Entry #23: Updates

Friday February 14th, 2025 (❤️Valentine’s Day❤️)…..



7:36PM: I am interested in looking up public funeral services on the internet. I shall go ahead and do that, and then I am also interested in reading Ashaph’s past posts….



8:12PM: I have just founded and created EbbFlick Records and Sasa Distribution. Which is the musical and marketing division of EbbFlick Entertainment/Productions.




8:42PM: I am now going to go to sleep. I shall now unwind and wind down to get ready for my sleep. 



8:46PM: I am going to sleep now.



8:50PM: I want to sleep in tomorrow and to enjoy my weekend to its absolute fullest. Anyways, good night.







Saturday February 15th, 2025….



1:01AM: I have just woken up from my first round of sleep.  I shall go back to sleep again shortly, however, let Me drink some of my gallon of water.



2:27AM: I have just woken up from my second around of sleep, now time for my third. Let drink my water really quick….



5:10AM: Woke up from my third round of sleep.



8:03AM: I had a dream about Whitney Houston, and we were all ranting and venting about the negligence from her peers.



8:05AM: Anyways, Good morning. I also had another round of sleep that I forgot to document. Anyway, I am going to take my morning medication, and then I shall type more of PROJECT 17, for the day.



8:12AM: Okay. So I have now taken my morning medication, so I will therefore now type up PROJECT 17 for the day. 



My cellphone is about 23% of battery power and I hope it will last the entire day. 



8:25AM:  Okay I have just finished typing up PROJECT 17 for the day, I am now going to work on finishing up with myself as I am currently on the bathroom. So I can go and sleep in.


I may wake up and get out of bed at around 12:00PM sharp, maybe earlier than that….



8:39AM: I have just gotten back on my bed, I am now going to put my phone to the side as it is currently now at 18% battery power…



10:00AM: *Sigh* I cannot wait to turn fifty years old. I cannot to be turning 50 years old.  I shall be living half a century. Wow. Just amazing. Age is amazing and beautiful.



10:02AM: My cellphone is now at 10% battery power.



10:04AM: I am going to get out of the bed now and go downstairs to the living room….



10:20AM: I am currently in the living room right now, sitting on the couch and having my cellphone getting charged.



11:43AM: I am now going to start recording my first song of the album. So I have begun the recording process on this day of February 15th, 2025….



12:51PM: The first song for my next album PROJECT SHARP has been completed.



5:02PM: I am now trying to learn to simply just sit with how I feel. 



Sometimes, journaling is not always necessary. I try to sit and allow myself to observe, feel, and learn from my emotions.



5:03PM: Something happened this afternoon that I would rather not discuss. I feel so bad. 


I made a mistake, and I regret it. But I need to look for solutions to the mistake, rather than continue onwards in a negative spiral…



6:09PM: The mistake has been settled, and I now know not to do it again…



6:25PM: Oh and I met a guy here in Corporalis….



6:55PM: I absolutely adore how asymmetrical my body is. Like my eyes have this tilt and they are not straight. I love it.



Those little cute imperfections…



7:55PM: I am now going to post this Public Diary entry.

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