Entry #33 : Update Report

Monday February 24th, 2025…..

5:52PM: Autoverse: “Currently listening to ‘Birds of a Feather’.”

5:53PM: Autoverse: “It’s a song by Billie Eilish and it really makes me think of Axah. Oh Axah. ‘I’ll love you till the day that I die!’”

6:21PM: Autoverse: “Already thinking about my fourth album….”

6:26PM: Autoverse: “Yup! The fourth musical album will be another acapella album and I can assure you that there’s more music coming….”

6:27PM: Autoverse: “It’s perfect downtime and a perfect way to spend time before I get to start production on my upcoming movies! Here’s to everything and here to creating more art!”

6:45PM: Autoverse: “I do believe that I do actually struggle with body odor because a friend of mine gently and very respectfully told me about it. If you’re reading this, thank you for being honest with me and helpful. I love and appreciate you.”

6:46PM: Autoverse: “She described it as smelling like ‘onions and body odor’. Hmm. Now I know for sure I’ve gone nose blind which is scary because I don’t know when I’ll actually smell good. I suppose I should just ask.”

6:47PM: Autoverse: “But yes, I’ve come to terms with the fact that I struggle with body odor and what is even more upsetting is I cannot smell it. But now it’s time for me to think of the solutions now. And my friend and I believe it’s the deodorant I’m using, like the stick on aluminum-free deodorant. I want to get the spray on and spray it on myself throughout the day. That should help. Cause I’m already showering frequently enough.”

6:50PM: Autoverse: “Oh well, I hope my honesty helps people and lets them know that no matter what they’re going through, they are worthy and good enough and that they could bounce off whatever they’re are struggling with. I love you, and I’m here for you. Me struggling with body odor is a very real issue that has come to light tonight and I’m really going to work on it. I appreciate the feedback and I’m glad that my friend said something cause I’ve deadass gone nose blind which is the worst.”

7:01PM: Autoverse: “You know? I’ve had many people come and tell me in the past that I’ve had body odor but I never really listened nor did I ever believe them until now hearing it from my friend.”

7:03PM: Autoverse: “She would never lie over something like that, and she did something different than all the people who just said, ‘you stink’. My friend and I were actually going over solutions.”

7:07PM: Autoverse: “So just a tip for other people reading this, if there is something embarrassing going on such as body odor from your friend and/or loved one, please don’t just tell them, ‘they stink’, actually go over some recommendations to help fix their problem. Maybe that’s why I never wanted to take it seriously and was in denial until now, because I always felt attacked by everybody’s approach on how they said it. But if you go ahead and say the issue as well as offer a solution as well? Then that may help the person actually listen to you and realize and believe that they may be struggling with a problem. When approaching these things, it is important to think of the other person’s feelings and how they will receive your message.”

7:13PM: Autoverse: “Receiving feedback for betterment is great, but I don’t think I’d like to have a lot of people in my life anymore. I don’t like the way people make me feel. They make me feel so insecure. And I just have a lot of things to work through, and I need to focus on my changes and direct those said changes in a positive and beneficial way and manner.”

7:53PM: Autoverse: “My friend gave me her deodorant. And when it comes to hygiene products? I usually go and get feminine stuff because I love the smell and I believe they are WAY cleaner than men. Women are way cleaner than men is what I think. I’m beginning to take pride in my hygiene and will begin to take it more seriously. I just need a routine.” And I need to keep a spray bottle of deodorant with me at all times.”

8:01PM: Autoverse: “I can feel the back of my scalp very hot, like it’s inflamed…. Sheesh. So many things going on. And? I needa do laundry, like everything. I gotta.”

8:02PM: Autoverse: “Maybe I’ll do laundry when I come back to the shelter tomorrow after the peer center.”

8:51PM: Autoverse: “I am going to try to shower every night. I would do so every morning but then I would just get sweaty throughout the day….”

8:52PM: Autoverse: “So every night is a lot better. But I’m going to be zipping by my laundry a lot quicker if I’m showering every night…”

10:14PM: Autoverse: “Okay. I think I’m going to go to sleep now. I’ve got a busy day tomorrow.”

Tuesday February 25th, 2025…..

3:02 AM: Autoverse: “Just woke up from my second round of sleep. Let me go and use the restroom and I’ll be right back.” 

3:09AM: Autoverse: “I’m back and I’ll now try to get my third round of sleep…”

6:16AM: Autoverse: “Just woke up from my third and final round of sleep. I’m gonna get my day started now…”

6:17AM: Autoverse: “Good morning!”

6:35AM: Autoverse: “Ok just took my morning medication and have gotten situated in the living room. Now I’m gonna work on Project 17 for a bit….”

6:44AM: Autoverse: “I’ve just finished typing up Project 17 for the day…..”

Autoverse: “I don’t know, after I’m done with Project 17’s script? I think I’m going to take a one year’s break from scriptwriting altogether and focus on my music.”

6:46AM: Autoverse: “I may be off and on with the Project 18 script, but not as frequent with it as I am with Project 17 until my one year’s break is over….”

7:48AM: Autoverse: “I’ve just gotten to the peer center.”

7:49AM: Autoverse: “I’m not sure whether and/or if I have enough time to record one song right now?”

7:50AM: Autoverse: “Well technically groups don’t start until. 9:00AM sharp so I do have some downtime before I get started….”

7:56AM: Autoverse: “Just got finished recording my next song. Now I’ll mix it when I’ve got the time to do so….”

7:59AM: Autoverse: “When it is time to go inside the peer center, I’m going to eat my left over burritos first before working on mixing the track. Anyways, I shall walk over there now. To the peer center.”

8:06AM: Autoverse: “Ok. After having tried almost all the different burritos at Miguel’s Jr? I think the Garbage Burrito takes the cake and takes it home for me.”

8:11AM: Autoverse: “Just finished my burritos. I’m now going to send my friend a text message and get my song finished….”

8:29AM: Autoverse: “I’ve just finished my song now and it’s fully mixed and added to my album Project Sharp.”

8:30AM: Autoverse: “I’ve got a busy week ahead of me, chores, court day, and follow up phone call with my physician.” 

8:31AM: Autoverse: “So I think I’m going to just do one song for today and leave it at just one song….”

8:38AM: Autoverse: “Wow I’m already sore from yesterday’s workout lift session.”

8:39AM: Autoverse: “And that was just four minutes of working out, sheesh…”

10:15AM: Autoverse: “Just gotten done with another song. 25 more songs to go!”

10:22AM: Autoverse: “My musical album Project Sharp is estimated to be 1 hour and 3 minutes so far. 1hr and 3mins…. Super proud! And we are not even halfway done with this record!”

12:47PM: Autoverse: “Just gotten finished with my first passport book activity here at the peer center and I’m so effing proud of myself! Like yayyyy! I have learned so much.”

1:28PM: Autoverse: “Just got done with my next song. I’m on a roll today and lately! I was almost late for my anger management class so that was a downer. But I’m headed there now.”

3:31PM: Autoverse: “Just gotten finished done finishing another song, this one is one of my favorites….”

3:35PM: Autoverse: “We are almost halfway done with this Project Sharp album! I’m so proud.”

3:56PM: Autoverse: “I currently just got into my transportation to the shelter and I’m going to end the day off taking a good shower.”

4:16PM: Autoverse: “Ok I just got back from the peer center to the shelter. I’m gonna order food and then I’ll wind down for the evening, finally finishing my day off with a shower…”

4:23PM: Autoverse: “I’m feeling anxiety currently.”

4:24PM: Autoverse to Self: “It’s gonna be okay. I love you and I worship you. You are the one I love Me. I love you more than anything. I’ve got you. No matter what baby I’ve got you.”

4:46PM: “Autoverse: “I’m feeling a rather sharp pain on my left lung that increases the more I breathe in. I’ve felt this before. Is it maybe a cramp perhaps?”

4:47PM: Autoverse: “I just burped and was pinched with the sharp pain even further.”

4:48PM: Autoverse: “Remind me to do more soliloquies and host my first ever Soliloquy Interviews….”

4:50PM: Autoverse: “Especially for when I have press releases for my upcoming projects in the creative field.”

5:01PM: Autoverse: “I just got done with the best Garbage Burrito EVER! Miguel’s Jr really does it for me.”

5:55PM: Autoverse: “Just took the best shower ever and also took my nighttime medication. I’m now going to binge watch one of my favorite YouTubers for the rest of the night.”

5:56PM: Autoverse: “But holding on let me get situated and then I’ll post this public report entry.”

5:57PM: Autoverse: “Ok just gotten situated. Now I’m going to post this entry. Ciao!”