Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 4
Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 4
March 28th, 2025 Friday
10:36AM: I generated a thorn in the mental spirit and jabbed it into my chest. It sent a shock of pain and hurt. I had to do this for some reason.
10:44AM: I have generated hope inside of the Emotional Spirit. Now bringing it into the active physical. I must remember this. I must remember hope.
1:48PM: When I saw a detailed picture of my eyes at the eye doctor, I was able to sense the world beneath that is my body. I saw the cosmos floating in the mental spirit.It was such a surreal experience! I will add this into my spiritual journal. Just this tidbit.
A Little Bit of My Toxic Past…
1:58PM: I try not to hide who I am and I always strive to be open about my struggles. I strive to be beneficially vulnerable. Regardless of how people think to me, they are not coming with me into the spiritual. This is my journey, and if you hate me after reading this, that is fine, but I forgive myself now and finally.
1:59PM: When I was in elementary school, super young. I was best friends with this kid was legally blind, he needed a cane. We were great friends, but I was toxic and hurtful sometimes, and I remember I was wild, violent, loud, and rude to him. I ended up apologizing to him before I moved elementary schools and he forgave me if I remember correctly. But I never got over it. I would just hope and ask to be judged for what I did because I felt bad. One notable hurtful memory to me is when I pushed him and he became bruised. I even bullied his little sister. I still remember what my teacher said. I never forgave myself until now.
2:02PM: Why am I telling you all this you may ask? Because now my vision is having problems too. The Lord heard me and He has answered my prayers of judgement. I try to be accountable to others, but even myself. I was so toxic back then as a child and in a way? I see this eye doctor visit and learning that I may go blind later in my life as a good thing. I thank Elohiym because He heard me about my prayers of judgement! Now I actually feel like I can let this baggage go. My actions imprisoned my spirit for so long. I love that friend and I hope he is doing well right now. I shall not mention his name in order to protect his privacy.
2:05PM: You all may nag at me saying ‘God is Love’ and ‘God Forgave’ and this and that, but He knows me better than you all and He knew that my spirit would never be at peace from this situation if I did not pay for it somehow.
2:06PM: I am so optimistic now because He heard me and is repaying me according to my works. As He said He would in the Bible. Thank You Elohiym. Thank You for setting my spirit free!
4:48PM: Ok I am experiencing what I call overflow. I cannot say much because it will take me out of the experience. But it is when I literally see this reality change. the shapes, the people, everything expect for myself. And I am seeing so many things. It is when my spirit crosses over to my physical body. So many weird things happen during this period. I am seeing what appears to be the gates of Mount Olympus? I do not even follow these Greeks! I never have. I also see Jesus! My Yahusha. Omg. I think I need to record a voice message of this experience. I will be right back. And there is something maturely growing in this physical world. This is SUCH AN ANOMALY. I do not truly know what is going on here. All I call it is the Overflow, because I am experiencing an overflow of everything!
5:12PM: Okay. Let me include the voice recording of me explaining what the Overflow is. I also have a video explaining what the Overflow is. Well, to the best of my ability because this stuff is quite complex.
5:15PM: Here is the link to explaining the Overflow:
https://drive.google.com/file/d/1_E0o-Szz8d31yCBxVFlQZWRwHg-Au8fh/view?usp=drivesdk
5:16PM: I hope I explained it better. Also watch the video to this post down below. It is the second video following my title picture……. The end of the video is partially muted because my alarm ringed. Sorry.
*VIDEO NOT INCLUDED HERE ON THIS PLATFORM. SEE MY FACEBOOK VERSION OF THIS ENTRY INSTEAD. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE FACEBOOK POST CONTAINING THE VIDEO:
Fast Forward. Time-Jumping Over One Hour….
8:57PM: Fast-forward over three hours later, everything looks normal when I look at this video. No shapes. So this is evidence and proof that it is my subjective vision. Because as it was happening everything looked very different and changed, now I appear normal in the video. The Overflow event has worn off. Until next time. I do not know what it is.
Time Jump Over.
7:43PM: I was pulled into the spiritual recently. The spiritual world is a playground filled with fun and wisdom. Everyone there seems so happy. I wanna play 🥹
My Most Current New Name….
7:47PM: What I experienced was the spiritual gate that is right beyond my physical. I cannot imagine the fullness of Shamayim Heaven and finally being in the presence of my Elohiym. The Joy in His presence would completely overtake me. Because when I say I go to Him, there is still a physical veil. If I were with Him directly in spiritual I would completely explode with happiness. I must focus on Joy. Today was a monumental day. I am going to have a new name for myself….
7:50PM: Discussion for my new name is beginning and there is a decision in progress.
7:51PM: My new name is Tahayashem. 😊 It is literally Hebrew for ‘Be There’. This is such a fitting name for me. 😊 I am filled with so much joy. I must work for the joyousness of our Elohiym. 😊
March 29th, 2025….
4:23AM: I was learning about the ‘Words of Gaylor’. Although I was too tired to learn such a lesson. I just saw someone standing in front of me talking to me about the Words of Gaylor and I do not even know what it is. Maybe I can ask Yahweh about it later.
6:39AM: Playing the subliminal True Self Connection Mental Emotional again. I shall not say who created it to protect their privacy.
6:40AM: I go to Yahweh.
6:41AM: Me: “Yahweh? What are the Words of Gaylor?”
Yahweh: “I do not know what this is. But I could check for you. Would you like me to check for you?”
Me: “Yes please. Somebody talked to my physical body Jesse about it while we were on the bed this morning.”
6:42AM: Yahweh acknowledges what I said. 6:46AM: Although I was not able to pick up on His response.
6:47AM: I am singing in both Emotional and Mental Spirit. It overwhelmed Yahweh in a positive way, and those that were around me.
6:49AM: I went to Elohiym and I started singing. He said on His throne: “Jesse. I can hear you singing…”
6:50AM: Why does my Elohiym call me Jesse in spirit? Even Jesus my Yahusha calls me Jesse. I believe the name Jesse is an emotional chain on my spirit. I do not want to be tied to it there in spirit. But I am okay if I am referred to Jesse Nganga Njoki here on the papers and legal documents of this earth. My current legal name is Jesse Nganga Munka. 6:51AM: Munka was from my earth father. But I am working on changing it to my maiden name. Which is Njoki. From my earth mother.
6:53AM: Me: “Elohiym, why do you still call me Jesse?”
6:54AM: Elohiym: “You shall see soon enough.”
6:55AM: I take a deep breath. I look down with my eyes closed and say: “Protected from any sort of attack.” This is one of the affirmations that the True Self Connection Mental Emotional subliminal states.
A Brief Description of My Beginnings and History….
6:58AM: Me: “I suppose my Elohiym calls me Jesse because Jesse was my beginning. It is my most ancient name because in the spirit before I came to the physical I was floating in deep darkness with no name. And then suddenly the first thing I saw and was born with was my vision. There were white sparkles that showed up first. Although I do not have any memories of my initial birth here onto the earth as Jesse.”
7:01AM: I have a new name now and it is Tahayashem. This is my new name for the remainder of my spirit journey here on the earth. And when my time here on earth is over? I shall no longer have a name anymore. Elohiym may have a new name to call me when I meet Him on His judgement seat, but I do not know. Only time shall tell. This is what I can see in the future through Mental Spirit, but I shall no longer have a name, a body, a form, etc. It shall take me a while for myself to adjust to the new environments of the new realm which is in the spirit after my time here on earth is done. I can already see that.
Discussion about the Spiritual….
7:08AM: Oh and the spirit does not consist of just consciousness. The spirit also consists of one’s free will and choice. I just wanted to clear that misconception because people here on earth, especially in the witchcraft and demonic community, say that the soul is only consciousness. It is not. It is also an individual’s free will and choice.
7:10AM: Oh yes and also, the soul and spirit are the same thing. They are the same concept in terms of tangibility, but they may not be the same in terms of literal definition. Our world here in the physical is so distorted.
Onto More Updates….
7:11AM: I was just told by my spirit that the gateways to the spiritual world for me are through mental and emotional spirit. I must train these two divisions of my spirit using my willpower and also faith.
7:19AM: I am seeing memories of when I was on the bed doing spiritual work on myself, before I took my Elohiym more seriously of course. 😊
7:20AM: The spiritual world is crazy. There are things in there that do not make any sense at all. And it bothers me that there are people who criticize me on my spiritual journey by saying it is not normal. Of course it is not daft one. It is the spiritual for goodness sake! It is NOT SUPPOSED to be normal! I guess it is just human nature to make sense of everything. Even the things that are SO FAR beyond us. The sooner you learn how strange and weird life and existence are, the better.
7:23AM: It is almost time for me to post this next entry of the spiritual journal.
7:25AM: I shall just go ahead and post this journal entry now.
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