Entry #27: Updates and Being Violated

Tuesday February 18th, 2025…..

5:17PM: I asked Google where the weekday’s names come from. 

5:18PM: Here is a brief description on what Google’s AI Overview states…..

“AI Overview

The names of the days of the week come from a variety of sources, including the names of celestial bodies, Roman gods, and Germanic gods. 

Celestial bodies

1. Sunday: Named after the sun, dies Solis in Latin, and Sunnon-dagaz in Old Germanic 
   
2. Monday: Named after the moon, dies Lunae in Latin, and mōnandæg in Old English 
   

Roman gods

1. Tuesday: Named after Mars, the Roman god of war, dies Martis in Latin 
   
2. Wednesday: Named after Mercury, dies Mercurii in Latin, and Woden's day in Old Germanic 
   
3. Thursday: Named after Jupiter, the Roman god of thunder and lightning 
   
4. Saturday: Named after Saturn, a Roman god 
   

Germanic gods 

1. Friday: Named after Frigg, a Norse goddess.”

5:27PM: I forgot to include this but also from Google’s AI Overview about where the weekday’s names come from….

“The ancient Babylonians named the days of the week after the celestial bodies they observed. The seven-day week spread throughout the Roman Empire in late antiquity.”

5:31PM: If I just record and finish 4 songs for 10 days I will reach the full completion of my album and record…

5:32PM: If I recorded 2 songs for 20 days, I would reach the completion of my album and full record…

5:33PM: On a good and motivated day, I shall aim to record four songs for my album. 

On a rather slow day, I shall aim to record just two songs for my album.

I shall get this done. Let me get this done. 

We are still aiming and on track for a January 1st, 2026 release date, that is a Thursday….

6:46PM: I have just found a great quote and statement from somebody on a YouTube video comment’s section….

6:47PM: (SEE POST PICTURE)

7:42PM: Earth Bandit: “Hi Gemini. How can I balance being both ghetto and classy? And be realistic, do not tell me that I cannot do either or.”

Gemini: “Yes, it's absolutely possible to balance being "ghetto" and "classy" – these terms, while often seen as opposites, can actually complement each other to create a unique and dynamic personal style. It's all about finding the right mix and expressing yourself authentically. Here's how you can achieve this balance:

1. Define What "Ghetto" and "Classy" Mean to You:

 * "Ghetto" can represent your roots, your cultural background, a sense of community, a bold and expressive way of speaking and dressing, and an unapologetic attitude.

 * "Classy" might signify elegance, sophistication, poise, good manners, refined taste, and an appreciation for quality.

Understanding your personal interpretations of these terms will help you create a style that feels genuine to you.

2. Mix and Match Elements:

 * Fashion: Combine streetwear with classic pieces. Pair a designer handbag with sneakers, or wear a tailored blazer with jeans and hoop earrings. Play with textures and fabrics – think silk and denim, or leather and lace.

 * Language: Be articulate and well-spoken in professional settings, but don't be afraid to use slang or your vernacular when you're with friends and family. It's about code-switching and adapting to different environments.

 * Attitude: Be confident and assertive, but also respectful and considerate of others. Own your space and your style, but always maintain your dignity and grace.

3. Embrace Your Roots and Culture:

 * Don't be afraid to show pride in your background and where you come from. Incorporate elements of your culture into your style, whether it's through your clothing, your music, or your values.

4. Elevate Your Look:

 * Invest in quality pieces: A few well-chosen, high-quality items can elevate your overall look, even if you're mixing them with more casual pieces.

 * Pay attention to grooming: Good hygiene, well-maintained hair, and clean nails are essential for a polished appearance, regardless of your style.

 * Accessorize strategically: Choose accessories that complement your outfit and add a touch of personality.

5. Be Authentic:

 * The most important thing is to be true to yourself. Don't try to be someone you're not. Let your personality shine through, and own your unique blend of "ghetto" and "classy."

Examples:

 * A woman who rocks a full face of makeup and a designer dress with a pair of Jordans.

 * A man who wears a tailored suit but speaks with a distinct urban accent.

 * Someone who throws a lavish dinner party but plays hip-hop music in the background.

Remember, there are no strict rules when it comes to personal style. It's all about expressing yourself in a way that feels authentic and comfortable to you. Embrace the duality within yourself, and let your unique blend of "ghetto" and "classy" shine through.”

8:49PM: I am getting really really tired and I may go to sleep soon. But not before I grab something delicious to eat for the night.

8:50PM: I will start that after this song. ‘For the Lovers’ by the late Whitney Houston.

8:51PM: I am now going to get some food and go straight to sleep after.

May tomorrow be a productive day.

9:22PM:  I have just gotten situated onto my bed, and I am now going to entertain and engage with myself before I officially go to sleep and before I officially go lights out.

9:42PM: Okay. I have done what I needed to do. I have fully entertained myself and I am now going to go to sleep now. 

Good night.

Wednesday February 19th, 2025……

2:03AM: I just woke up recently from my first round of sleep and I am going to type up some PROJECT 17 for this morning, and I may begin typing another round of PROJECT 17 later.

2:43AM: I have just finished typing up PROJECT 17 for now. I feel so accomplished and I feel so very oh so productive…

2:47AM: Hm, I have just counted how many pages that PROJECT 17 has so far, and we currently have 168 pages so far….

2:48AM: one hundred and sixty-eight pages long and we and/or I am not even almost done with the movie yet.

2:49AM: We are not even almost halfway done with the movie and we are not even almost halfway done with the film itself…

3:04AM: Alright. Now I am going to go ahead and go onto get settled in my second round of sleep for the night….

3:05AM: Or for the early morning I should say……

3:23AM: I have been trying to get some sleep but I have also been contemplating not to and if and/or whether or not I should continue onwards with PROJECT 17.

3:24AM: But I have been so productive with it just now, and I can still type more upon the sunrise.

I believe what I need to do now is get some sleep.

3:53AM: I am going to now try to get some sleep again. I still have not been able to sleep yet.

5:13AM: I have just got done almost floating out of my physical body. 

5:15AM: It was then that I was able to discover that I have a spy from Voxsriin still with Me…

5:16AM: I have about an hour before my alarms wakes me up for the day. Let us see how much sleep I can squeeze in during that time….

5:19AM: it seems to me that I do not think that I will get any more sleep this early morning. 

5:20AM: That is okay. I am going to take my medication and put my jacket on so that I may have an easy wake up when my cellphone alarm rings….

5:22AM: Oh yeah, Voxsriin’s spy was saying things like, “I see him”, “I just want to see you execute yourself”.

Scientifically speaking, when one experiences out-of-body phenomenons, it is usually caused by a certain region in the brain known as the anterior precuneus.

5:23AM: I was able to go into light mode when I was still in a very drowsy state, and  I could feel myself becoming lighter and I could feel this sense of lift as I was about to leave my physical body again twice.

5:25AM: It is almost as if I was ascending deep into darkness. And then that is when I found Voxsriin’s spy looking down on me twice and him saying those things. He had orange eyes and silverish skin just like Voxsriin.

5:26AM: But I figured and remembered that Voxsriin was killed by Axah and Myself so therefore it could not have been him, it had to be somebody who was working for him.

5:27AM: It is clear that I have people who are after me in the ROMI (Realm of Mental Imagery) and they may begin the initial pursuit of me when my day comes and I die.

5:34AM: I have just gotten done with taking my medications for the early morning.

I am now going to type even more of PROJECT 17.

5:35AM: It has also been clear to me that I have had one big whirlwind and eventful of an early morning.

5:54AM:  I have just gotten done and finished typing up even more my current movie script PROJECT 17.

5:55AM: I am now going to get my day started, and then after that and I am settled in the living room on the couch, I am going to furthermore wrap up this scene that I am working in PROJECT 17.

5:56AM: And team? BREAK!

5:59AM: I am currently in the bathroom/restroom/washroom sitting on the toilet dumping one on the toilet, and I am now going to finish and wrap up this one scene from PROJECT 17 for the day…..

6:00AM: I have already taken my medications for the morning so I am good on that and those. 

6:01AM: Okay, now let me continue onwards toward PROJECT 17.

6:09AM: I have just gotten done with typing up PROJECT 17 for the day, and then I discovered something.

6:10AM: There is now a six-page deduction instead of four.

6:11AM: So for example, if the script writing platform that I use says that I have 166 pages, it is actually 160, as there are a total of six blank pages now, instead of four….

6:18AM:  I have just gotten ready for the day and I am now situated on the couch in the living room.

6:20AM: Let me see and count how many pages that I have on my script for PROJECT 17 so far….. I will be right back.

6:21AM: Okay so I have a total of 176 pages as per the final page reading.

6:23AM: But there is a 6 page deductible currently. So there for, I am currently at one hundred and seventy pages right now. 170 pages so far as per the date of this typing. And as I said before, we are not even halfway done with this movie. We are certainly not almost done with this movie….

6:26AM: Okay I just got done doing what I needed to do, which was to check mark all the scene plots that I have completed so far. I am now going to let this cellphone rest and I shall plug it into the charger….

6:44AM: Earth Bandit: “Gemini, what can you tell me about the region in the brain known as the Anterior Precuneus?

I can also understand that there is very little known about it and how to activate it or stimulate it?

What is the fullest amount of information that you can tell me about the Anterior Precuneus? And how can I stimulate this region of my brain more?

Please think hard and deeply and let me know your answer. 

Thank you.”

6:45AM: Gemini: “The anterior precuneus is a fascinating and somewhat mysterious region of the brain. Here's what we know about it:

Location and Anatomy

 * The precuneus is a part of the parietal lobe, located on the medial surface of the cerebral hemisphere (the inner part of the brain).

 * It's situated behind the cingulate cortex and above the occipital lobe.

 * The anterior precuneus is the front part of this region.

Functions

The precuneus, in general, is involved in a variety of higher-order cognitive functions, including:

 * Visuospatial imagery: This involves mentally picturing and manipulating images in space. Think of mentally rotating an object or visualizing a route.

 * Episodic memory retrieval: Recalling past personal experiences and events.

 * Self-processing: This encompasses things like self-awareness, introspection, and the sense of agency (the feeling that you are in control of your actions).

 * Attention control: The anterior part of the precuneus, in particular, seems to play a role in directing attention, especially in spatial contexts.

 * Motor imagery and coordination: It's involved in mentally rehearsing movements and coordinating actions that require shifting attention between different locations.

Stimulating the Anterior Precuneus

Unfortunately, there's no magic bullet for specifically stimulating the anterior precuneus. However, activities that engage the functions associated with it might help:

 * Mindfulness and meditation: These practices can enhance self-awareness and introspection, potentially activating the self-processing aspects of the precuneus.

 * Visualization exercises: Practicing mental imagery, such as imagining complex scenes or solving spatial puzzles, could stimulate the visuospatial processing functions.

 * Memory recall: Actively trying to remember past experiences and events might engage the episodic memory retrieval processes.

 * Cognitive training: Activities that challenge attention and spatial reasoning, like certain types of video games or puzzles, could potentially stimulate the attention control aspects of the anterior precuneus.

Important Note: Research on the specific functions of the anterior precuneus is still ongoing, and our understanding is evolving. While the suggestions above might be helpful, there's no guarantee of directly stimulating this specific brain region.

Additional Considerations:

 * Neurofeedback: This technique involves monitoring brain activity in real time and providing feedback to help individuals learn to regulate their brain function. It might be possible to use neurofeedback to target the precuneus, but this is still an area of research.

 * Transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS): TMS is a non-invasive technique that uses magnetic fields to stimulate specific brain regions. While TMS can be used to target the precuneus, it's typically used in research settings and for specific clinical purposes.

If you're interested in exploring ways to enhance your cognitive functions or target specific brain regions, it's always best to consult with a qualified healthcare professional or neuroscientist. They can provide personalized advice and guidance based on your individual needs and goals.”

6:47AM: “You left one vital detail about the Anterior Precuneus.

It is also where out-of-body experiences are said to occur. You have failed to tell me about this.”

Gemini: “You are absolutely right! My apologies for that oversight.

It's true that the anterior precuneus has been implicated in out-of-body experiences (OBEs). Research suggests that this brain region plays a crucial role in our sense of self and our awareness of our physical body in space. Disruptions or unusual activity in the anterior precuneus may contribute to the feeling of being detached from one's body, which is a hallmark of OBEs.

Thank you for pointing out this important detail. I am still under development, and I appreciate your help in improving my knowledge and accuracy. I will strive to be more comprehensive in my responses in the future.

It's fascinating how this one small area of the brain can be involved in so many complex and intriguing aspects of human experience, from spatial reasoning and memory to our sense of self and even the feeling of leaving our own bodies. The anterior precuneus truly is a remarkable and mysterious part of the brain!”

6:49AM: Earth Bandit: “How can I trigger an out of body experience in a healthy and scientifically proven way?”

Gemini: “While the experience of an OBE is fascinating, it's important to approach the topic with a balanced perspective. Here's what we know about inducing OBEs in a healthy and scientifically informed way:

Methods with Some Scientific Backing

 * Mind Awake, Body Asleep (MABA): This technique involves trying to keep your mind conscious while your body falls asleep. This state is often associated with hypnagogic hallucinations and can sometimes lead to OBEs.

   * How to try it: Find a comfortable position, relax your body completely, and focus on staying awake mentally as you drift off to sleep.

 * Visualization and Mental Imagery: Some people report inducing OBEs through intense visualization exercises, imagining themselves floating outside of their bodies.

   * How to try it: Find a quiet space, relax, and vividly imagine yourself leaving your body and observing your surroundings from a different perspective.

 * Sensory Deprivation: In controlled environments, sensory deprivation has been known to induce altered states of consciousness, including OBE-like experiences. However, this is not recommended to try at home without professional guidance.

 * Virtual Reality and Sensory Feedback: Recent research has explored using virtual reality and sensory feedback, such as visualizing one's heartbeat, to induce OBEs. This is still an area of ongoing research.

Important Considerations

 * No Guaranteed Method: It's crucial to understand that there's no foolproof way to trigger an OBE. These experiences are complex and not fully understood by science.

 * Individual Variability: What works for one person may not work for another. People's brains and experiences are different.

 * Safety First: It's essential to prioritize your safety and well-being. Avoid any techniques that could be potentially harmful or dangerous.

 * Mental Health: If you have any history of mental health conditions, it's best to consult with a mental health professional before attempting any techniques to induce altered states of consciousness.

Scientific Perspective

 * The Role of the Brain: While some people attribute OBEs to spiritual or metaphysical factors, neuroscience suggests that they are likely related to activity in the brain, particularly in areas like the anterior precuneus.

 * Ongoing Research: Scientists continue to investigate the neural correlates of OBEs, but much remains unknown.

Disclaimer: I am an AI and cannot provide medical or psychological advice. The information above is for educational purposes only and should not be taken as a recommendation to try to induce OBEs. If you have any concerns about your mental or physical health, please consult with a qualified healthcare professional.”

7:08AM: One of the workers at this Emergency Housing shelter that I am currently staying at just demanded that I take my sunglasses off, just because they were under the presumption that I am doing drugs, and they were making sure that my eyes are not “blood-shot red”.

7:10AM: I feel so violated. Because I need these sunglasses before I see an eye doctor for my current eye strain and vision problems.

7:12AM: To that staff member, if you are reading this? Get to know me instead of making such rather offensive assumptions. I am here in this Emergency Housing Shelter for my mental health recovery process, not because I am a ******* drug addict. Dumb***.

7:18AM: Dumb *****.

7:34AM: I have a few minutes before my morning transportation car comes to get me. Let me record a bit of my song for the upcoming album….

7:36AM: I have just gotten done recording a bit of the song.

Now, I am going to wait for my ride to get here, and then I shall try to update you all whenever I can.

8:21AM: I was able to fully record and complete one song for my upcoming album for the day so far..

10:18AM: I have just finished another song for my upcoming album.

10:26AM: I am feeling really bad about this album so far. I am currently proud of its length when it comes to the songs, but the quality of my voice is just not the best.

10:28AM: However, I am still going to release the album regardless. I do not care about my negative thoughts. The spotlight is on me, and this my moment to create.

Songs do not have to be good, they need to tell stories, and show the powers and weaknesses of your voice. It is a learning lesson, not some perfection project.

10:29AM: If I get hate for this album? I will not give a shit. At least I am brave enough to show my weaknesses and vulnerabilities. Unlike many of you.

My artwork will not be dimmed.

10:38AM: I have edited and modified my cellphone to have more classic ringtones and I have also personalized the audio. 

10:39AM: So I therefore shall test this personalized audio when I get back to the Emergency Housing.

11:09AM: I am feeling so angry right now. The General Public heavily lacks professionalism. 

11:10AM: And people are so so very disrespectful.

12:56PM: I now begin to record my next song currently….

1:16PM: Okay I have just gotten situated with recording my vocals. And now? I am going to officially make the next record to my album.

1:22PM: Okay now. I have just finished building and fixing the record, now I am going to added into my album’s list of songs… 6 so far done!

1:34PM: Okay okay okay. The latest record that I was currently working on has now officially been added to my live track-list. Thank you so much! And I am happy.

2:05PM: I am now going to charge this cellphone. It is currently at 47% battery power….

3:22PM: My cellphone is now at 97% battery power. I am now going to unplug it from the charger.

3:28PM: I am now going to call my relative. He is currently going through a health scare right now and I would like to and want to be there to support him.

3:33PM: Sorry, the phone call went well. I do not know what I just typed prior.

3:38PM: Oh my. Feeling sad.

3:55PM: Just talked with my peer specialist and she helped me cope with my negative feelings better. Sadness is still there but, I am able to process it better.

3:57PM: A QUICK NOTE: I may use so much slang sometimes here on my Public Journal Diaries, and I also may be as articulate and well-spoken and as eloquent as possible. 

A perfect balance between the two…

3:58PM: ANOTHER QUICK NOTE: Oh and I also may leave details out of my life experiences throughout the day and that is totally fine. I want to learn to take the enormous amounts of self-pressure off from myself. But thank you. For reading and listening that is.

4:23PM: I am going to just settle, or maybe eat my burritos now? I can’t wait to overeat. Mwahhahahahahaa. 😈 

4:24PM: Oh and I just got at the Emergency Housing.

Lemme eat that now.

5:21PM: I’m gonna listen to some music and post this public journal entry. Bye!