Entry #5
January 25th, 2025…
4:12 pm I just now discover that the Chinese video sharing website, Veoh, has shut down…..
4:13 pm My reaction…
“I do not understand why it was deleted. This makes me realize that nothing will last forever. I could release my upcoming movies to as many video streaming websites as possible, and it would still not last forever, that fact alone saddens me….”
4:15 pm “It will all fade away eventually, and I will eventually be forgotten. Me and my work will eventually fade away into nothing.”
I am thinking about how I should respond to myself…
4:19 pm If you do not know why I am upset at Veoh shutting down, it is because I uploaded and released my full movie ‘Winged’ in parts over there. Now that it is shut down, that is one less video sharing website that my movie is on. This is why we were having this discussion with myself about nothing truly lasting forever and how everyone’s work, including my own, will fade away eventually as our Universe furthermore ages…
4:22 pm “However despite this, ‘Winged’ the 2022 film shall always be successful within my eyes. It has garnered over 10,440 total views across all the video sharing websites it has been on at the time of this typing. In January 25th, 2025 at 4:24 pm. This has been reported and recorded…”
5:02 pm “I am going to allow myself to move more slowly… From now on…”
5:28 pm “Ah I can feel so much joy right now. It is like living a lot more slowly, and moving a lot more slowly, is being greatly beneficial for me.”
5:29 pm As I was typing the last note above, I heard a voice yell, “PUT HIM IN A CASKET!”
5:30 pm “Sorry whoever you are. I will not be put inside of a casket just yet…”
6:04 pm “Is oxygen a heat? Google might answer me no, but when I breathe in, I can literally feel the friction. And is friction itself not known to cause heat?”
6:05 pm “Very interesting theory.”
6:08 pm I discover something when feeling my hand….
“Wow. When one feels something, I believe that they are inherently colliding with it….”
6:09 pm “Wow.”
6:11 pm “I believe everything begins in a state of blackness. Although, I am not too sure.”
6:21 pm “The Universe is so young and yet, so old at the same time…”
6:22 pm “If it were not still young, it would not be expanding at the rate it currently is right now. Which is estimated to be about 160,000 miles per hour…”
6:23 pm “I believe that all life is the Universe experiencing itself….”
6:24 pm “Technically, everything is the Universe experiencing itself. From those atoms, to even the largest black holes…”
“At least I would believe and theorize.”
6:38 pm “Hm, I would believe that focus can both make you move faster, and it can make you move slower….”
6:39 pm “Well actually slower I think. Because when you are focusing on a singular object, then time will seem to move by and pass you by a lot slower. At least to myself personally, this is what I believe and this is what I have been experiencing just now.”
6:49 pm According to Google, here is the time period we are currently in. According to scientific history…
6:50 pm “According to scientific history, we are currently in the Holocene Epoch of the Quaternary Period, within the Cenozoic Era.
Key points about this time period:
- Holocene Epoch: This is the current epoch, which began around 11,700 years ago with the retreat of the last major glaciers.
- Quaternary Period: The Holocene is part of the larger Quaternary Period.
- Cenozoic Era: The Quaternary Period belongs to the Cenozoic Era, often referred to as the "Age of Mammals…”
~ Google’s AI Overview.
6:51 pm “Got it, so we are within the Cenozoic Era.”
6:52 pm “According to current scientific research, yes we are...”
6:58 pm As I focus with my eyes closed, I hear a voice say to me, “Jesse? Are you asleep?”
I answer, “No.”
7:04 pm Read this all of you…
7:05 pm https://www.thoughtco.com/eras-of-the-geologic-time-scale-1224551
7:16 pm “If everything in the Universe is very much grey, and not so black and white, then should I just focus on the Universe as I know it? Should I focus on my own inner Universe? That is dictated by scientific evidence to support it of course?”
7:17 pm “Yes. I like the sound of that.”
7:22 pm “I believe the Potential that created this Universe will continue onwards and evolve some more, even if we are no longer around to witness it.”
7:24 pm “We are all darkness. I am darkness…”
“Is this what you currently truly believe?”
7:25 pm “Yes. I believe there is something profound about darkness, dark matter, and dark energy…”
7:31 pm “So would you say that fundamentally the Universe has attractive energy? Like the energy to pull is a lot more stronger and basic than the energy to push and/or repel? Right?”
7:32 pm “It is fun to speculate, but we do not have the official answers. Although, I think you are right yes. Attraction is greater than repulsion when it is considered at the fundamental level…”
7:41 pm “I am having a hard time believing that a single asteroid was capable of wiping out the entire dinosaur population. I am having trouble believing this…”
7:43 pm “Well? Here is what Google’s AI Overview states:
7:44 pm “AI Overview
Yes, an asteroid impact is the most widely accepted theory for the extinction of the dinosaurs. The asteroid hit Earth 66 million years ago, wiping out 75% of species on the planet.
Explanation
- The asteroid impact created a huge crater in the Yucatán Peninsula of Mexico, called the Chicxulub crater.
- The impact caused a blast wave, heatwave, and threw vast amounts of material into the atmosphere.
- The dust from the impact stayed in the atmosphere for 15 years, dropping global temperatures by up to 15 degrees Celsius.
- The impact also triggered wildfires, volcanic eruptions, and disrupted photosynthetic activity.
Other factors
- Some scientists believe that a second, smaller asteroid also hit Earth at the same time, creating a crater in the West African sea.
- Some scientists believe that volcanism also played a role in the extinction of the dinosaurs.
Survivors
- Birds are the only dinosaurs to survive the mass extinction event.
- Alligators and crocodiles also survived, along with frogs and salamanders….”
7:54 pm “Well Jesse? I believe you were right about attraction being atomically stronger than repulsion. Here. Follow the link below:
7:56 pm https://www.supermagnete.de/eng/faq/Is-the-attraction-between-magnets-as-high-as-the-repulsion
7:57 pm “I did not know that birds are dinosaurs, or at least related to them.”
8:41 pm “I wonder how my story ends…” I say to myself.
8:49 pm I saw a time-lapse moving forward of this female with glasses. Then I actively worked to hide from her. Then as soon as I did this, I saw that I was moving between these black vines, and I could hear somebody looking for me. They said something along the lines of…
8:51 pm “Are you there? Why don’t you come on out!”
I am being hunted briefly….
January 26th, 2025…
3:12 am “How did you survive being hunted briefly?…”
“Well it was easy. Since it happened in the Imaginary realms, all that I had to do was simply imagine myself out of that situation…”
3:13 am “Nice.”
3:25 am “Good morning. I am now fully awake.”
“And I believe that it is raining right now currently…”
3:40 am “I believe I will just go ahead and write my script for the Glory of Tov for the day…”
3:46 am “I have finished. For now.”
6:54 am “Imagination is powerful. If you realize that it is truly just imagination and that it is not real…”
6:55 am “It is important to distinguish what is real and what is not real. It is important to distinguish the two and to be able to do that.”
8:46 am When I am in a deep meditative state, I notice something about my breath….
8:48 am “Hm, it seems to me that my exhale disappears momentarily. Only to come back and reappear a couple of seconds later. My inhale is a lot more stronger and longer than my exhale. And even then, I tend to breathe very shallowly…”
9:06 am “I feel as though I have a very short attention span truly. Which will pose a challenge for me to work through when I am in production for my movies.”
9:14 am “I would like to report something today. So when I was receiving my testosterone injection, I felt really grouchy. As if I wanted to start an argument saying that I no longer want to take it. Why do you think I was mad?”
9:15 am “Perhaps because you just woke up from your slumber, and it also was probably because it involved a needle, which I know you have a distaste for…”
12:12 pm “Remind me to use the terms BCE and CE. Before Common Era, and Common Era. This is a replacement to Before Christ and Anno Domini…”
12:25 pm “Read this article… And we will be delving deeper into what the realm of imagination truly means…”
12:31 pm “I have a new name forming… Well, multiple new names… Although I will not be formerly known by them. They are names I shall simply call myself…”
12:33 pm “The aspects of Imagination, according to Google’s AI Overview are”:
12:34 pm “AI Overview
Imagination involves many aspects, including brain functions, memory, emotions, and thoughts. It's the ability to form mental images of things that aren't present to the senses.
Aspects of imagination
- Types of imagination: There are many types of imagination, including intellectual, emotional, strategic, and imaginative fantasy.
- Frequency: How often someone is in an imaginative state
- Complexity: How detailed or specific someone's imagination is
- Emotional valence: How positive or negative someone's imaginings are
- Brain functions: Imagination involves many brain functions, including memory, emotions, and thoughts
- Visual imagery: Involves a network of brain areas, from the frontal cortex to sensory areas
- Memory reconstruction: The idea that remembering the past is an attempt to reconstruct past events…”
12:36 pm “As much as I want to get into my own realm of Imagination, I cannot. My physical body is very weak at the moment. And like I said, I cannot seem to have a long attention span…”
12:37 pm “I have to train myself to be suitable enough for my realm of Imagination. I have to actively train myself.”
12:38 pm “Hm… What names should I call myself?…”
“I like the name Explorer Darkness….”
“I suppose.”
“I personally think the name Imagon is a very unique and wonderful name. And plus, it already sounds like Imagination…”
12:39 pm “So Imagon Darkness?”
12:40 pm “I like that! This shall be my Imaginary Self’s official name.”
12:41 pm “I ask Google’s AI Overview: ‘How to create your Imaginary Self?..’ Here is Google’s answer…
12:44 pm “AI Overview
To create your imaginary self, start by considering your ideal personality, appearance, skills, and lifestyle, asking yourself "what if" questions to explore different possibilities, then flesh out the details by imagining their backstory, values, passions, and how they might interact with the world around them; essentially, designing a persona that reflects your desires, aspirations, or even fantasies, without limitations imposed by reality.
Key steps to create your imaginary self:
- Start with the basics:
- Appearance: What do they look like? Hair color, eye color, body type, clothing style?
- Name: Choose a name that fits their personality and image.
- Personality traits: Are they confident, introverted, adventurous, creative, kind, or something else?
- Explore their background:
- Origin story: Where are they from? What was their childhood like?
- Family: Do they have a close family? What are their relationships like?
- Life experiences: What significant events shaped them into who they are?
- Develop their passions and skills:
- Interests: What are they passionate about? Sports, art, music, science, etc.
- Talents: What are they exceptionally good at?
- Career path: What kind of work do they do in their ideal life?
- Consider their values and beliefs:
- Ethics: What do they stand for? What is important to them in life?
- Worldview: How do they see the world?
- Social impact: How do they want to make a difference?
- Imagine their daily life:
- Habits: What do they do in their free time?
- Relationships: How do they interact with others?
- Challenges: What obstacles might they face and how do they overcome them?
Important aspects to remember:
- Be creative:
- Don't limit yourself to what is considered "realistic" - this is your imagination at play.
- Reflect on yourself:
- While creating an imaginary self, you might uncover aspects of yourself you want to explore or develop further in real life.
- Use visualization techniques:
- Close your eyes and actively picture your imaginary self in different situations.
- Journaling:
- Write down detailed descriptions of your imaginary self to solidify their character….”
12:47 pm “It is a perfect guide. Perfect! I shall construct my origin story soon….”
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