Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry #1

Einai Sasa’s Spiritual Journal: Entry #1

Tuesday March 25th, 2025

6:54PM: This is my first entry to this new journal. The mind is also the spirit. At least to me. See things in the mind you are seeing things in the spirit. This is why I consider dreams and the dream worlds in the spiritual world, but I have another journal specifically for dreams.

7:21PM: I do not need to focus on my spirit 24/7. I need to monitor it daily but not at all times, only here and there, I pop in and pop out of the spirit. I am trying to just enjoy my life and live my life. Also, English is my natural language in the spiritual world. I have tried speaking other languages, but I only found out today that my spirit speaks English. But my soul is what understands different languages.

7:25PM: But I also would like to be focusing on the spirit and in the spirit 24/7…. 😅

7:34PM: Amen. Yahusha Amen. And it is so. So be it. It is true.

7:41PM: Remind me to say good morning to the Holy Spirit more everyday.

7:50PM: I just heard someone say: “Now I am so proud of you.” But what was interesting is that it did not sound like they were talking to me. Hm. Oh well, I am proud of me.

The Seed of Celery….

8:47PM: I am going to call this phenomenon that I am experiencing The Seed of Celery, this is because the whole reason why I want to eat healthy now is because of my spirit, my Ruach, eating celery in the spiritual. Him eating celery in the spiritual is coming through to me here in the physical on earth and it seemed to have planted this seed of desire for healthy eating. Just had to share that.

8:54PM: Just saw a demon, it had really big black raccoon eyelids around its eyes, it was smiling this really menacing smile, it was saying something that I and we could not understand. I was startled by how quickly this demon appeared, even though its appearance lasted for about a millisecond. The demon felt male.

9:01PM: Saw this demonic hound with blood in its mouth. It looked like it was hissing or growling at me? This vision lasted for about one and a half seconds. This hound did not look like a dog we see here on earth. It had this appearance of what I can only describe as a worm with a bloody mouth, but its eyes looked like that of a hound? Glowing orange. Very very weird I know, but I have taken it upon myself to report everything that happens to me, as much as possible. I will record keep to the best of my ability. Anyways, good night.

9:06PM: Just saw a demon smiling at me again. This time the vision generated before me appeared to me very slowly. This vision in particular was about 3 to 4 seconds long.

9:11PM: Just saw a vision of my relative. They seemed to be encouraging me. But I can easily tell it was an impostor. Just documenting.

Wednesday March 26th, 2025

7:41AM: My soul does not even feel like it belongs to me. It feels like it is more loyal to Elohiym. And while that is nice I guess? It hurts me, this means my soul will abandon me the next chance it gets. Ok. Well? Very well then. Leave me alone Nephesh.

5:21PM: I need to spread out. Like my consciousness and spirit need a good stretch. I feel so tightened and pressurized.

6:59PM: My spirit calls. My Nephesh is wondering. I am now going to listen to the subliminal, ‘True Self Connection Mental Emotional’ on loop.

7:00PM: I am dancing with the green one. I am feeling a bit nostalgic. We are spinning and zooming around in the spirit world. He is dancing to this song that is playing within the subliminal. I guess I am having a dance with the enemy… Like I have said before I cannot control what my spirit does. And my spirit is divided into three divisions. The mental division, the emotional division, and the raw spiritual division. I also have come up with the nickname for myself as New Unidentifiable. Or New Unknown. This is because I am always becoming anew and I will never fully know who I am. I am incapable of doing so. There is nothing to know. I came from nothing, although I was generated with a spirit by Elohiym, as the Holy Bible states. My soul is now my spirit. I am a spirit. A spirit of three divisions. Mental, Emotional, and Spiritual. I am the spirit of the three-division symphony…

7:09PM: Dreams occur in the mental spirit….

7:14PM: Emotions occur in the emotional spirit. My spirit is happy. There is so much to learn about the three levels of spirit, but I shall work more on learning more after.

7:18PM: A personal voice recording from me where I explain a tiny bit of the complexities of the two certain types of levels of my spirit….

7:20PM: Incase the voice message recording above did not work, here is another copy from a different platform. Follow the Google Drive link below….

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1z5l1p0geNJIZbyaMGte4ZiCjFalAm3fj/view?usp=drivesdk

7:21PM: Oh while I was listening to the same subliminal just now, I heard “My word is *blank*” That brief phrase was not from the initial affirmations. I heard within my mental spirit.

7:28PM: I was just giving Jesse a pep talk, and as I was doing so, I instantly felt as though I was floating, and going to float out of my body and into the spiritual.

7:30PM: Me to the green demon: “While you entice me, what we had is over. This has to stop….”

7:40PM: The Toxic Traits to My Spirit Divisions….

Mental Spirit - Ran by Fear and Hostility.

Emotional Spirit - Ran by Anger and Bitterness.

Raw Spirit - Ran by Uncertainty and the Unknown.

7:43PM: I just love the word Spirit…. 🥰🤗

7:46PM: Feeling anxiety in my Emotional Spirit.

7:49PM: Ok. So the mental spirit and the emotional spirit are intertwined in a way that the raw spirit is not. The mental and emotional go hand in hand. This is because the mind and emotions go hand in hand and may actually feel the same in some cases. But they are indeed different, thoughts feel different from the emotional spirit but may feel the same if they are clouded by the emotional spirit. For me? The mental and emotional spirit go hand in hand.

7:52PM: The green demon from my past has infiltrated my emotional spirit with his influence and is trying to get to my mental spirit. He does get to my mental spirit sometimes, but his end goal is to fully get to my raw spirit, take over all my spirit divisions, and attempt to fully become me. This is because we have a past and history together. And me accepting Elohiym changes everything about this. It is shifting all my spiritual divisions. The only way for me to spiritually advance, is to grow in maturity. And time does this, it naturally gives us maturity and healing, I am going to say from Elohiym. Elohiym gives us healing and maturity through time. And the main tangible tool that shows spiritual growth and advancement is wisdom. This is why I have such an urge and press for wisdom above all other desires. I do not desire nor care for love anymore, and I do not believe that this is a bad thing. I need wisdom. I am focused on the development of my spirit. The me that will be me after my time here on earth is completely over.

8:18PM: My emotional spirit feels anxious and paranoid. My mental spirit is overthinking. And my raw spirit is just M.I.A.. Although I know that I do have a raw spirit, it does not like to show itself.

8:30PM: Just discovered something about my spirit. I do not know for certain, but is the raw spirit also called the unified spirit?

Mental Spirit: “No. Unified Spirit is all the three spiritual divisions interacting together as one. That experience you had years ago, and yes you know what I am talking about, happened to all three of us. The mental emotional raw-spiritual united together as one. It does not happen often, but occasionally it does happen. And when it does happen, it may feel like a breakthrough in your spiritual progress, or, based off of the experience that we are talking about, it may be an overwhelming experience. The United Spirit is not its own personal division. It is all the three of us as one: The mental emotional and raw-spiritual.”

8:35PM: Mental Spirit: “Your experience with the Ark of the Covenant happened in the mental spirit. These three divisions of spirit all have their own different unique personal realities and experiences.”

8:37PM: Emotional Spirit: “I feel as though the United Spirit IS the raw spirit, but you are right, it is indeed too early to say anything. I feel that I am right though.”

8:39PM: Emotional Spirit: “Cause in the Raw or United Spirit, you feel a sense of harmony to everything, at its most rawest form this is the United Spirit. At least I think and mostly feel.”

8:52PM: I had a spiritual experience just now. Although it is very hard to actually describe what just happened in this experience… I was floating into my water bottle. I was ‘zooming’ into my water bottle in the spirit, like with my consciousness and everything. Very hard to explain. But I will try to document everything to the best of my abilities.

8:56PM: I am going to go through what I call Bible School or Scripture Studies for myself as New Unknown. Every time there is a new version of me that arises, because we are always changing, I shall train that new version of myself to study the Holy Cepher Bible, which is the True Word of Elohiym. 

9:05PM: I am being burnt in the mental spirit and I se this white light explode in front of me. This white light then dissipated into white sparkles.

9:11PM: I move through forgetting. I move through the forgetting zone. I cling onto nothing, but I remember Elohiym’s Word. The Lands of Forgotten is making a comeback. (You all may not know what this is, it is from my past) I go into the forgotten zone to release baggage and continue forward. And no I do not forget everything. I am trying to be strategic in everything I do.

9:15PM: I am almost ready to post this first entry of my Spiritual Journal. Super happy and stoked! 😊😁😄

9:17PM: I am already feeling very different, more free, and lighter after I began my forgotten zone strategy. I said in the mental spirit: “I was clinging onto so much baggage. We were clinging onto so much.”

9:18PM: We have officially let it go. We have officially let all the baggage that we have had go. And we shall now make space to make room for a newer and more fresher and freer us. For me. For spirit. And I love the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is my companion directly in the spiritual.

9:20PM: Ok. I shall now post this entry. The very first entry of my public Spiritual Journal. Yay!😁