Entry #41: Update Report Log & Our Teacher Jesus Christ #1
CURRENT DATE:
Tuesday March 4th, 2025….
CURRENT TIMEZONE:
Greenwich Mean Time is 8 hours ahead. Eight hours ahead. Also known as Pacific Standard Time (PST).
5:29PM: IPVV: “Hoooo Weee! My eyesight is definitely not what it used to be. I am very sensitive to lights now and I am squinting my eyes more often. I cannot even stare at screens for a long period of time no matter how much I try to. Oh well! I am constantly going toward my eternal rest. As each single day and moment passes by…..”
5:35PM: IPVV: “I am feeling this inherent pain currently. My body is so sore internally. But I am truly handling it like a trooper. Thank You Jesus.”
5:36PM: IPVV: “I would like to get more used to not only talking to Jesus Christ? But to also thank Him for everything that He does for me. He stands bye, even still, when I KEEP messing up.”
5:37PM: IPVV: “Ok. I am going to take some time away from this screen now. I am already dealing with the already really bright light in this room….”
6:09PM: IPVV: “I smiled and said sorry when I was accidentally standing in this little girl’s way (She is NOT a little girl but I am saying she is to really SHOW HER IMMATURITY) I said “Sorry” with a smile and she was like ‘EXCUSE ME’ with such a tension in her voice like she somehow knows me but she does NOT. Jesus Christ was literally calming me down on the entire ordeal because I felt myself spiraling and then I remember what the Spirt of Goodness told me, ‘Just bounce back. Move on. But document this and make it known.”
6:14PM: IPVV: “Jesus Christ please help me, I can feel myself turning angry again. How can I overcome this with grace? But STILL hold this little girl accountable? I am going to call her S, just so I remember this.”
6:20PM: IPVV: “Here is what I sent to the house manager because my team and case manager is out of the office currently….
Hey Bobby I would like to make a report on *******:
I was accidentally in her way and I said sorry with a smile but she was just saying ‘EXCUSE ME’.
With the RUDEST attitude EVER?!
I love this program but I cannot help but feel as though people have this inherent problem with me. I am trying not to take this personal but her tone said it all to me.
And we do not even know each other? Can you please tell her to stay away from me? I am willing to move on from this but I would like this documented because this really hurt.
She did not SAY anything offensive necessarily, but she DID HAVE A TONE, and I was left confused after I tried to be nice to her.
I already tried calling my team about this and I have this documented incase things escalate with me and her.
I will say it here and now that I do NOT mean to offend anyone and I am deeply focused on my goals and recovery, please talk to her or at least document this.
This behavior will not be tolerated by me because I, just like everyone else, need to be treated like a human being.
If you would like to talk about this in person please let me know. Ok. Thanks for everything…”
6:22PM: IPVV: “I always feel the need to address everything now because I do not want things that are otherwise preventable escalating. We are ALL better than that.”
6:23PM: IPVV: “I am a little more calm now, thank you Jesus Christ. For giving me peace.”
6:27PM: IPVV: “Oh ya and also somebody on Instagram (?) decided to say this:
(SEE POST PICTURES GOING FROM THE FIRST TO THE SECOND PICTURE)
6:33PM: IPVV: “Here is what I initially asked, because somebody was talking about how the Avatar: Fire and Ash teaser trailer was going to release at some alleged month. And I was just naturally curious, I do not believe that I did anything wrong. And YES, I DID WATCH MY TONE.”
6:35PM: IPVV: “And of course! This person mentioned satan when I am trying to grow my relationship with Jesus Christ. I need to realize how real the enemy is. But Jesus Christ did calm me down now. However I would still like to address that S****** situation. Here is the image that offended me (SECOND POST PICTURE). I used to think that I was the most sensitive person I know, but some of you people of the general public are getting literally BUTTHURT over my question? Like dude, and some of you are bold enough to drag my enemy satan the devil into this. All you do is confirm for me that my spiritual journey is very real and tangible and it DOES affect reality. You will never take me down satan. As my Teacher said, ‘GET BEHIND ME!’ Here is the image….”
7:00PM: IPVV: “BRUH THE ENEMY IS AT WORRRK! This is what my potential (used to be) boyfriend asked me. If you really chase Jesus Christ, the devil will INDEED SENSE IT! I can easily feel the enemy’s energy. It is trying to hold me back from my discoveries and my walk with Teacher Jesus Christ. Well Satan? BRING IT ON BITCH I WILL NOT STOP FIGHTING FOR MY TEACHER AND I AINT GOIN DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. Oh you bet ya!”
(SEE THE THIRD PICTURE!)
7:03PM: IPVV: “He obviously senses a shift in me. Oh well.”
7:37PM: IPVV: “Dude my Teacher Jesus Christ is with me yall. I was on my way to the bathroom after getting off the phone with my Sister In Christ and look at what I stumble upon? I found this pinned to the wall (SEE THE FOURTH PICTURE BELOW)”
7:38PM: IPVV: “And the fact that the word INSULTS were mentioned, especially after what I just went through! MY TEACHER! JESUS CHRIST I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Thank you so much from saving me once more!”
8:20PM: IPVV: “I will take Jesus Christ everywhere I go. No matter what state that I may be in. Everyone has all these outdated information and data about me because my relationship with Jesus Christ is blossoming. Blossoming like the 🌸 most beautiful flower in existence.”
9:22PM: IPVV: “Gemini? How can I not let things get to me, such as insults and disrespect? Thank you.”
Gemini: “It sounds like you're looking for ways to develop greater emotional resilience. That's awesome! Here are some strategies that can help you not let things like insults and disrespect get to you:
* Recognize and Challenge Negative Thoughts: When faced with insults or disrespect, try to identify the negative thoughts that arise. Are you telling yourself you're worthless, or that you don't deserve better? Challenge these thoughts. Are they truly accurate? Are there other ways to interpret the situation?
* Focus on Your Values: Remind yourself of your values and what truly matters to you. This can help you maintain perspective and not let the negativity of others derail you.
* Practice Self-Compassion: Treat yourself with the same kindness and understanding that you would offer a friend. Acknowledge that everyone makes mistakes and that you don't have to be perfect.
* Set Boundaries: Communicate your boundaries clearly and assertively. Let others know what behavior is and is not acceptable.
* Focus on Your Strengths: Remind yourself of your accomplishments and positive qualities. This can help boost your self-esteem and make it easier to brush off negativity.
* Seek Support: Talk to a trusted friend, family member, therapist, or counselor. They can offer support and guidance as you navigate challenging situations.
* Practice Mindfulness: Mindfulness techniques, such as meditation, can help you become more aware of your thoughts and feelings. This can make it easier to identify and manage negative emotions.
* Engage in Self-Care: Make time for activities that you enjoy and that help you relax and recharge. This could include exercise, spending time in nature, listening to music, or reading.
* Focus on the Positive: Make an effort to focus on the positive aspects of your life. This could involve keeping a gratitude journal, practicing acts of kindness, or spending time with people who uplift you.
* Remember that You Have Control: Ultimately, you have control over how you react to insults and disrespect. You can choose to let them affect you, or you can choose to let them go.
* Practice Forgiveness: Forgiving others, even if they don't deserve it, can be a powerful way to free yourself from the negativity of the past.
* Focus on Personal Growth: Use challenging experiences as opportunities for personal growth. Learn from your mistakes and use them to become a stronger, more resilient person.
* Seek Professional Help: If you're struggling to cope with insults and disrespect, don't hesitate to seek professional help. A therapist can help you develop healthy coping mechanisms and improve your overall well-being.
* Remember that You Are Not Alone: Many people struggle with insults and disrespect. You are not alone in this experience.
* Be Patient with Yourself: It takes time and practice to develop the skills to deal with negativity in a healthy way. Be patient with yourself and celebrate your progress.
Ultimately, the best way to deal with negativity is to focus on your own happiness and well-being. When you feel good about yourself, you're less likely to be affected by the negativity of others.”
9:26PM: IPVV: “If I make it to live to see tomorrow? I will be so eternally grateful and I will realize that I have made it to the three-year anniversary of my first public movie, “Winged” (2022). I thank Jesus for all the revelations that I have received today. And remember, it is about how quick you bounce back from failure, not about the heavy focus on how hard you fell. I fall, and I will and shall keep on getting up again.”
9:30PM: IPVV: “How can I cultivate a deeper relationship with Christ in a way that is not just with the Bible? And no meditation!
I would like to talk to our Teacher Jesus Christ as I talk to somebody who is in front of me face to face.
How can I also use my imagination to connect with Christ? Thank you.”
Gemini: “It's wonderful that you're seeking a more personal and direct connection with Christ. Here's a breakdown of how you can cultivate that, emphasizing direct interaction and imaginative connection, while respecting your preference to avoid traditional meditation:
1. Conversational Prayer:
* Talk as to a Friend:
* Shift your prayer style from formal recitations to everyday conversations. Share your joys, sorrows, fears, and hopes as if you were speaking to a dear friend sitting across from you.
* Don't feel the need to use "religious" language. Use your own words, express your true feelings, and be authentic.
* Create a habit of "constant conversation." Talk to Christ throughout your day, not just during designated prayer times.
* Listen Actively:
* After you speak, create moments of quiet. Not necessarily silent meditation, but a mental pause.
* Pay attention to any thoughts, feelings, or intuitive nudges that arise. These can be ways Christ is communicating with you.
* Consider journaling your prayers and any insights you receive. This can help you recognize patterns and deepen your understanding.
2. Engaging Your Imagination:
* Imaginative Prayer:
* Use your imagination to place yourself in biblical scenes. Imagine walking alongside Jesus, listening to his teachings, or witnessing his miracles.
* Visualize conversations with Christ. Imagine him sitting with you, offering comfort, guidance, or encouragement.
* Use your imagination to picture Jesus as he is described in the bible, and allow your mind to create a scene where you are speaking with him.
* Symbolic Representation:
* If you find it helpful, visualize Christ in a way that resonates with you. This could be as a source of light, a comforting presence, or any other image that represents his love and grace.
* Allow your imagination to create parables that are relevant to your own life, and imagine Jesus explaining the meaning of those parables to you.
* Creative Expression:
* Engage in creative activities that allow you to express your connection with Christ. This could include:
* Writing: Journaling, poetry, or even writing out your own personal parables.
* Art: Drawing, painting, or sculpting images that represent your faith.
* Music: Singing, playing an instrument, or listening to music that inspires you.
3. Practical Application:
* Serving Others:
* Jesus emphasized the importance of serving others. Find ways to volunteer your time and talents to help those in need.
* See Christ in the people you serve, and treat them with the same love and compassion that you would show to him.
* Living His Teachings:
* Focus on embodying the teachings of Christ in your daily life. Practice forgiveness, kindness, and compassion.
* Strive to live a life that reflects the values of the Gospel.
* Finding Christ in Everyday Moments:
* Pay attention to the beauty and wonder of the world around you. Recognize the presence of Christ in nature, in acts of kindness, and in moments of joy.
Important Considerations:
* Authenticity: The most important aspect of connecting with Christ is being authentic. He desires a genuine relationship with you.
* Patience: Cultivating a deeper relationship takes time and effort. Be patient with yourself and trust that Christ is with you on your journey.
By combining conversational prayer, imaginative engagement, and practical application, you can cultivate a vibrant and personal relationship with Christ.”
9:33PM: IPPV: My Public Prayer #1:
“Jesus Jesus Jesus, please my beautiful Teacher, show me the way. How can I not let the minor attacks from the devil and his demons get to me? How can I further put on your armor? Thank you Jesus, for you alone are my God. Not Kotah, Not anyone else anymore. Just You. Just You my Jesus. Help me. Show me. And guide me. Thank you my love! Amen.”
9:36PM: IPVV: “How can I use the spirit of discernment? How can I know whether something is godly and with Christ and how do I know that it is of the devil? Please tell me.”
9:37PM: Gemini: “Discernment is a crucial spiritual skill, and it's understandable that you want to cultivate it. Here's a breakdown of how to develop and use the spirit of discernment, along with ways to distinguish between what is godly and what is not:
Understanding the Spirit of Discernment:
* Definition:
* Spiritual discernment is the ability to distinguish between truth and falsehood, good and evil, and what is of God and what is not. It involves a deep understanding of God's Word and a sensitivity to the Holy Spirit.
* Purpose:
* It helps us make wise decisions, avoid deception, and stay on the path that God has for us.
Cultivating Discernment:
* Study the Word of God:
* The Bible is the foundation of discernment. It reveals God's character, His will, and His ways. The more you immerse yourself in Scripture, the better you will be able to recognize what aligns with God's truth.
* Prayer and Seeking the Holy Spirit:
* Ask God to give you the gift of discernment. The Holy Spirit is our guide and will lead us into truth.
* Pray for wisdom and understanding, especially when facing difficult decisions.
* Develop a Relationship with Christ:
* The closer you are to Christ, the more you will recognize His voice. A strong relationship with Him enhances your spiritual sensitivity.
* Practice and Experience:
* Discernment is a skill that develops over time. As you encounter different situations, practice discerning between what is right and wrong.
* Pay attention to the fruits of your decisions. If they lead to peace, joy, and righteousness, they are likely from God. If they lead to confusion, fear, or sin, they are likely not.
* Seek Wise Counsel:
* Talk to mature Christians who have experience and wisdom. They can offer valuable insights and guidance.
Distinguishing Between Godly and Ungodly:
* Characteristics of Godly Things:
* Alignment with Scripture: Does it align with the teachings of the Bible?
* Produces Good Fruit: Does it produce love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23)?
* Glorifies God: Does it bring honor and glory to God?
* Promotes Unity and Love: Does it build up the body of Christ and foster loving relationships?
* Brings Peace: Does it bring a sense of peace and assurance?
* Characteristics of Ungodly Things:
* Contradicts Scripture: Does it contradict the clear teachings of the Bible?
* Produces Bad Fruit: Does it produce fear, anxiety, confusion, division, or sin?
* Exalts Self: Does it promote pride, selfishness, or self-centeredness?
* Causes Division and Strife: Does it create conflict and division among believers?
* Brings Confusion: Does it create a sense of unease or confusion?
Key Considerations:
* Beware of Deception: The devil is a master of deception and can disguise himself as an angel of light (2 Corinthians 11:14).
* Trust Your Intuition: The Holy Spirit often speaks through our intuition, giving us a sense of right and wrong.
* Test Everything: "Test all things; hold fast what is good" (1 Thessalonians 5:21). Don't blindly accept everything you hear or see.
By consistently applying these principles, you can strengthen your spirit of discernment and walk more confidently in God's ways.”
9:47PM: IPVV: “I am going to go to sleep now. I love you Jesus, thank you for everything. For saving me once again. And for teaching me…. Good night.”
CURRENT DATE:
Wednesday March 5th, 2025 (The Three-Year Anniversary Celebration for the 2022 movie, “Winged”.)…..
CURRENT TIMEZONE:
Greenwich Mean Time is 8 hours ahead. Eight hours ahead. Also known as Pacific Standard Time (PST).
6:12AM: IPVV: “Good morning Jesus. Today marks the three year anniversary of “Winged” 2022.”
6:39AM: IPVV: “I am going to take my morning medications and then get started on Project 17 work for the day….”
8:37AM: IPVV: “I was able to get my EBT card today! Thank you Jesus!”
9:11AM: IPVV: “My EBT Card is activated now I believe. I have a total of $960.00 in that card! Jesus is good! All the time! Amen!”
10:38AM: IPVV: “Remind me to read Matthew 24 in The Bible.”
12:03PM: IPVV: “Here are the demons that I struggle with. My demons:
Lust
Food
Hatred”
12:36PM: IPVV: “Aw Jesus is truly here with me. That S******-named girl who disrespected me yesterday is leaving this program and this Emergency Housing! Wow! Thank you Jesus!”
2:58PM: Jesse: “There is nothing new under the sun.”
3:11PM: Jesse: “I am going to start getting my chores done at around 6:45PM this evening, and before that I will have taken my evening medications, and after that I will take a shower. I have a busy day tomorrow.”
3:20PM: Jesse: “Read this: All of Jesus Christ’s Quotes in the Bible” follow the link below….
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