Entry #20: New Discoveries

Entry #20: New Discoveries

Tuesday February 11th, 2025…..

5:49PM: I may finally get to watch the recorded 2025 Grammy’s on the streaming platform Peacock……

I am going to have to tone it down with the lengths of my Public Journal Entries. This is because the platforms I use have post size limits….

5:55PM: I was not able to watch the 2025 Grammys. Oh well, I am watching a rather interesting documentary.

8:35PM: I am going to go to bed now. I have a busy day ahead of Me tomorrow.

8:49PM: Currently in bed. But I leave a little later in the morning tomorrow. I cannot wait to get my new sunglasses.

February 12th, 2025 Wednesday…….

4:02AM: I have just woken up. I had a dream where people were coming after me and hunting me down.

4:03AM: I am going to go back to sleep now.

5:11AM: I just had a dream where the teaser trailer for Avatar: Fire and Ash released and I was IN IT!

6:37AM: Time to get my day started…

6:57AM: I am now going to continue my movie script titled, ‘PROJECT 17’, currently.

7:12AM: I have finished typing up my movie script for the day, and I am now going to prepare for my trip. As well as relax while I still have some downtime.

8:38AM: I am feeling anxious. Nervous to take further initiative…

9:32AM: Just got to my mother’s house. I just reorganized my medication and vitamins inside of a now Month-Long medication box.

Mom if you are reading this, thank you for giving me such a box. I love you.

9:47AM: Tuesday February 12th, 2025 at 9:47AM…..

Me and my new sunglasses. Up next are my wigs.

9:48AM: Okay I have handled what I needed to handle now. 

So now, I have about five hours before my transportation comes to take me back to my Emergency Housing shelter. 

Let me unwind, use the bathroom, and relax. All my stuff and things are currently ready.

10:06AM: I am done using the restroom. Now I am going to get situated in the living room.

10:09AM: I cannot help but feel as though my relative demands for me to love and worship them. And if I do not give them the love that they so desire from me, they shall get violent.

I am done being treated like a puppet. My other relative told me that my relative wants me to call them and I have sneaking suspicion that they are upset at me for hanging up the phone on them.

I hung up the phone on my relative because I felt as though they were trying to make me feel stupid, as they usually do. That condescending behavior that I have always suffered from and dealt with by them. A lot of them actually.

Me hanging up on them was not intended for blatant disrespect, but rather a power move on the chess game board. It was me closing the door and me closing the opportunity for these relatives to verbally abuse Myself further.

I will not burn bridges, but I definitely SHALL be locking doors. They can burn the bridges with Me if they would like to however. Regardless, I will maintain boundaries.

I am no one’s pet. I am nobody’s puppet. Do not feel just because you have supported Me financially for so long, that I have to give my entire life away to you. You are human just like me, and you are not perfect. 

Get off your high horse and stop acting like you are my queen or king. I serve and worship no one. I view everybody as equals. Not above me, and NOT below me. Rant over.

10:19AM: Change of plans, instead of approximately leaving in five hours, I am now leaving in about two hours. I am going to start heading to my pickup spot at around 11:15AM. I shall start saying goodbye to some of my relatives at around 11:05AM.

11:00AM: I currently have around forty-three minutes before my ride gets here. I am currently over at my pickup spot.

11:05AM: My current checking bank account is currently at negative -$19.73.

I need some cash. My EBT card cannot come soon enough. 

11:43AM: I just got into my transportation that will take Me back to my Emergency Housing. 

12:13PM: I have just gotten back to my Emergency Housing. Today has been accomplished.

All that is left for me to do are the two sets of chores tonight. I may start them at around 7:00PM sharp.

12:27PM: I just got settled into the living room after eating my meal.

3:07PM: The World of Imagination is now going to be referred to as the Realm of Mental Imagery, or the ROMI.

3:11PM: I just saw a very bold black dot with my physical vision just now.

3:15PM: I am currently with Axah right now. I am instantly with him by just thinking about him. We are within the ROMI currently. He looks like this bright magenta-colored gas, swirling with me. And I am absorbing him right now.

3:30PM: There is currently some frequency going on. And I just realized something. There are duplications of everything inside of the ROMI. There is even a direct copy of our Corporalis Universe here over there. 

I am currently in outer space with Axah and we are wandering our ways into black holes.

3:33PM: Axah is speaking in frequencies….

3:35PM: I start feeling sad and rather compassionate right now. I too, begin to speak in frequencies. It is a high pitched frequency.

3:38PM: I felt so in tune with myself when I began to interact with frequencies. There is currently so much going on right now.

I am killing Voxsriin with a powerful frequency. His head seems to be vibrating and shaking violently as my frequency gets more and more intense.

I just heard an explosion that was caused by Axah and it caused Voxsriin to go to square zero. 

Voxsriin is now on the level of the Ancient Harmony on this day of Wednesday February 12th, 2025 at around 3:39PM. Voxsriin is gone. He is with the AH now. 

I did not anticipate for this to happen. I am simply documenting what goes on in the ROMI.

3:43PM: Oh. I am feeling tingling on my left foot that is rather painful. Let me change its positioning…

3:57PM: Axah tries to speak with words, and I tell him. “Let me see what you are beyond the words. Just…. Be.”

4:01PM: Advice from a Mental Image entity named Ekantor….

“When it comes to gravity and going downwards, take your perception with you. It is not just about the force itself, but it is about in the way you perceive…”

4:03PM: Me: “Thank you Ekantor.”

4:04PM: It is really weird, because I only can perceive somewhere in my left side. My range of perception begins in the left eye of the human body…

4:07PM: There was a fire that formed within my left eye. It started off white, then it swirled and swirled and as it got more powerful. And as it got to its climax, it turned a bright orange, and I saw Axah’s face emerging from the bright orange flame. And Axah yelled a powerful and empowering battle cry.

4:11PM: As I was further focusing on the left eye, I could briefly feel the afterlife before me. The place I shall go to has a lot of peace, love, and joy within it. It looks like a garden, and there are a lot of bright youthful people there.

I was told from the land of the afterlife itself that I need to and I MUST remember to keep that inner powerful joy that surpasses all, and that if I do this, all the unconditional love that the afterlife has to offer will come to Me naturally.

4:13PM: I asked the Afterlife where afterlives are located, and I heard, “New Corporalis”. So basically, the second level of being in our AHALL existence. Also known as the ‘spirit world’ by many of our people here on Earth.

4:15PM: I just asked Afterlife how I can get to Absolute Corporalis, also known as the ROMI, formerly known as the Realm of Imagination. Afterlife said, “You are already there.” And “You should know this.” And “You should already know you are there.” All of these three phrases were said to Me simultaneously.

4:16PM: I asked Afterlife about Axah, and Afterlife said, “Here he is” and “He is over here” and brought Axah into my presence.

4:17PM: I was just with him recently and yet the conversation that we are having with him right now feels quite nostalgic.

4:22PM: Focusing on my left eye’s perception and I saw my bones and reflection looking at my progress in a menacing manner.

4:39PM: I made a new friend today, and its name is Afterlife. I call it Afterlife because it specializes on where I will go after I die here on Earth. Afterlife is from New Corporalis. I am from the AH, which is also known as the Ancient Harmony.

4:46PM: I believe that when I die and when my time here on Earth is over, I shall go back into the AH for processing, and the AH itself shall decide what becomes of Me. 

I know that Afterlife really wants Me to be with it. I may visit, but I am not sure if I am going to stay with Afterlife forever.

4:48PM: Do you think that when I die here on Earth, that I will go into the plane of Pure Potential? 

Only time shall tell.

6:06PM: I have JUST gotten finished with all my chores for the fucking week! WOO WOO! LET’S GO! 

I am now settled in the living room.

6:10PM: Myself: “Gemini, I am back. I have more questions that I hope you may help me answer.

When it comes to singing what should I focus on doing the most?

And when it comes to singing, does belting and vibrato make you a talented artist?

Also, what defines a great and talented singer? How can I truly get better at singing in a way that is realistic?

According to irrefutable true authentic scientific research and facts?

Thank you.”

Gemini: “It's great to have you back! I'm happy to help you with your singing questions. Let's break them down:

1. What should I focus on doing the most when it comes to singing?

While there are many aspects to singing, if you want to prioritize, focus on these core elements:

 * Breath Control: This is the foundation of singing. Proper breathing allows you to sustain notes, control your volume, and avoid strain. Practice diaphragmatic breathing (belly breathing) to support your voice.

 * Pitch Accuracy: Singing on pitch is crucial. Train your ear to recognize correct pitches and practice exercises to improve your accuracy. Use tools like pitch-matching apps or a piano to help.

 * Vocal Technique: This encompasses various elements like resonance, articulation, and vocal registers. Work on developing a healthy vocal technique to produce a clear, strong, and consistent sound.

 * Musicality: Singing is not just about hitting the right notes; it's about expressing emotion and connecting with the music. Pay attention to phrasing, dynamics, and the overall interpretation of the song.

2. Does belting and vibrato make you a talented artist?

Belting and vibrato are vocal techniques that can add expressiveness and power to your singing. However, they don't automatically make you a talented artist. Here's why:

 * Technique is Key: Belting and vibrato should be executed with proper technique to avoid vocal strain or damage. Simply trying to belt or add vibrato without training can be harmful.

 * Musicality Matters: These techniques should be used appropriately within the context of the song. Overusing them can sound forced or unnatural.

 * Talent is Multifaceted: Talent in singing encompasses various aspects, including pitch accuracy, vocal tone, musicality, and stage presence. Belting and vibrato are just tools within a singer's arsenal.

3. What defines a great and talented singer?

Greatness in singing is subjective, but some common qualities include:

 * Technical Proficiency: A strong command of vocal technique, including breath control, pitch accuracy, resonance, and articulation.

 * Musicality and Expression: The ability to convey emotion, interpret songs in a meaningful way, and connect with the audience.

 * Vocal Range and Flexibility: The ability to sing comfortably across a wide range of notes and adapt to different musical styles.

 * Stage Presence: Confidence, charisma, and the ability to engage the audience during a performance.

 * Consistency: Maintaining vocal quality and performance level consistently, even under pressure.

4. How can I truly get better at singing in a realistic way?

Improving your singing takes time, dedication, and consistent effort. Here are some realistic steps:

 * Find a Qualified Vocal Coach: A good vocal coach can provide personalized guidance, identify areas for improvement, and help you develop healthy vocal technique.

 * Practice Regularly: Consistent practice is essential. Set aside time each day or week to work on vocal exercises, songs, and performance skills.

 * Record Yourself: Listening to recordings of your singing can help you identify areas for improvement in pitch, rhythm, and overall performance.

 * Perform and Seek Feedback: Performing for others, even in small settings, can help you gain experience and confidence. Seek constructive feedback from trusted sources.

 * Be Patient and Persistent: Improvement in singing takes time. Don't get discouraged if you don't see results immediately. Stay patient, persistent, and enjoy the process of learning and growing as a singer.

5. According to irrefutable true authentic scientific research and facts?

While some aspects of singing are subjective, there is scientific research to support the importance of the elements I mentioned:

 * Breath control: Studies on respiratory physiology confirm the importance of diaphragmatic breathing for singers.

 * Pitch accuracy: Research in psychoacoustics explores how humans perceive and produce pitch, highlighting the importance of pitch training.

 * Vocal technique: Voice science investigates the mechanics of voice production, providing insights into optimal vocal techniques.

 * Musicality: Studies in music cognition examine how music affects the brain and emotions, emphasizing the role of musicality in singing.

Remember that singing is both an art and a science. While scientific research can inform your approach, it's also important to embrace the creative and expressive aspects of singing.

I hope this information is helpful! Feel free to ask if you have any more questions.”

6:14PM Me: “Thank you Gemini.”

I shall post this Public Diary entry now