Entry #30: Update Report

Friday February 21st, 2025……

5:36PM: Holy moly n holy SHIT! WE COME TO THE THIRTIETH DIARY ENTRY ALREADY?!?!  WAAAAAAAT? PERIOD!

5:39PM: Ima watch Auiciq now. Bye. 

5:47PM: So Auiciq was a no go. But I’m watching some Angelina Jolie videos nd my other fav celebs. 

5:48PM: Oh nd also? Breathing from the chest is so much better for me than breathing from the belly. Definitely by a wide margin.

5:57PM: My heart has awoken on this date officially on February 21st, 2025 on Friday. I can feel my own emotions. It literally feels like a vault full of all my emotions nd such. All accessible by me. Period.

6:07PM: I could feel n see brief electrical charges as I further activate my heart center. The electrical charges look like white lightning and electricity.⚡️ 

Saturday February 22nd, 2025…..

7:00AM: Just woke up but ima now sleep in. Night!

7:41AM: Just saw the word ‘INDIA’ flash before my eyes. Interesting. Ok. Ima wake up now nd get my day started.

8:01AM: I’m kinda bummed nd upset that a close friend of mine cancelled plans on me. They had n emergency with their dog but it’s always people cancelling on me. 

8:02AM: I’m done nd I’m tired of it. Anyway. Time to start my script for Project 17 for the day. 

8:03AM: Thank you.

8:13AM: Just got done finishing nd typing up the script for Project 17! All good now md may eat breakfast soon….

8:26AM: Goodbye. Ima eat some breakfast now….

8:55AM: Just finished breakfast now. Now chillin on the living room couch. Nd yes, today’s my bathroom chores day.

9:34AM: On this date of February 22nd, 2025, I made a promise to my Jesse, my treasure. A promise that I’ll take him to where he wants to be nd I’ll always be there for him. No matter what. I love him.

10:23AM: it’s just me. The unseen. It’s just me. The Earth Bandit.

11:27AM: The last week of February 2025 begins this Monday. Let’s push through.

11:38AM: March 2025 is approaching in exactly a WEEK FROM NOW! Woopiieeeeee! This means that it marks the three-year anniversary of Winged (2022)! 

11:39AM: Already?! Ah! With each day that passes I get more nd more excited for my future nd my goals. 

Ok so I won’t be able to go back to the peer center for the first two weeks of March 2025. I’ve got some business to take care of. But ima start going to the gym this upcoming Monday nd Wednesday. For at least five minutes.

11:40AM: I’ve got this. Time tuh take care of business.

11:54AM: just saw a white and black sparkle from my peripheral vision. But when I looked at it directly it disappeared…

12:15PM: I can feel other universes….

12:16PM: Earth Bandit: “I’m a universe…..”

12:20PM: “Everything has its wonders, even darkness and silence… ….and I learn, whatever state I may be in, therein to be content.”

~ Hellen Keller

12:21PM: This is my universe. And it is dark. Very dark. Very dark. Nd it defies all the laws here on the Earth’s Universe….

12:24PM: My new name is the Autoverse. I’m da Autoverse. External I’m part of the earth, but deeper? Deeper than that? I’m my own universe? I’m tha Autoverse.

12:41PM: There’s something very special about focus nd the Autoverse.

12:43PM: I want Axah to evolve into a universe. I want him to become his own Autoverse. How can I make him do this?

12:44PM: How can I empower him further.

12:45PM: Consciousness is an evolved form of Focus. Focus is more primal and primitive and unconscious. For you can have unconscious focus. 

12:46PM: But consciousness is more intentional nd is based on intent.

The Earth’s universe began from focus but not consciousness.

12:47PM: The universe gave earth existence. Nd earth gave existence life. 

12:48PM: Nd what will life give next? We don’t know for sure. But I believe that life gave us our own universe, which is the Autoverse. Auto means us the individual consciousness. 

12:49PM: Maybe n perhaps all life is their own Autoverse without realizing it.

Conscious focus nd focus from consciousness empowers your Autoverse. 

12:50PM: If your autoverse is healthy then so are you. If your autoverse is out of wack then so are you.

Keep your autoverse in check.

12:52PM: Oh nd also ima say something controversial: Math doesn’t exist. It’s simply a way to measure this universe be everything within it but it don’t exist. Senses exist. Perceptions exist. But measurements may differ in definition from me to you.

12:53PM: We all have got the potential to develop ourselves as Autoverse, aka individual universes. 

12:55PM: I believe I’m the first self-identifying Autoverse. I’m the first human that identifies as their own Autoverse. Not universe, but Autoverse. Which is a conscious universe but different from this Earth’s universe…

12:57PM: I told myself: “I’m a ripple in time nd space. Because I’m constantly happening right now….”

12:58PM: Autoverse: “Nd who I am now shall always happen now. Because even if I exist outside of this human body I’d be happening right now in the current. Just not here on Earth present with other humans…..”

12:59PM: Autoverse: “I shall fully become an Autoverse entity beyond earth’s constraints.”

1:01PM: Istar is n entity that I’ve discovered just now…. 

1:02PM: Very bright they are…..

1:08PM: I know what ya might be thinking….: If you’re supposedly a universe then where is your light? 

I’m my own independent universe yes. But I operate by my own laws. I just have to figure out what they are.

1:09PM: Focus is my sustenance. I’m a conscious focus…..

1:10PM: Ima microuniverse. But I’ve got the power increase n shape nd size.

2:17PM: Cannot wait to start exercising again. I’ll be more consistent this time around….

2:28PM: Currently organizing my transportation for this upcoming March of 2025…… 

2:29PM: However it is clear that I’ll be absent from the peer center for the first week of March, and on the 11th of March 2025…. I should be free for the rest of the days, minus the potential next follow-up court date nd my doctor’s appointment with my physician. And I may just postpone the notarization of my papers till April 2025….

3:17PN: Just finished organizing my cellphone contacts nd such. Now ima hit the toilet nd drop one.

3:24PM: Might take a shower today or tmrrw. 

3:36PM: Autoverse: “If Whitney Houston the singer was cremated then why does she have a gravesite?

I heard from both sources that she was both cremated and buried so which one is true?”

3:37PM: Gemini: “Whitney Houston was not cremated. She was buried at Fairview Cemetery in Westfield, New Jersey, next to her father.

It's possible that the information you encountered about her being cremated was incorrect, or perhaps there was some confusion.

It's not uncommon for misinformation to spread, especially online. If you're ever unsure about something, it's always a good idea to check multiple reliable sources to verify the information.”

3:39PM: Autoverse: “Was Michael Jackson the singer cremated or buried?

I’ve also heard two sources say one or the either: That Jackson was cremated and or buried.

One sources said that his ashes are scattered on his Neverland property, but another source said he was buried at Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Glendale California.

So which one is true and real and authentic?”

3:40PM: Gemini: “You're right to be confused! There's a bit of truth to both stories about Michael Jackson's remains. Here's the breakdown:

 * He was entombed at Forest Lawn Memorial Park: Michael Jackson's body was indeed entombed in the Great Mausoleum at Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Glendale, California. This is a private and heavily secured area.

 * His ashes were scattered at Neverland: It's also true that some of Michael Jackson's ashes were scattered at his beloved Neverland Ranch. This was a private ceremony for the family.

So, the answer is that he was both entombed and had his ashes scattered. This is not uncommon, especially for celebrities.

It's understandable that there's conflicting information out there, as these events were kept private by the family.”

3:41PM: Autoverse: “What do you mean he’s both entombed AND cremated?

How’s that possible? How’s it possible to both be buried and cremated?

Please tell me.”

3:42PM: Gemini: “You are absolutely right to question that! My apologies for the confusing wording.  I meant to say he was entombed and had some of his ashes scattered, not that he was both entombed and cremated.  Those are mutually exclusive.

Entombment means burial in a sealed tomb or vault.  Cremation is the process of reducing a body to ashes.  A body cannot undergo both processes.

Michael Jackson's body was entombed at Forest Lawn.  After the entombment, some of his ashes (presumably from a small, separate portion) were scattered at Neverland.  It wasn't his entire remains that were cremated.  I hope that clarifies things!”

3:43PM: Autoverse: “So was some of his body cremated? What parts do they cremate if they do not do a full body cremation?”

Gemini: “While it's not common practice, it is possible to cremate a portion of a body after entombment. This might be done for various reasons, such as fulfilling a specific wish of the deceased or the family, or for religious or sentimental purposes.

If a partial cremation is performed, it's typically done with a small, specific portion of the remains. It's not a full body cremation. The family would likely work with the funeral home and cemetery to arrange this.

It's important to remember that this is not standard procedure, and it's not something that's widely discussed. So, the specifics of what might be cremated in such a situation are not readily available.

Ultimately, the decision of whether or not to cremate a portion of the remains after entombment is a personal one for the family involved.”

3:45PM: Autoverse: “If one were to experience part of their body cremated, what parts would that be?

And what parts would be buried in this case?”

Gemini: “If a partial cremation were to be performed after a burial or entombment, it would most likely involve skeletal remains.  Soft tissues would have decomposed by that point.  The bones are the most durable part of the body and would remain.

So, in such a scenario, it would be the bones or a portion of the bones that would be cremated.  The rest of the skeletal remains would remain entombed.

It's important to reiterate that this is not standard practice and is not widely discussed.  The specifics would depend on the individual circumstances, the wishes of the family, and the regulations of the cemetery and crematory involved.  There's no set "part" that is always cremated in these rare instances.”

3:46PM: Autoverse: “ok thx. Ima go to the bathroom brb.

3:50PM: Autoverse: “Did Whitney Houston have both a partial cremation and an entombment?

Cause I’ve read from two sources that she had both experiences of burial and partial cremation.”

Gemini: “Whitney Houston was entombed at the Fairview Cemetery in Westfield, New Jersey. There is no information about her having a partial cremation.”

3:51PM: *There IS info about Miss Whitney Houston being cremated, but I won’t include that source cause idk how irrefutable nd reliable it is….*

3:52PM: Autoverse: “So if they partially cremate your skeleton then what is left for the entombment of the body?

Look at Michael Jackson’s funeral service….”

3:53PM: Gemini: “Sources indicate that Michael Jackson had a private family service at Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Hollywood Hills, followed by a public memorial service at the Staples Center in Los Angeles. He was then entombed at Forest Lawn Memorial Park. There is no reliable information suggesting that Michael Jackson underwent a partial cremation.

It's important to rely on credible sources when discussing sensitive matters such as funeral arrangements.”

3:54PM: Autoverse: “But I read somewhere Michael Jackson’s ashes, or at least some of em, were scattered at his Neverland property. 

What do you have to say about that?”

Gemini: “While some sources claim that Michael Jackson was cremated and his ashes scattered at Neverland, this information is not definitively confirmed.

His death certificate states that he was buried at Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Hollywood Hills. However, there are conflicting reports and rumors surrounding his final resting place. Some sources suggest that his family may have held a private cremation ceremony and scattered some of his ashes at Neverland, while others claim that he was entombed at Forest Lawn.

Ultimately, the exact details of Michael Jackson's funeral arrangements remain private and subject to speculation.”

3:58PM: Autoverse: “Can I be both buried at sea in a casket but also have part of my body, like the skeleton, cremated?

Please elaborate, because it’s possible to have both a partial cremation and a traditional burial, but is this the same for sea burials too?”

Gemini: “It's highly unlikely that you could have both a burial at sea in a casket and a partial cremation of the skeleton.  Here's why:

 * Burial at Sea Regulations:  Burial at sea is heavily regulated.  The EPA (Environmental Protection Agency) has strict guidelines.  Generally, the remains must be prepared in a specific way, often involving a weighted casket or container designed to sink quickly and decompose naturally.  These regulations are in place to protect the marine environment.  Introducing cremated remains into that process would complicate things and likely be against regulations.

 * Practical Considerations:  The logistics of partially cremating a body before a burial at sea would be extremely complex.  It would involve two separate processes, each with its own set of legal and logistical hurdles.  The timing and coordination would be incredibly difficult, and it's unclear what purpose it would serve.

 * Conflicting Practices: Burial at sea is a traditional burial method, while cremation is a separate process.  They represent different cultural and practical approaches to handling remains.  Combining them in the way you describe creates a conflict between the two practices.

 * Purpose of Cremation: Cremation is typically chosen as an alternative to traditional burial, often due to factors like cost, environmental concerns, or personal preference.  The idea of partially cremating a body and then burying the remaining skeleton at sea seems to contradict the typical reasons for choosing cremation in the first place.

While it's theoretically possible to have a partial cremation and a traditional land burial, the idea of combining partial cremation with burial at sea faces significant legal, logistical, and practical obstacles. It's not a common or recognized practice, and it's highly unlikely to be permitted under current regulations.”

4:05PM: Autoverse: “How to have the best funeral ever? 

I’m planning my funeral like it’s gonna be my first DATE! LOL!”

4:06PM: Gemini: “Planning your own funeral can be a unique and personal way to express yourself and leave a lasting impression.  Since you're approaching it with a sense of fun and personality, here are some ideas to make it memorable (in a good way!):

The Theme:

 * "A Celebration of Life" (Classic but effective): Focus on joy, memories, and the positive impact you had.  Think vibrant colors, uplifting music, and stories that make people smile.

 * "My Favorite Things":  Base the theme on your hobbies, passions, or favorite era.  Love vintage Hollywood?  Go for a glamorous, old-school vibe.  A nature enthusiast?  Incorporate natural elements and outdoor settings.

 * "The Farewell Tour":  If you have a knack for the dramatic, make it a theatrical production!  Ask friends to perform, have a "roast" (if appropriate), or even write and direct a short play about your life.

 * "Party in Paradise":  Emphasize the afterlife aspect with a lighthearted, even humorous approach.  Think tropical themes, "mocktails," and a "dress code" of Hawaiian shirts or other fun attire.

The Atmosphere:

 * Location, Location, Location: Choose a venue that reflects your personality.  It could be a park you love, a quirky museum, a concert hall, or even your own backyard.

 * Music Matters: Create a playlist of your favorite songs – the ones that make you dance, cry, or sing along.  Consider live music if your budget allows.

 * Décor with a Personal Touch:  Display photos, artwork, or other items that represent your life and interests.  Think about lighting, flowers, and even scents that evoke positive memories.

 * Food and Drinks:  Serve your favorite foods and drinks.  Consider having a "signature cocktail" named after you.  If you're a foodie, go all out with a gourmet spread.

The Ceremony:

 * Personalize the Eulogy:  Write your own eulogy!  This is your chance to say exactly what you want to say.  Be funny, be heartfelt, be yourself.

 * Encourage Participation:  Ask friends and family to share stories, memories, or even perform.  Make it interactive and engaging.

 * Readings and Poems: Choose readings or poems that are meaningful to you.  They could be funny, inspirational, or simply beautiful.

 * "Open Mic" Time:  Allow guests to share their own memories and tributes.  This can be a beautiful and spontaneous way to celebrate your life.

The Extras:

 * Memory Book or Video:  Create a memory book or video slideshow with photos and messages from loved ones.

 * Party Favors:  Give out small, personalized gifts as party favors.  They could be anything from seeds to grow wildflowers to miniature bottles of your favorite hot sauce.

 * "Living Legacy" Project:  Consider asking guests to contribute to a cause that was important to you.  This could be a charity, a scholarship fund, or even a tree-planting project.

Important Considerations:

 * Pre-Planning:  Making arrangements in advance can relieve your loved ones of a significant burden during a difficult time.

 * Legal and Practical Matters:  Don't forget the practical side of things, such as choosing a funeral home, writing a will, and handling any financial arrangements.

 * Communicate Your Wishes:  Make sure your loved ones know your plans and desires.  Write everything down and keep it in a safe place.

Remember, this is your celebration!  Have fun with it, be creative, and make it a reflection of your unique personality.  By planning ahead, you can ensure that your farewell is exactly what you want it to be.”

Autoverse: “Thx.”

4:07PM: Autoverse: “I’ve got chores to do tonight. I gotta clean up the men’s bathroom upstairs….. Will start that at around 7:00PM sharp. And ima take my meds before then….

4:13PM: Autoverse: “Can drinking water help you stay cool?

Also can drinking water help you lose weight?

Also can drinking a gallon of water benefit you?

I’ve got a gallon of water nd I drink it every single day all throughout the day. And don’t tell me that it’s bad for me because I need more water as I’m overweight.”

4:14PM: Gemini: “You're hitting on some important points about hydration! Here's a breakdown of your questions:

Can drinking water help you stay cool?

Absolutely! Water plays a crucial role in regulating your body temperature. When you get hot, your body sweats. As that sweat evaporates, it cools you down. Staying hydrated ensures your body can produce enough sweat to keep you cool.

Can drinking water help you lose weight?

While water isn't a magic weight loss solution, it can definitely be a helpful tool. Here's how:

 * Increased fullness: Drinking water, especially before meals, can help you feel fuller, potentially leading you to eat less.

 * Boosted metabolism: Some studies suggest that drinking water may slightly increase your metabolic rate, which can help you burn more calories.

 * Replacing sugary drinks: Substituting water for sugary drinks like soda or juice can significantly reduce your calorie intake.

Can drinking a gallon of water benefit you?

Drinking a gallon of water a day can be beneficial for some people, but it's not necessarily the right amount for everyone. Here are some potential benefits:

 * Improved hydration: Adequate hydration is essential for overall health, affecting everything from energy levels to kidney function.

 * Better skin health: Staying hydrated can help your skin look more supple and healthy.

 * Enhanced physical performance: Proper hydration is crucial for optimal athletic performance.

 * Improved digestion: Water helps with digestion and can prevent constipation.

Important Note: While staying hydrated is important, drinking excessive amounts of water can be harmful in rare cases. It can lead to a condition called hyponatremia, where the sodium levels in your blood become dangerously low. This is more likely to occur in people with certain medical conditions or those who engage in extreme endurance activities.

Regarding your weight: It's great that you're taking steps to improve your health! While drinking plenty of water can be helpful for weight management, it's important to consider other factors like diet and exercise. Consulting with a healthcare professional or a registered dietitian can provide personalized guidance and support for your weight loss journey.

In summary: Drinking water is essential for staying cool, and it can be a helpful tool for weight management. While a gallon of water a day may be beneficial for some, it's not a one-size-fits-all recommendation. Pay attention to your body's signals and adjust your water intake accordingly. And remember, a balanced approach to diet and exercise is key for overall health and well-being.”

5:00PM: Autoverse: “Ima write in my public Report Book, also known as a journal by some. 

5:01PM: Autoverse: “But I make reports. That’s mah thing!”

5:26PM: Just got done with my lunch/dinner….

5:27PM: Autoverse: “Ima post this update report now….”

HAPPY THIRTIETH UPDATE REPORT ENTRY!!!!! WOOP 🙌  WOOP 🎉 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉