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​ 154 June 22, 2026 6:54pm I’m so lonely. The path of the self is so lonely 6:57pm but I don’t think I want any friends 7:06pm working on my Voxsriin form. On form one. The Dark form…. 7:17pm Still working on my Dark form. 7:36pm Even though I’ve been working on my form for the past few days, I’m not experiencing many results.  7:37pm this is frustrating, I want to fully experience my form? Why can’t I ? 7:55pm I’m going through a battle right now. A battle of the self.  8:21pm other life forms are like npcs to me. I don’t care. 8:54pm I feel like I’m the only real person in every reality. Maybe i am. Solipsism? 9:15pm I’m merging with clearness. 9:27pm I’m getting a new form. It’s clear. It looks clear. 9:38pm in experiencing body dysmorphia.  9:39pm due to the fact that Voxsriin’s form is different from my physical. 9:40pm my form is melted! 9:41pm I’m trying to cling onto what is fundamental of me 9:48pm I’m becoming space. 9:56PM Voxsriin: Hold onto that clarity. 9:57...

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​ 153 June 9, 2026 8:40pm im learning that i may have names that people call me. And they may have preconceived notions abt me, but what’s important is I don’t become those things. No matter what I feel, I should just live my life anyway regardless  June 10, 2026 7:05pm I am just Jesse. I realized that it’s best for me to be Jesse. As Jesse I am an extension of Voxsriin. Most of my power lies in Jesse 7:59pm Imagon and Voxsriin are just extensions of Jesse. I am who I’m meant to be. I get to choose who I am. I am Jesse. 🤎 8:01pm if I want to get in even an ounce of exploration with Voxsriin and Imagon I cannot do it without Jesse.  8:06pm it’s interesting because I am who I am but I’m able to view myself outside of myself.    So it makes me wonder, am I truly myself? Or am I what I choose to be? Does the self even exist? June 11, 2026 6:50pm I am homosexual, autosexual, and asexual.  6:51pm I’m trying to find a way of bringing Voxsriin and Jesse together. But h...