Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 2

Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry 2

Wednesday March 26th, 2025

9:31PM: Wow we actually moved. Still using my personal forgotten zone method, this method really works! It release baggage instantly as you train yourself to forget about the experience. Anyway, I felt jolted out of my physical body, almost leaving it entirely. I do not believe in astral projection. Such terminology opens spreads to demonic influence. Just putting that disclaimer.

9:46PM: Was working with the forgotten zone strategy, and I was able to see this black bubble from the corner of my eye. Also? Our natural state is an expansion. We are constantly expanding, and evolving, and growing. The vital key steps to a fulfilling and sustainable prosperous life is the Word of Elohiym, also known as the Holy Bible.

9:49PM: It feels as though I am experiencing my life in flashes now. Like I am going through a movie playing all my memories, even though we are in the present moment and I have logically not experienced these moments before. It is like this life is but a flash. Hm…

10:00PM: My raw spirit sounds tortured. Like he sounds weak. I was able to get quiet and easily hear that form of my spirit.

10:02PM: I was working even more focusing further on the forgotten zone method through my hearing of this song, ‘Etherial Choir Ascends’ by Doug Maxwell, and my left ear, the one that was closest to my cellphone device, started ringing. Even more evidence that this method that I am using, the FZ, forgotten zone, method definitely works. It is in our nature to forget things in this life, we need to train ourselves to remember through the forgetting. I probably do not make any sense, but this method works and is a great way to put what you are praying for into effect. Like if you pray for baggage release, use this method and work on actually forgetting the trauma, which is absolutely not easy, and move on from it. Act like it never existed, and your body will naturally respond by moving on. If the trauma is too severe then I suggest talking to a licensed professional. But this FZ method is a great way to do some self-work, aside from reading Elohiym’s Word, the Holy Bible.

10:12PM: I am going to go to bed and continue my first entry to my upcoming Dream Journal. Going to bed at 10:30PM.

10:21PM: Yes after further examination, it IS indeed an expansion. We are naturally meant to expand. But the physical body constrains the freedom of our spirit so-to-say.

10:31PM: Going to sleep now. Good night.

10:38PM: The Wall of Memories…… There is also something really large above me. It feels like this large mass of darkness. It makes me scared actually. But I cannot let this fear consume me. I must conquer.

10:46PM: My raw spirit is actually locked away. I do not know if it is because of the barriers between the physical and spiritual, or if my Elohiym locked that piece of me away, but, we are not able to access the most objective form of our spirit, which is the raw spiritual. The two other divisions of my spirit are very subjective in experience. This means, that while what I am experiencing is real to some degree in the mental and emotional spirit, it is only really for me and me only, and it is not real for others external from me. Now is there an objective spiritual world? Yes, there is, but there is still lots about the objective spirit world that we do not know. The Holy Bible of Elohiym gives us a glimpse of what the objective spiritual is truly like. I can explain more about what the Law of Attraction truly is. The Law of Attraction is evil, and so is the idea of manifesting. These new age (not so new, ancient actually) beliefs are not only very demonic, but they are also very harmful. Very harmful. Anyways, I just wanted to share that. So: Raw-Spiritual equals Objective Reality, and Mental and Emotional Spirituals, equal Subjective Reality. But both categories of objective and subjective are still very very real. It is just that there is a difference in how many people that this evidence of spiritual experiences is revealed to, depending on the objective category or the subjective category.

10:57PM: Me: “We are Light…”

Thursday March 27th, 2025

7:01AM Just saw the word, “HILL”, with green ink in the mental spirit. 

9:16AM: I just saw a very bright black sparkle. From the mental spirit, translating into my physical body’s vision.

Feeling’s Wheel Studies….

9:34AM: Looking upon my Feelings Wheel…

9:35AM: I love that it is a wheel and I choose to not believe it is a coincidence that it is a wheel and it resembles a clock to me. I remember my Grand Clock. So here it is.. (SEE THE SECOND POST PICTURE FOR MORE CONTEXT)

9:37AM: There is no 12 o’clock or 6 o’clock. In the core base of the emotional wheel and the feelings wheel, here are the numbers that I was able to read and that stood out to me…. 1 to 2 o’clock, 3 o’clock, 4 to 5 o’clock, 7 to 8 o’clock, 9 o’clock, 10 to 11 o’clock. There is no 12 o’clock nor 6 o’clock…

9:42AM: I am going to work on my grand clock and explore it deeper, ideally tonight when I get to my shelter.

10:50AM: I was given these two fidget spinners by the peer staff (bless you!). My Grand Clock has just come into the physical….(SEE THE THIRD PICTURE FOR MORE CONTEXT AND UNDERSTANDING)

10:55AM: I shall use these fidget spinners for my spiritual work…

2:12PM: There is another method we are using: The wondering method. So there are two methods: Wondering Method and Forgotten Method. For my spiritual work.

2:21PM: My personal favorite fidget spinner so far is the flag of the United States of America-themed one. The fidget spinner on the right side of the third picture. 

4:16PM: I begin to go and get my fidget spinner now…..

4:17PM: I am back on the bed. I am now currently holding the fidget spinner on my physical hand. And I begin to spin now….

4:18PM: It is spinning. Currently slowing down.

4:20PM: The fidget spinner just stopped at 7 o’clock. I begin to wonder what is so special between the numbers 6 to 9 o’clock in my Grand Clock. I believe that I have shared this in some of my earlier report log entries. I go to spin again right now…..

4:23PM: Just stopped at 3 o’clock. My physical hand began to instinctively move as the fidget spinner was spinning and doing its thing. Almost as if it was a moving wheel. There is something very special about wheels. They are the bases of spheres. Spheres are more complex, but wheels, or circles, are foundational properties in nature. 

4:25PM: When I spin the fidget spinner I pick the most unique side of the three sides to focus on. This is how I am able to decipher what number from my Grand Clock it stops on. In this particular fidget spinner I have I focus on the blue side. I spin again…..

4:28PM: It stopped in between 12 to 2 o’clock. My mental spirit is telling me that it stopped at 1 o’clock. I think so too, but I am so uncertain. 

4:29PM: A door just opened and closed as we were focusing on both 1 and 2 o’clock simultaneously.

4:30PM: We are now done with the fidget spinners for the day. Interesting stuff. Learned a lot.

4:36PM: Currently in mental spirit utilizing the wondering method. I am allowing myself to be simple.

4:38PM: It is almost time to post this entry….. Just a little while longer.

4:41PM: Based off the current data so far, it takes the fidget spinner about three minutes to spin from start to finish. Based on two bits of evidential events above.

4:54PM: Me in Mental Spirit: “I wonder what my departure will be like…. 🤔”

I Continue Speaking in Mental Spirit….

4:55PM: I just want to be able to leave when it is my time to leave. I do not want to prepare before my natural time. I would like to live my life to the absolute fullest. I feel as though I already am now.

5:42PM: I feel as though I forgive my family for hurting me. If they reached out to me I would not be hostile. I just needed space. I am always on the defense and careful when I interact with people, not just my family anymore. This is because nobody knows my spirit, the only one that should according to written evidential data is our Father and God Elohiym.

5:43PM: Okay. I shall now post this journal entry.