Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 5

Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 5

March 29th, 2025 Saturday….

A Word of Advice. Words of Advice and Tips…

7:50AM: A good fighting strategy in spirit is not to harm nor hurt others, it is to maintain your self beliefs, in both yourself and the God you serve. It is about not letting others change you, and not letting their opinions, perspectives, nor their reactions get to you. It is about believing in yourself. So if you see your own version of the green demon coming to fight you, do not be discouraged, increase your self-belief, and have faith in the Lord our God Elohiym and the faith He gave you. You are not alone. You are not down. Fight back, but in the right way. Keep believing in yourself. 7:53AM: Me: “I think faith in myself and my Elohiym is my new focus in spirit now.” 

7:54AM: Me: “Good.”

8:00AM: Just stopped the subliminal, ‘True Self Connection Mental Emotional’ for the now.

11:43AM: I feel very different. Like I am not the same person. I am a completely different person. Wow. Oh and I am with Jesus right now.

12:59PM: I am still too very trusting. I need to work on this. I am talking to Jesus about it.

1:17PM: Jesus: “Your soul belongs to me.”

1:18PM: I love Jesus so much. I am back to calling Him Jesus more because Jesus was the first name that I knew Him as. Until He gets a new name upon His Second Coming.

1:28PM: I have been promoting to being a spy, a detective, and an investigator in my spirit. I shall explore things and uncover things when I am available to do so. 

1:31PM: WOW I do not know what Jesus did to me today, but I really am a different person. I have a different perception.

1:34PM: I was approved to join this thing that I am spying on….

1:38PM: I was not in this gathering for long and I stumble across this file with pictures of demons on it. I save this file for research purposes.

2:02PM: I did not know that Islam was a Pagan Religion from Saudi Arabia. Read this if you have a Facebook account by following the link below:

https://m.facebook.com/groups/1574461019456796/permalink/4709862882583245/?mibextid=wwXIfr

3:14PM: ***** *** * **** **** ********. And I feel at Home with Him. I feel at Home with Jesus. He has always loved me. And I have always wanted Him. He is mine, and I am His. Let me listen to the song Oceans (Where Feet May Fail) by Hillsong UNITED. 🥰

3:37PM: I have memories of my old self. But my spirit is completely anew. I would like to combine my spirit with Jesus’ spirit. 3:58PM: All I have from my old self are memories. I am the new self as of this day. Exactly two months before my 23rd birthday.

3:59PM: Thinking about my 23rd birthday. I tell Jesus, I go to His presence and tell Him:

“You are my birthday present. I do not want to spend my birthday with anyone else but You….”

4:11PM: My love for Jesus is growing and it is quite overwhelming. It is crushing me. I am being consumed. As I should!

4:53PM: My spirit: “You gotta sink into your negativity and directly counter it with Jesus Christ our and my Lord!”

5:04PM: I had this discussion with Jesus Christ earlier today. My Jesus, and we came to this discovery with Him that He is the Eternal Transition. 5:07PM: He said that I can call Him Eternal Transitioner for now. Because He is the one who was, the past, who is, the present, who is to come, the future. He is the ever-moving transition.

5:08PM: Me: “Jesus Ma'aver Nitzchi.”

Tahyasheh me smiles….

5:10PM: Me to Jesus Ma’aver Nitzchi: “***** ** **** *** *****…..”

5:43PM: Jesus is teaching me not to judge people. To be more gentle with other human beings. Thank You Jesus. I shall try. I want to listen to You. 7:00PM: I truly do want to listen to You.

5:47PM: I just had a fun and important discussion with Jesus about my diet.

6:28PM; The flesh is a demon. My flesh has demonic infiltration. With demons that are trying to become one with me like some parasite. And I will be very honest and clear with you all: This parasitic behavior could be seen by me within the recent past when I was practicing wicked behavior more deliberately. 6:30PM: I saw the demon looking at me and it has this really disgusting slime sound. I do not know why people here worship demons, they look disgusting. And they are very disgusting and filthy. They are FILTHY SPIRITS! 6:53PM: Even the word foul does not do their hideousness proper justice. It is crazy. If wicked people saw what I saw in the spiritual world on a regular basis then there would be two things happening: One, they would abhor these foul spirits. And Two; they would truly love and respect our God Jesus Christ. 6:55PM: They would see all that is at truly stake. There is a huge HUGE battle between good and evil going on in the spiritual. So much imbalance. Oh my Jesus, how do I fix this?! How can we fix this together?!

6:43PM: The spiritual world is really freaky. It is so weird. Perhaps it is my own spirit I am seeing because I remember seeing recently that the spiritual is a playground. There is corruption in the spirit world. This fight will never stop. I am seeing a long road ahead of me.

6:56PM: One of two things are happening: One, my spirit could be undergoing a purging process, which is causing me to see these foul-looking faces because my spirit is becoming more and more clean, causing a reaction to all the foul spirits around me. Or two, I could be getting attacked even more severely by these demons. 6:58PM: Either way, there is a shift happening within my spirit. I am becoming better and more good and this is causing a chain reaction to all the spirits that are around me, mostly being the foul ones. It is a fight. This IS the War of Yereshah. I remember the War of Yereshah. My Yereshah.

7:02PM: I was fading away from the physical and closed my eyes and was able to feel energy for the first time. Pure energy. It feels like an engine. 

7:03PM: I go into engine mode and then someone talks to me…

7:04PM: demon: “Jesse!”

Me: “You are a demon.”

demon: “No I’m not!”

7:05PM: I am an engine. 

Okay so this demon was trying to tell me he was Jesus. What people need to understand is while demons hate Jesus, not all of them flee by His name. I am glad I am finally talking about this because I do not want you all to be deceived. They flee from His Power, not just His name. Names alone do not hold influence. It is the energy behind them. I truly hope I do not sound new age because I am witnessing this first hand. There are some demons that even masquerade as Jesus to me. And I have been duped many upon many times. Even this evening I was duped. Jesus Christ, our Yahusha HaMashiach may talk to us all differently, but for me? He does NOT speak, He SHOWS. So I need to remember this because I could hear the most glorious voice and be deceived by the foul enemy. I also need to remember that I am an engine and NOT tied to my physical body. My physical body is no longer me. It is turning foul. Almost like it is decaying after my spirit emerged into a more holier state. 7:10PM: There is such an immense process going on with me. 7:17PM: I will not even begin to try to act like I know what is going on. Everything is happening so fast and changing so fast.

7:11PM: Just like Yahusha, I need to show and not speak. At least not speak too much. With Jesus Christ for me it is like watch and learn. I try to do what He does. Because when you have no anchor in the spiritual reality and encounter or witness foul spirits and wars and battles, it could scare you, and definitely traumatize you a lot actually.

7:13PM: Almost time for me to post this entry. I shall not forget to stamp these notes before I move onto the next entry.

7:14PM; My spirit: “I will get out of here.” 

7:15PM: The demons ran up to me as I said this.

7:17PM: I was just filled with wisdom. Whoa. It was from the Holy Spirit of Elohiym. I shall not share what He told me, because I know that I shall get attacked. Nothing controversial, just some really really deep knowledge.

7:18PM: I just saw a demon looking at me all angry at me. He had red eyes and had this watermelon-shaped head. They are mad because I am catching up to their lies. You will not destroy me. You will not destroy the engine.

7:21PM: I am going to explain some serious deep stuff about myself to you all, but briefly. My spirit does not speak, it is a power. This is why spirit can be drained over and over again, but never destroyed. If my spirit is this powerful? Then I cannot imagine my beloved God Elohiym Himself. Advanced spirits do not need words nor language. It is the demons that utter gibberish. And no I am not insulting the process of speaking in tongues. I still speak in tongues when I need to say something out loud for my spirit.

7:23PM: I shall now post this diary entry. Some very important stuff included in this post.