye. Something that I cannot 100% explain.”

3:57PM: Jesse: “Oh and I got to the Emergency Housing ok, thank you Jesus once again, for everything. I ate and now I am full. And I am now listening to songs that praise thy name.”

4:01PM: Jesse: “My connection to Jesus Christ is a very complex one, even far more than my connection with Axah. I am connected to Jesus Christ in a way that goes beyond words and in a way that surpasses all understanding. I am Him and He is me, and we are truly one in love, union, and unity. I am not saying I am the Son of God Himself, I am saying that we are so intricately and intimately connected, that He and I are one. We are no longer separate, and the relationship between us will do nothing but grow from here on out.”

4:04PM: Jesse: “I would also like people to know that the devil Satan does indeed shapeshift. He does not always come back looking the same. He changes his form in order to try to deceive you in the worst way possible. Just thought you all should know that.”

4:07PM: Jesse: “I have to let Jesus Christ grow within me. I need allow Him to become me and I need to become all that He is, He is mine, and He is my purity. I must discover this. I must.”

4:10PM: Jesse: “My relationship with Christ will be taken to the next level once I accept that Jesus is me and I am He. We are one. I am not an impostor, only His piece. I belong with Him. And He gives me peace today.”

4:15PM: Jesse: “One thing I really like about Mahalia Jackson is how slow she sings her songs. She really takes her time to glorify Christ. And I can only find that admirable. Deeply and very admirable.”

4:16PM: Jesse: “I am feeling pain in the left upper side of my chest. Probably from all those burritos that I just ate.”

4:20PM: Jesse: “Mahalia Jackson’s name is pronounced as follows if I recall correctly: (Muh-hey-lee-uh Jak-sin or Jak-sun).”

4:33PM: Jesse: “Jesus Christ is invisible. And what I mean by this is, it is very VERY hard to see Him and His face. The only confirmed information we have of Him is from the Bible, as per John’s account of Him as stated in the Book of Revelation.”

4:46PM: Jesse: “The Lord has me in a trance. He always does.”

4:50PM: Jesse: “I was rebuking this evil spirit around Jesse and I saw a shadow come out and leave forward from my body.”

4:51PM: Jesse: “I am getting advanced knowledge and wisdom from Jesus Christ. For this current lesson? He is currently choosing to teach me about His power and how it operates. I will describe it in two words: Holding Power.”